82 – It’s not easy – 5

Elves are the best race on the continent, and they are an outstanding race compared to any other race on the continent.

Elves are a blessed race from birth.

It has a longer lifespan than all races, and has a strong ability to adapt to magical powers from birth.

In addition, it is light and nimble, so it shows great efficiency in general combat.

Is it simply that?

Elves are natural archers and have eyes that can see far, so they can be said to be overwhelming when it comes to bows than any other race.

A superior race from birth.

Evangeline had heard that it was an elf from birth.

In most fields, they are ahead of other races without much effort.

Even if they do not live a particularly difficult life, they live superior to other races.

So, it was only natural that the elf’s unique racism would be transmitted to Evangeline as well.

Elves are the most superior race, and this can be proven both magically and theologically.

Lizardmen, who arbitrarily dig up rivers and streams to catch fish, are the trash of the race.

Beast races with the smell of animals are a low-quality tribe that is difficult to deal with.

Dwarves who live by digging the ground are a race that is embarrassing to even talk about.

However, among the races that exist on the continent, humans are the worst.

There are tens of thousands of people on the continent, and the ability of the race is also mediocre.

There are many things to explore beauty in such a subject, so there are many people who look at elves with a sly eye.

see If he wanted an elf, he would even have a job called an elf hunter.

Humans who are obsessed with elves to the extent of selling them to the slave market through human trafficking are the continent’s cancerous race, and they must be ignored and not to be associated with.

Of course, this much was said only by ardent elf supremacists, so it did not resonate with Evangeline.

Also, Evangeline, who had been friendly with humans since she was a child, thought that the teachings were unconditionally wrong.

There are many good people among humans.

There are many great people among the dwarves.

Lizardmen and beastmen too.

other minorities as well.

In the end, isn’t it just individual differences?

Maybe that’s why I was able to become a member of the only human hero’s party.

Even though she ended up with humans like that, she didn’t forget one thing.

As far as elves are superior to any other race.

That’s what shattered her pride…

“Ahhh…”

Evangeline, who entered the ordeal, grabbed her face.

don’t want to see

I want to forget my own pain.

However.

The memory became a reality and appeared before Evangeline’s eyes.

– under. Do not be ridiculous. The name of a wise man suits an elf, not you, a human.

sage.

A man who approached me when I was given the mission of defeating the demon lord with my human friends who were honorary elves.

Inwardly, I secretly laughed at the approach of a man who called himself a wise man.

Are you smart?

How are humans smart?

Didn’t even receive the title of honorary elf like Claire or Leventia?

My initial feelings for him were sympathy.

Like him, most humans like to show off.

But the bottom is often revealed.

That’s why I gave him the title of honorary elf, and I thought I had no choice but to guide him to become a person worthy of that title.

But he was different.

Unlike the other humans she had met, he was truly wise.

He dealt with the problems that arose during the journey of defeating the Demon King very appropriately.

Even as an elf, he didn’t boast about it even though he solved the problem so easily.

Every time I grumble because of the stress accumulated during the difficult journey, I smile and accept it as if I were an adult.

to him like that.

Evangeline felt disgust as well as jealousy.

Isn’t that kind of wisdom elves should have?

Isn’t that seriousness something elves should have?

Isn’t that kind of kindness only found among elves?

Perfection like that.

Wasn’t it from the elves?

Why are you taking my foolishness like that?

Why do you take my criticism so much?

Why are you even doing that?

That’s why Evangeline didn’t put up with it in the end.

-Hey! human! what the hell are you doing! Your arrowhead is broken! You want me to use a bow like this?!

-what?! Are you asking me to eat this right now? Rotain soup is a fresher dish!

-huh! Ahh! done! In that case, just quit!

-It’s stupid… Why would you help a dwarf?

-Aren’t you supposed to grow up a bit? You always try to take the easy way, right?

-Erante, the ancestor of the elves, said that the only way to grow is to go through hardship and adversity. Even a human like you can grow a little if you follow Erante-sama’s teachings. Well, it would be possible only if there were two heavens.

– Healing others to increase their proficiency? under. So you’re going to find someone who’s hurt every time? If that’s the case, why don’t you just injure yourself and treat it? Then wouldn’t it at least not stop the journey?

