7 – Villain Luna (2)

“……Mister, I’m hungry, but please buy me a meal.”

After Song Soo-yeon spit out those words, she immediately regretted it.

I didn’t expect it to be a combination of the first words I spit out, but I didn’t know it would be awkward to say it like this.

He realized that he had begged others based on the hallucinations in his head.

As if waking up from a dream, you become aware of your awkward behavior.

Why? I wanted to pick up my words.

Why did I lower my vigilance under the delusion that I could hear warm thoughts from someone I was seeing for the first time?

“…..you..”

Suddenly, the man’s eyes widened as he looked at him. Perhaps he was surprised by his beauty.

And his two rolling eyes. It was towards the bridge.

“…….”

Song Soo-yeon’s familiar gaze shattered all the expectations that remained. I was annoyed.

“…Mister, stop looking at your legs.”

Then it is. all men are the same Why do you think he would be different?

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Don’t believe in hallucinations, believe in the truth you see with your own eyes.

He was no different from any other man.

“….sorry. So what?”

“…Ah…okay. what am i doing right now…”

Seeing the people sitting around in a soup restaurant, I must have felt weak for a moment.

It seems that he hoped to receive favor from people who did not view his body as a commodity.

From hunger, from being severely bullied at school, or from stress at home, his weakened subconscious must have reached out for help.

Song Soo-yeon shook her head. You can’t be this weak.

……Hasn’t it held up well so far?

Hypnotize yourself.

It’s not lonely, it’s not hard. that you don’t need help

“No, tell me. Are you hungry?”

His favor came, but now she did not want it.

If he used this as an excuse to ask for his body, I felt like I would feel too dirty for being in that situation.

“It’s okay. What about a pervert looking at legs…”

And then turn around His intentions were now questionable.

Song Soo-yeon did not have this experience once or twice. There were a number of men who confessed to mixing up their words a few times.

Maybe he, like other men, fell in love with him at first sight.

As he turned around, he heard his voice.

“I saw all of the stockings when I went out. I didn’t appreciate the legs.”

Song Soo-yeon looked down at her legs.

And, like a drop of water, I see my stockings with a hole in them.

I was so hungry I hadn’t even noticed it yet.

It was difficult for Song Soo-yeon to describe the emotions she felt at that time.

When it seems that it couldn’t feel more shabby, funny enough, she found a deeper bottom than that.

In this situation where I revealed my weakness by saying I was hungry enough to beg, I was wearing stockings with holes in them like a beggar.

It was a particularly difficult situation for her, who did not want to reveal her weaknesses so easily.

Why is the world so cruel to you?

Even the environment that I didn’t want to do for a lifetime will be blamed for the moment.

If only the parents were normal. If only the appearance hadn’t stood out so much.

……If only someone had reached out a hand without any ulterior motives.

“me-“

The moment the man started to open his mouth, Song Soo-yeon could no longer stand there.

she started to run away.

In fact, she wasn’t strong enough to face all the trials.

****

Song Soo-yeon was in a hurry for money.

I didn’t even have money to buy food, but I ended up having to buy stockings.

No matter how cheap stockings I bought, it was a price that I could buy and eat three or four triangle gimbap at a convenience store.

How to cover this, Song Soo-yeon was at a loss.

I thought for a moment whether I should urgently withdraw the money from the deposit I was saving, but that thought disappeared as soon as I entered the house.

My mother, still drinking and rolling around. father who is not at home.

If you stay in this hell longer, it’s better to starve a little more and suffer a little more.

As a result, the period in which she had to starve and the period in which she had to take off her stockings increased.

You can’t wear stockings with holes in them.

You might wonder what a big deal it is to take off your stockings, but it wasn’t that simple for Song Soo-yeon, who has a beautiful appearance.

By taking off the stockings, the eyes of the women become more intense, and the sticky eyes of the men become darker.

Bullying by women and sexual harassment by men became serious.

However, Song Soo-yeon persevered day by day.

I waited for the day I would graduate as an adult. You’ll just have to be patient and hold on.

Song Soo-yeon put the food into her mouth and endured and endured.

Another week passes.

Somehow stockings were bought. But because of that, her belly seemed to stick to her back.

She always wandered about, still not wanting to go home.

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Depression, like hunger, never left her.

I don’t know why he’s doing this, but it’s getting harder and harder to hold on as the finish line approaches.

There are only four or five months left.

Time is definitely passing, but it continues to go slowly.

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Deep down, there were many times when I wondered if she had reached her limit.

In elementary school, I was hit by a family and alone, and in middle and high school, I was bullied and alone.

After all, I suffered for almost 12 years. I would be lying if I said it wasn’t hard.

However, Song Soo-yeon forced herself to put that thought aside. If you think it’s hard, I think it’s really harder.

Her wandering eyes found a signboard.

A new store had sprung up in a place that no one seemed to pass by.

‘Hero Eumsim(心) Point’.

