8 – Villain Luna (3)

At the man’s words to get out, Song Soo-yeon immediately stood up.

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she thinks It felt like I had removed the mask of a man who had been constantly pretending to be nice.

Even though my saliva exploded and my stomach was even more hungry, I felt better.

The stress accumulated over the past 12 years was poured on him and released.

So, who carelessly pretends to be nice? On the subject of metamorphosis.

Perhaps this restaurant was set up to lure a hungry and poor minor like himself.

Justifying her misdeeds like that, Soo-yeon Song tried to feel satisfied.

She didn’t answer any of his questions that followed. I think ignoring it would hurt more.

She was about to pack up and leave the store.

If there’s one thing I regret, I still can’t hear the sound of his heart. Even if it’s an hallucination.

I would have been a little more comfortable if I had heard the dirty inside.

Suddenly, Song Soo-yeon had an idea.

…….if his favor was real? What if you were really trying to do good with no reward?

Wouldn’t it be like kicking someone who could be on my side?

“…..Is it really that bad?”

His question behind his back.

“……”

Unbeknownst to her, she looked back at him.

However, the man was picking up the food he had thrown away as if he were going to eat it.

“Ah…what are you doing, really…?”

This time, it was a sincere statement.

“…uh?”

“Why are you eating what I spit out…? Aren’t you really a pervert…?”

“……..”

“…it’s really messy..”

“No….they didn’t answer, so I tried to eat it…”

Song Soo-yeon basically doesn’t trust what others say.

No matter how unlike other men I’ve seen so far, he doesn’t show any lustful eyes, I just thought he was good at acting.

Even if she made a harmless expression with a face like a hoguchinta and made an excuse that it was not a really strange intention, Song Su-yeon did not want to believe it.

I didn’t want to believe that he was a good person. Even so, he felt comfortable with himself.

Since there has never been a man who has not been sexually attracted to him, it is natural to believe that impure intentions are underlying.

She sighs and leaves the store again.

I didn’t want to see him again.

He exposed his teeth too much. Also, he was the first to pour out her evil deeds.

It was just a dirty relationship, a rough relationship, and it was comfortable for her to end like this.

But the sound she heard as she left.

“excuse me! Come again tomorrow! I’ll make it delicious tomorrow!”

At those words, Song Soo-yeon hesitated for a moment.

Seriously, it’s the first time I’ve ever seen a hogu like that. If you see me trying to come closer even after being hit like this.

As expected, it was a favor that could not be understood without impure intentions.

………How pleasant it would have been if it hadn’t been mixed with impure intentions.

If you’re just giving a helping hand without thinking about what to do with yourself.

What a great strength it must have been for her who was struggling because she was lonely.

“….ah.”

Song Soo-yeon is also surprised at the thoughts she has shed.

she shook her head.

not. It’s not hard being a loner. It’s just a fleeting thought.

…..It wasn’t hard at all.

****

the next evening.

As before, I wandered the streets and met school workers.

“Song Soo-yeon! Come here!”

They were especially famous in school for their aggressive psychic powers.

One uses fire, and the other can sharpen his hand like a knife. I heard rumors that the remaining one could place a poison needle.

She bit her lip. She wanted to run away, but she knew very well that she had no choice.

Soon after, she was led into a corner and began to be bullied.

This is what it feels like to work overtime, Song Soo-yeon thought.

I thought it would end with bullying at school. It was even worse after it was over.

The three Iljins had asked me to bring them money a few days ago.

When those who rummaged through Song Soo-yeon’s bag and pockets couldn’t find the money, they began to crave it as if she had done something wrong based on the order she had given a few days ago.

“Hey, are you chewing?”

Naturally, Song Soo-yeon blocked her emotions and did not show them a satisfactory reaction.

I thought this would win.

I have no intention of giving the money away anyway. There is nothing to give in the first place.

And, the persistent hallucinations, or the sound of their hearts, made Song Soo-yeon stronger.

‘I’m so envious.’ whether

‘Why is he so pretty, annoying.’ whether

‘I want to see you wringing out.’ whether

All too sure, nasty thoughts keep ringing in my head.

Thinking that the source of all these actions was their jealousy made me breathe a little.

“Didn’t I say that if I didn’t bring the money by today, I would burn your head?”

“I have no money.”

Song Soo-yeon mustered courage and responded by pretending to be strong. I was afraid of what would happen if my hair was really burned.

“If you don’t have it, you should have made it, you crazy bitch.”