I missed you.

What is the bottom of a human being called you?

Are you worthy of the name of a sage?

That’s why I sold it and criticized it.

Even knowing that it would reveal the bottom of myself.

“Ah… uh… ah… stop… stop…”

It was fun.

The wise man’s expression gradually darkened.

I was happy.

It seems like the harder he works, the more his bottom is revealed.

look No matter what you call a wise man, after all, you are also a person with a bottom.

I am the only one who can lead you like that.

Only I can make you a true sage.

If your bottom is revealed, I will fill it with something new.

like that. The more he struggled, the more I was so happy that he seemed to be proving himself right.

finally.

when he left

I felt proud.

I thought that Hyeonu would eventually humble himself and approach me, who showed me his way.

“That, it’s not! It’s not!! Yes, you left…”

And when Hyeonu came back.

he had changed

“Hey… heh… heh… heh…”

I was angry at your changed appearance.

why did you change your mind?

I can’t stand the fact that the exposed floor is not to my taste, but to fill it with your will, and to change it without my permission.

so that.

In order to make you empty again, I gave you a teaching to see your bottom.

…not.

It’s not like that.

I already knew that I couldn’t change you.

to get rid of it.

It was just torturing you because I was going to dye you my color.

What I felt for you was not disgust, but in fact, I was ignoring that I wanted to kneel down to you who were superior.

“Ah… ah… ugh…”

Evangeline hurriedly drew her dagger. The moment the blade of a well-honed, sharp dagger touches your ear and a terrible pain rises, your heart calms down little by little.

“Ha… uh… uh… haa…”

Even so, Evangeline squeezed the arrowhead tightly while shedding tears.

Blood gushed from the palms cut by the sharp points.

But it didn’t stop.

as long as you don’t hurt yourself.

Because I can’t keep watching this painful sight.

“hahaha…”

Evangeline sat down, covered in blood, panting.

Soon, the ordeal was coming to an end.

All these trials were over by staring blankly at the sage who defeated the demon king, greeted him lightly, and left.

“Ah… ah… Tongue, Hyeonu… Hyeonu…”

The only thing in Evangeline’s head right now was Hyeonu.

have to see him

You have to approach him.

and. and.

I don’t know what to do to apologize to him.

What can he do but expose his ugly underside and bow his head like a puppy in surrender?

My steps were heavy, but I couldn’t stop.

“Sss… ugh…”

Evangeline put her hand in her bosom. What she held in her hand was an old fur glove.

The sage gave many things during the journey of defeating the demon lord, but now only this one was left.

As if it were a lifeline, Evangeline, who stumbled and walked inside the shimmer, instinctively walked toward another shimmer.

Because Hyeonu’s face was there.

Unable to suppress her desire to want him and to approach him, Evangeline entered the shimmer.

“Ah… aaa!!”

found there

Hyeonu leaves after receiving his verbal abuse.

He walks through the cursed wilderness.

-Hook!!

He found a sage who inserted a dagger into his body and repeated the treatment.

“That, stop! Stop! No! I, I!! I didn’t want this!!”

– You said that instead of treating someone else, you should injure yourself and treat yourself?

ridicule, accusation, rebuke.

A voice filled with unparalleled malice was heard.

Who the owner of that voice was, Evangeline knew better than anyone else.

“Ahhh…”

That would be the case, because it was the voice of a wise man he had always created with his own delusion.

He sang to Evangeline, who was filled with tears, as if he were singing, while wearing a twisted smile of ridicule and contempt, not his typical relaxed and soft smile.

– you always said Elves are great. Elves are great. That’s why I wanted to reveal my bottom.

“Oh, no. No… no… no…”

– But what has been revealed? After all, it’s your bottom, right? Elf superiority? Elf nobility? The way you looked, where can I see that?

“no!!”

-ruler. look. As you said, what I’m doing.

The sage, beaten by the attacks of the corrupted and cursed ghosts, starts muttering incomprehensible words after defeating them.

His hands were shaking. Looking for something with a blank face.

“Alcohol… ah… can, alcohol…”

Will the sage, who usually drinks just enough to enjoy it, look for alcohol shaking so much?

