83 – EP.5 You look like a man-1

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– Hana: Oppa, is it time?

– Me: No, no. what did you contact me for?

– Hana: …was it too much?

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Don’t pretend to be sad, b*tch.

– Hana: It’s been a long time since we talked to each other. right?

– Hana: I think there was a misunderstanding. How about talking while eating at the restaurant I went to with my brother the other day?

– Hana: I’ll buy it this time.

How are you?

Just as I was contemplating what to reply to the ridiculous SunTalk message, Hana called as if even this was frustrating.

Should I take it or not?

I think I contacted you because I needed something. If you leave it alone, it will stick to you.

Swipe the screen with your finger to answer the call.

I put the phone to my ear and tried to stay silent.

[hello.]

It was the first time I heard a voice.

To be honest, if you throw away your personal feelings, it’s not a bad voice.

It’s a made-up voice.

“…Why did you call me.”

[Brother, are you angry?]

“No, why did you call? I have no intention of eating with you.”

[We’re not meant to end like this. I think it would be better to meet and talk and clear up misunderstandings.]

Today’s workout went well, so I was going to go home in a good mood… but this woman keeps messing with me.

“Misunderstanding? What misunderstanding?”

[that is…]

“I have no intention of marrying you anymore. I won’t bother you any more. So let’s just end it here.”

[Brother, listen carefully.]

“What are you lifting? I lifted the barbell over 50 times today. What else do you lift?”

[What is that again?]

“Okay, I know you don’t want to get involved with me when I’m older, and I won’t be soggy any more. Let’s just forget about it and live.”

[brother! Is this all we can do?]

“Of course, this is the only thing. Anyway, you were close with me to get coins and get sponsored. Let’s not do this among our players.”

[Did you find another woman?]

“What about women? They’re all bullsh*t, so I’m quitting. Are you hanging up? Don’t contact me.”

[brother? brother!]

I take the phone away from my ear and am about to press the end call button, but I hear a voice calling me anxiously from the other side.

Either that or not. I pressed the red square button and put my phone in my pocket.

– Ping

“ah…”

My head was spinning, and my vision went black.

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Dizzy.

Feeling my head spinning, I slowly lowered my body.

dizziness. He didn’t seem to have spoken very loudly, but his blood pressure seemed to have risen as if he was excited.

No surprise. Since possessing this body, it has been like this once every three days.

If I hadn’t started exercising sooner, I would have really died. Well, it’s because I’m in this physical state, I’ve become possessed.

I’ve been working hard lately, so I’ve been quiet, but seeing that I’m so active again, I have to be careful.

“I can’t get involved with one of them.”

When I think of what happened before, it seems that my fever rises involuntarily.

“Ah, I’m in a good mood.”

In a bad mood, when I returned home, the house felt bigger today.

Some people will like it because it is spacious, but when I see this desolate living room, I feel empty.

The trivial things that I usually ignore are annoying.

This is all because of her.

“Ah… I can’t keep feeling like this.”

i know me well

When I’m in such a bad mood, I find something to eat.

To be precise, you’re looking for something ‘delicious’.

In this case, there is a high probability that you will open a delivery app.

If you eat delivery food, this stagnant mood will improve a little, but the problem is the next day.

Mr. Garam, who knows what I ate like a ghost, will roll me with excitement again.

To put it bluntly, I fall behind Mr. Garam.

– Mr. Garam, what if I just got home and want to eat something?

– You can eat and exercise as much as you can, right?

– …that doesn’t sound like a good idea.

– Then, go for a walk or something. It’s probably because you’re not looking for food because you’re hungry, but for psychological reasons. If you take a slow walk and calm your mind, you will be able to overcome most of them.

“Okay, let’s go out. Every time we went back and forth between the center and the house, let’s go with a feeling of looking back.”

It’s raining, so take an umbrella and let’s go out a little further today.

It wouldn’t be bad to walk along the Han River.

Okay, let’s take the car and go to the Han River.

***

The sky is cloudy today.

Obviously, I thought it was the best day until yesterday, but it turned into the worst day in one day.

The last two weeks have been so happy.

Unlike what I thought, CEO Inho was kind and worked hard.

It’s different from other members who only came out for 2-3 days and didn’t come out.

So, I got a little excited and made me exercise more.

It must have been difficult to digest at the age of 40, but CEO Inho is following along well.

A center that sweeps and polishes alone. An empty center where few people come except me.

the loneliness that comes from it. Worries about dwindling membership.

The worries that run through my head every time don’t come to mind when I’m with CEO Inho.

So I guess I forgot these days.

That my life was originally a gutter.

Upon returning to the center, it seems that President In-ho has gone home.

I work out alone in an empty center.

The more weight you put on the barbell, the clearer your head becomes. I don’t feel like messing around.

The weight that started at 40 kg has risen to 200 kg without knowing it.

“Yes.”

put a barbell on your shoulders Tighten your stomach to maintain abdominal pressure.

go down slowly

The weight of a 200kg disc is not as heavy as you might think.

Not heavier than my concerns.

Moderate tension is maintained in the muscles.

Without bouncing, slowly rise up with strength in your thighs and buttocks.

So round and round 10 times.

– Rumble!

“……”

Something has to be done here today.

No one will come anyway, so I just have to close it.

I don’t want to go home like this.

I feel like I’m suffocating in that cramped house.

Okay, we finished early, so let’s go a little further today.

***

[Loan deadline information]

A text message that dragged my mood down to the bottom of hell today.

Even while walking along the promenade along the Han River, I stare at my phone endlessly.

Silly. Seeing it won’t change anything.

money. Money… His money was the problem.

From when I was a kid until now, money has never been missing in my life.

The debt left by the cheating mother.

My father had to work all day to pay off the debt.

My father, who used to run a small gym in the neighborhood, left the gym to me and did other things at the growing interest.

stupid father.

My sadly faithful father.

After paying it back, he ended up hurting himself and leaving my side early.

All I have left is debt and the gym.

What if it hadn’t been inherited?

I couldn’t throw away the gym my father left behind, so I wonder if the choice I made in the past was right.

I think that way often these days.

– tuk tuk

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Drops of water droplets wet my hair.

Oh, did I say it’s going to rain today?

Umbrella… I didn’t bring it.

hahahaha.

Really… Worst today.

The rain in early autumn was too cold, and the rain that had been dripping turned into heavy rain before I knew it and hit my body.

I just walked while receiving the stinging rain all over my body.

‘Cause there’s nowhere else to run

Others seemed to have seen the forecast for rain. I am the only one in Han River Park.

Ha, I just didn’t know

I just want to melt into raindrops and disappear like this.

How long did you walk? The raindrops dripped from my wet hair to the point of obscuring my vision.

how do you get back home? Can I ride the bus while wet?

– Tung Tung

The rain that bothered my ears makes the sound of splashing on something.

And the rain no longer hits me.

“uh…?”

A shadow is cast over your head.

This… Umbrella?

“uh?”

Before I knew it, a man with a huge body blocked my way.

The man looks down at me and says.

“Mr. Garam. What are you doing here?”

Inho is the boss.

“Uh… that’s me…”

The boss comes a little closer to me.

I turn my head away because I don’t want to show myself crying.

I felt like I would be very miserable if the boss said, ‘Did you cry?’

But the boss just looks at me blankly.

I couldn’t stand this awkward silence.

“I… I’ll just go…”

“It’s okay to cry. Cry under an umbrella. Tears don’t flow better when you’re in the rain.”

Pat Pat.

The boss patted me on the shoulder and spoke calmly.