Iljin spat out those words and grabbed Song Soo-yeon’s head. I felt my heart thump and drop.

I wanted to close my eyes. But if you pretend to be weak, you get what they want. And knowing that the bullying would get worse, I forced myself to open my eyes.

The focus wasn’t right.

And at that moment, a familiar male voice rang out.

“hey! What are you doing dangerously!”

Song Su-yeon was startled by the sound.

It was the first time a helping hand came to me when I was being bullied.

It was the first time that I was exposed to such a shabby appearance that I was only suffering.

How did you come to this dark alley?

Song Soo-yeon looked in the direction from which the sound came.

“……..ah.”

And he was.

The man I’ve been dirty with lately.

Now, no matter how you look at it, he approaches with a face that looks like Hogu.

Even the strange apron was wrapped around it, and it looked even more harmless.

But…why did it have to be him?

Why did I let him do this again? what do you think of yourself

He approached without hesitation.

What do you believe in and come this way? He didn’t seem to have combat skills.

……And to be honest, I didn’t want to be helped.

Receiving help is also the moment when you have to admit that you are weak.

In addition, the Iljins will only provide an excuse to spread false rumors.

I didn’t like it. I didn’t want him to come. I didn’t need any help.

The man stood between himself and the Iljin.

“Stop it and go back.”

And at that moment, miraculously, the filthy thoughts of the Iljins that had echoed until my head hurts disappeared one by one.

Instead, a gentle warmth fills her.

It was a first time experience. How strong thoughts are replaced by feelings.

My head went blank at this sensation.

Are you really going crazy?

Or, does this warmth represent his heart? Or maybe he was thinking of something warm.

Asking herself unanswered questions, she looked at the man’s back.

He, who seemed weak, was fighting the Iljins for himself.

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Depending on the level of ability, anyone’s life could be in danger, but he seemed to have no hesitation.

As a result, Song Soo-yeon’s anger rose a little. How could someone who looked like a hogu have this kind of courage? I feel even more shabby.

The man was trying to escape the situation by giving up to 100,000 won to the Iljins.

He was spending such a large amount of money for himself without hesitation.

why is he doing this I humiliated you so openly yesterday.

……As expected, is it because of his appearance?

The more that happened, the more uncomfortable Song Soo-yeon became.

I didn’t have the heart to respond to his crush. How can you do that to someone you don’t even know?

As much as I never learned love from my parents in the first place, I don’t know how to share it with others.

For Song Soo-yeon, love was an uncomfortable thing.

Fist clenched.

“Help!!! Heroes, please help!!!”

And the next moment, when I came to my senses, the man was calling for a hero without looking good.

It was almost laughable to see him calling out to the hero at the top of his voice.

If it was going to be like this, I would just call a hero from the beginning, why would I call after the money had been ripped off?

Song Soo-yeon confirmed two facts about this man.

It’s right to be a hogu, and it’s also right to like yourself.

If you didn’t like yourself, there’s no reason to do this.

When the Iljins left, Song Soo-yeon’s hardened emotions moved.

She swung her fist and punched the man in the chest.

“Who asked for help?”

I wanted to push him further.

…..Yeah, sure.

He gave himself nothing but a helping hand.

However, considering her intentions, Song Soo-yeon’s gratitude faded.

Because there was only one thing I wanted from myself who had nothing.

Fortunately, the man seemed harmless. It seemed that if I pushed it, I could push it out.

He couldn’t say anything to the strong, but in the position of Gap, who was loved, it was so easy to flirt.

Song Soo-yeon was disgusted with her self-contradictory appearance even as she spoke.

“…What if I call a hero… a hero…!”

The anger that he couldn’t easily express to the Iljin people is also splashed on him.

How filthy is the family of heroes, are you calling them?

The more we talked, the more the man with a puzzled expression finally asked.

“……Then it was a situation where I had to call a hero even more. If the hero doesn’t come at this time, who will come?”

“Are you sick, uncle?”

Once he showed weakness, the pierced mouth was not blocked.

“I beg your pardon?”

“Do you know that if you pass today, it will be over? Fuck I don’t have tomorrow?”

“……..uh..”

“Now things are more complicated because of you. The bullying will only get worse…!”

“……..”

“If you bear with it, you can pass quietly…! What am I going to do tomorrow!!”

“……..”

“Uncle, why did you call me? Did I even ask for help? Fucking fucking…!”

“……”

“yes? What, will you solve it in the end? It’s not. Why are you sacrificing me for your sense of moral superiority!”

Points that could not be refuted were pointed out to him.