Song Soo-yeon frowned.

It is combined only with words I hate.

What sane person could have named a store like that?

I was about to pass by with a sigh, but there was a sentence written on a pamphlet in front of the store that I couldn’t ignore.

‘With no money, food is free.’

“……..”

She paused there for a long time, looking at the pamphlet.

The name of the restaurant is strange, so I want to turn around, but I can’t.

I keep counting money in my head.

If the words written there are true, wouldn’t it be possible to collect money faster in the future.

No, wouldn’t it be possible to solve this crazy hunger at least a little.

But what if you go in and see a strange person?

I was afraid to be afraid.

-gulp.

At that moment, saliva from his mouth flowed down his throat.

Her body was already preparing the meal.

Eventually, she closed her eyes and opened the door to the store.

“…..madam….”

And, my eyes met the man I met a week ago.

……free food. Where did you hear a lot?

*****

When I thought about it, it was amazing.

The word ‘free meal’ was not a word he had heard through his mouth.

At that time, as if looking into his head, the word he heard as a voice was ‘free food’.

And now, as I have heard, he is handing out free meals through his shop.

Could it be that the sound of his heart he heard at that time was not his hallucination? Do you really have the ability to read other people’s minds?

Now, the focus was on the possibility of ability rather than doubt about ability.

“…….”

“……..”

But aside from that, Song Soo-yeon was contemplating what to do.

Should I leave, or should I sit down and eat?

He didn’t want to approach him like this again, who would have seen him begging and poor himself through the holes in his stockings, even if he had been a complete stranger.

That goddamned pride is building a wall high again.

But because of that, I was so hungry that my stomach hurt.

Mentally, it was too hard, but physically, I felt like I was about to collapse when I was pushed to the limit.

At that moment, Song Soo-yeon felt her stomach twist.

-Rurrr

A loud sound echoes through the shop.

“……”

“…..”

Oh fuck.

she thinks

The sound from the ship echoed through the empty dining room. Clear enough for anyone to hear.

My face turns red with shame. Fist clenched tightly.

But he said it as if he was caring for himself.

“Sit anywhere.”

I also use honorifics that I hadn’t used before.

To her, this kind of consideration was rather unpleasant.

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Do you feel sorry for yourself? who the hell are you

Why do I keep seeing him like this?

How stupid can you be if you think like that?

Of course, the intent is visible. I have a crush on myself, so I will do that. like all men do.

He pretends not to, but if he waits a little longer, he will hear the sound of his heart. With the dirtiest obscenities than anyone else.

As the thought reached that point, Song Soo-yeon’s twisted ego raised its head.

In the past, he would have looked like an idiot to the hero, and he would have looked like an idiot to his classmates at school.

I didn’t want to look like an idiot even to strangers.

I wanted to ruin his mood somehow. Otherwise, there was no way to relieve this shame. He wanted him to feel the shame he felt.

“…Give me one jjajangmyeon.”

She sat down, hiding her anger.

Of course, there is no situation in which you should be angry. he did nothing wrong

However, Song Soo-yeon, who is under stress everywhere, didn’t want to worry about that.

After confirming that it was free, Song Soo-yeon waited for Jajangmyeon.

Soon the food comes out.

“……..”

Song Soo-yeon’s mouth opened slightly.

It was hard to believe. that this is free

The smell and look are so good.

Both are very generous.

To the point where I want to just throw it all down and eat it. If I didn’t do what I was trying to do now, it was clear that the future would be easy.

You will be able to continue eating here.

But she closed her eyes and made up her mind again.

Really, if you don’t have pride in yourself, there’s nothing left.

What would he think of himself if he hurriedly ate here like a beggar, even though he endlessly showed him a shameful appearance he had never shown to others?

This is an act to protect oneself. I didn’t want to look pitiful.

I wanted to live a normal life.

If I wasn’t going to show my pride like this, I would have given up years ago.

He would have caught a strong man who confessed to himself and defended himself by gently wagging his tail.

But I don’t want to do that, so I’ve been living so hard.

I had no intention of giving up here and now.

Song Soo-yeon put jajangmyeon in her mouth.

It’s a fantastic taste, but it wasn’t like this… It was a taste that didn’t compare even if you paid really expensive money.

it was yummy.

“……..”

Song Soo-yeon suppresses the urge to chew the food.

I prayed that the sound of his dirty heart would ring soon.

If you can hear that sound, it will be much easier to carry out future actions. you won’t feel guilty

But in the end, no sound was heard.

In the end, Song Soo-yeon calms herself down with her own strength.

Rejecting his false favor, he prepares to strike a blow at the pervert hiding under a mask that looks like a hogu.

“Two!”

She spat out the food with all her might.

His expression, which seemed like a serious one, hardened into embarrassment and disappointment.

“Mistress… that doesn’t taste good.”

spit out lies

to ruin his mood.

It was the first blatant evil she had ever done.