Evangeline quickly realized why.

It must have been caused by a mental illness caused by a ghost’s attack a while ago.

probably alcoholic.

However, there is no such thing as a drop of alcohol in this land, so he had no choice but to struggle with withdrawal symptoms.

Evangeline, knowing how hard it is for an addict to withdraw, grabbed her face as if tearing it apart.

– Voila!! It’s the hardships and adversity you wanted!!

“Ah ah ah ah ah!!”

-You’re doing what you want! You are enduring hardships and adversity yourself!!

“aaa!!!

-Oh~! A proud elf! Great race of elves. A human who follows the orders of such an elf! Did you want to see this?! yes?!

“No… no…”

-That’s how I was created, right? is that what you want? But why are you complaining so much? why are you not satisfied? huh? huh? Is that the elf’s superiority and pride? huh? Hehe. Isn’t this the sage you wanted to make?

She whimpered and denied it, but she herself knew it.

The reason Hyeonu was making this pilgrimage of pain was because of himself.

I want to see his bottom.

No, it was because he was tormenting him to protect his sense of superiority as an elf.

Evangeline hurriedly raised the dagger at the soaring desire to harm herself.

Which is a noble elf and which is a superior elf.

I.

I.

-Suddenly!

The wound in one ear deepens. Not fast, very slowly.

These horrible and disgusting ears need to be cut off.

You have to get rid of this ear, which is your pride and the only proof that you thought you were ahead of him.

I have to show that I am like him.

-Suddenly! Awesome! Push shot!!

Drops of blood splattered and the ears were cut off. Normally, this headache and self-loathing would have gone away.

“Uh… ah… uh… uh…”

not enough.

This is not enough.

such a position?

not.

I’m not that virtuous.

He hurt himself, and when he got used to the pain, he used a potion to treat it and then created the wound again.

-Buck buck buck buck.

Repeat scratching all over the body to create scars.

But still, the disgust did not go away.

That’s not enough.

I should be punished more.

“ah…”

Hyeonu’s ordeal was coming to an end before he knew it.

Evangeline, who had become a sage now and was able to afford anything, closed her eyes.

A little more.

A little more Hyunwoo…

However, Hyeonu’s past was slowly disappearing.

At the end of the figure he knows so well, his past disappears.

However, the delusional Hyeonu she created in front of Evangeline’s eyes did not disappear.

“Ah… I’m better… Tongue, Hyeonu…”

Slowly raising her hand, Evangeline involuntarily inhaled.

In front of her eyes, Hyeonu wasn’t the only one.

veronica.

Unlike herself, a woman who looks straight at Hyeon-woo and cares for him.

The moment he saw a beautiful woman who was attractive enough to see as an elf even though he was human, hugging Hyeonu’s arm.

Evangeline felt a slight relief from her headache as well as the excruciating misery.

Ahh…

It was this.

It just couldn’t be the same.

Although he was an elf who was proud and proud of his superiority.

There is no better way to hurt yourself than to show that it is nothing in the end.

The appearance of fantasy changes.

Evangeline just blankly watched the couple who matched so well.

“hahaha…”

Out of breath comes out violently. My heart hurt to the point of tearing, but my mind was blanked out by the pleasure of being tortured that much.

“aaa… uh… ah…”

Hyeonu and Veronica’s hands touched as they walked together. Veronica smiles bashfully, as if embarrassed.

And Hyeonu, who smiles and holds his hand.

Their eyes met, and the two laughed mischievously at each other. A little, very tender kiss.

The kiss grows stronger, and they put their hands on each other’s private parts.

Eventually.

Eventually.

“Ah… ha. ha ha…”

The more I looked at that fantasy, the more my heart was worn out, but I couldn’t take my eyes off it like a sweet drug.

I felt miserable at myself for being pushed aside even by a mere illusion, but I was satisfied with that.

Because I’m not a superior elf like I boasted.

It’s just a defeated dog with its tail down.

Because that’s the right look for me.

like that.

Evangeline just sat there blankly and watched the fantasy of Hyunwoo and Veronica sharing skinship while shedding tears.

And as the fantasy gradually became denser, Evangeline’s breath began to become more and more rough.