That’s what happens when you only think about buying a crush with impure intentions.

I wondered what answer he would give.

You probably won’t be able to answer…

“……Do it…I’ll solve it…”

he said hesitantly.

“……”

Song Soo-yeon forgot what to say at that answer.

I was so dumbfounded that I couldn’t even snort.

Who would believe him if he said with a naive face that he would solve a problem he hadn’t been able to solve for years with that attitude and expression.

“I beg your pardon?”

If what she heard was correct, she asked him again.

“Do it… I will solve it.”

He lied to himself with the same answer.

The desire to swear at me rises sharply. That false hope makes it harder for you.

“….under. If you can’t talk…. you’re a pervert, you’re like a stupid person who stutters when you talk, you’re just proud…

– rumbling…

Song Soo-yeon raised her heat, then cooled down at the sound of the ship.

Why at this moment?

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Did this kind of sound resonate at this moment when it was going out strongly?

How much do you laugh inwardly?

It seems that the world is always trying to give you only shabby things.

“…Ah…Fuck…Really…”

All she could do was curse.

It was her last desperate attempt to somehow bring together her shattered pride.

Legs lose strength. she slumped to her knees.

I couldn’t stop the tears from flowing.

*****

What happened after that, she couldn’t quite remember.

It seems that I verbally abused him as much as I remembered, and revealed my inner feelings a little.

Some called him a pervert, some called him a hogu, and some said he showed his true feelings.

She had spit out all the impressions she had on him.

Nevertheless, he led himself back to the store.

As Song Soo-yeon used all her strength, she couldn’t resist him any more.

I could see everything that he couldn’t see anyway.

I saw him begging. I heard the poor too. I saw him being bullied, and I told him twice about the sound coming from the boat.

I don’t have any more pride to build here. I showed him all of my true self on the floor as much as I could.

So, when he lied, saying that the only reason he showed such kindness was ‘self-satisfaction’, Song Soo-yeon wondered what it was like.

I didn’t want to reject his words to just eat and go with pride. Even if I raised my ego, it was obvious that I would look like an idiot now.

He also threatened him. that you wouldn’t like it Since he also said it wasn’t like that, he wouldn’t want anything in return for himself.

I just decided to use him. Distributing favors arbitrarily is what he did. It has nothing to do with you. I was thinking of just taking advantage of it and not giving anything back.

Song Soo-yeon’s mouth dropped open at the mess she saw as she entered the kitchen.

The by-products of the practice were scattered here and there, as if yesterday’s words that the black bean noodles were not tasty were taken seriously.

Song Soo-yeon was overcome with a strange feeling of guilt.

………What is love, why does it go this far? I only saw the dirty inside of him, but I couldn’t understand that he handed me such a favor just by looking at his face.

How much do you do this because you love yourself? It was the first time he had shown this level of love.

Now, I wasn’t particularly offended by that fact.

His pupils sometimes turned to his legs… but was it because of his naive face? There didn’t seem to be any sexual desire in it.

I couldn’t hear the sound of my heart mixed with dirty words, so there was nothing uncomfortable if I just ignored it.

A man who is not uncomfortable being around realizes that he is the first.

Jajangmyeon came out soon, and she couldn’t find the strength to resist, so she filled her mouth with food.

The day was so exhausting.

……Unbelievably, there has been a huge change in the taste of the food.

It got tastier. between days.

“….hehehe.”

But as he ate like that, the man began to laugh.

Song Soo-yeon was startled by the sound of laughter.

Come to think of it, I didn’t have too much vigilance. Could it be that it’s already too late?

However, after talking, the man makes a very unfair expression.

“Did you put something strange in it? no? What do you see people as…”

“…Didn’t you put it in?”

Seeing that expression, I immediately felt relieved. If that was acting, it was okay to be an actor.

Embarrassed, she spoke.

“…No, he laughed like a devil…I thought he did something…”

Song Soo-yeon continued to press him, wanting to hide her sorry feelings.

So, the short conversation ended with his apology.

“……Sorry.”

There really is no hogu.

After that, she focused on filling Song Soo-yeon’s stomach.

It’s been a long time since we had a conversation without such a huge emotional drain.

She only hears cursing from women and sticky stories from men… There was nothing like that just now.

For a brief moment, it seemed normal.

As I chewed my food, I kept thinking about the absurd situation that had just happened.

Maybe it’s because he’s relaxed, or because his face looks so unfair.

…….Song Soo-yeon seemed to burst out laughing without knowing why.