35 – Luna’s date (1)

Song Soo-yeon went back to the bathroom.

The truth that I finally realized made me feel sick to my stomach.

She sighed and vomited again. It felt like my throat was burning.

“…ha… write..”

After emptying the stomach until relieved, she wiped her mouth with a tissue.

Then he sat down on the bathroom floor and grabbed his head.

Anguish so great that she didn’t even care about the pain in her stomach found her.

what to do in the future

I knew I loved you, and that was all.

She didn’t even know what she wanted to do.

She was the first to love. It was an unfamiliar and unknown feeling.

….do you want to get closer to him? Do you want to be a lover with him? Do you want to share skinship with him? Do you want to be the most precious?

My head was so confused, I wasn’t sure of anything.

If there’s one thing that’s certain, it’s that there are too many words that have been said in the meantime. It’s just that he treated him so harshly.

The point is that there is a fixed relationship, and it will not be easy to change.

She covered her face with her palms.

For now, I just wanted to go back to bed and lie down.

…..I wanted to lie down and look at Jeong-gyeom a little longer.

She wakes up on the bathroom floor.

Rinse your mouth and wash your hands. After rinsing her face with cold water, she looked up and looked in the mirror.

“………..ah..”

And my heart sank.

Song Soo-yeon in the mirror had the same expression as the men she always hated.

red cheeks. mischievous eyes. breathing a little rough. lustful eyes.

“…Oops..!”

She flushed down the toilet once more.

Tears flow. Despair came.

It shouldn’t be like this.

With this expression on her face…it was clear that Jeong-gyeom would be disgusted with herself, just as she had been with other men.

It was so daunting.

Should I not express this feeling? Should I hide my love? For Song Soo-yeon, who has always kept her true feelings hidden, even love seemed like an emotion she had to hide.

The moment you express it, you will make such a disgusting expression. On top of that, if she, who had been hitting the wall and calling him a pervert, made an expression like this… it wasn’t hard to predict that he would be dumbfounded.

But I couldn’t do it at all… it seemed like there wasn’t. So, I will live my whole life like this.

He won’t love him, and he’ll grow closer to Solas.

Whether she wanted it or not, someone would be Jeong-gyeom’s mate, and it wouldn’t be her.

I imagined Jeong-gyeom, who did not pay any attention to himself.

Your hero, your first trust, your first friend, your first love is with another woman.

She lowered her head.

everything was so difficult

****

I open my eyes.

“….Well?”

The blue dawn light comes through the window. It was disconcerting at first. The timing was not properly predicted.

I closed my eyes saying I would only sleep for an hour or two at sunset, but the world has changed.

I check my cell phone

It was 6 am.

“……I slept soundly.”

I was dumbfounded and laughed. My body was sore, it must have been sitting in this position for a long time.

It’s been a long time since I’ve been drinking, so I fell asleep. Maybe it’s because I’ve relieved the burden on my mind that I’ve built up over the years.

I think of Song Soo-yeon from “I take off the gob”.

She wasn’t lying in bed.

“….what?”

I thought I would suffer from a hangover, but where did I go? Have you ever collapsed in the bathroom?

I was about to get up.

But there was something that got caught in the moment.

Looking down, I saw Song Soo-yeon curled up like a cat at my feet, asleep.

“……”

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Did you fall out of bed why are you doing this It’s cold and the expression doesn’t look good either.

“…Sooyeon. wake up.”

I shook her

“wake up. Sleep in the bed.”

“….Yes…..”

she twisted herself. I didn’t know it well until now, but she might be weak in sleep. I don’t know for sure as I haven’t seen him sleep that much.

“…Sooyeon, wake up.”

I tap her on the shoulder too. She murmured as if she had lost her mind.

“……mister……”

“yes. Get up and lie down in bed.”

“……I… don’t feel good…”

“……”

I wondered if it would be like this. I drank too much yesterday. What about three bottles of soju with a red cap?

I pull back the chair.

Then, stand up and talk to Song Soo-yeon.

“Su-yeon, you sleep in bed anyway?”

“…I can’t move…”

“…That’s why I told you to eat in moderation.”

“……”

I was scratching my head. And finally I asked her.

“……then can you pick it up and move it?”

Her eyes go wide open.

It’s just that I keep thinking about it without even trying… but it’s really pretty.

“……”

Song Soo-yeon’s eyes widened. Lee Chae comes alive.

But I’m just frustrated with her not answering.

“……Answer me. Do you want me to move in? It’s not good to sleep like this.”

Song Soo-yeon looks at me intently and nods her head with difficulty.

As soon as I was speechless, I put my arms behind her back and behind her hamstrings.

I moved her and put her on the bed.

Song Soo-yeon immediately puts her hands together on her chest and rolls her body away from me.

It was a shy move.

I covered her with a blanket.

“Sleep more. Go to sleep, your hangover will get better.”

*****

Song Soo-yeon wakes up to the savory smell.

When I opened my eyes, the world was already bright, and my hangover had subsided a bit.

She turned naturally. And Jeong-gyeom is captured.

“Oh, are you awake?”

Was it because he was aware of his heart? The heart is startled at his simple call.

Also, the fact that he was cooking in the same room made her tremble.

I was so restlessly asleep. Now I was worried that I hadn’t blown my nose.

“….What are you doing?”

Song Soo-yeon asked in a slightly upset voice.

Jeonggyeom clicked his tongue as he put down the ladle he was holding.

“…His neck hurt.”

He made a sad face.

Song Soo-yeon carefully held her own neck. Even though Jeonggyeom didn’t say anything, I felt scolded for some reason.

Then he shrugs and asks lightly.

“Can it happen? I made porridge, so come and eat it.”

“…Porridge…?”

Jeong-gyeom didn’t answer, and poured the food into the bowl.

Song Soo-yeon’s heart thumped again. I feel thrilled by him who continues to take care of me as if he is indifferent.

‘Why are you doing this…’

Song Soo-yeon grabbed her broken chest.

And momentarily, he remembered the dirty expression he had seen in the mirror the day before.

I still haven’t been able to properly think about what to do… Song Soo-yeon calmed down her expression.

At first, it seemed that I had to treat him without change.

Song Soo-yeon walked over and sat down at the table. Soon, a bowl of porridge is placed in front of her.

He, too, lightly set the bowl down in front of him and began to eat the porridge with a spoon.

“…don’t you eat?”

He asked while chewing food.

Song Soo-yeon also raises a spoon with an awkward movement.

“…well…I’ll eat well.”

I hid my expression, but I decided to be a little more sincere with these greetings.

Soon, she began to soothe her stomach with the porridge Jeong-gyeom made.

The dead were warm. just like that

“…Well, since I knew how much I drank this time, I can be more careful next time.”

he says.

“……..”

Song Soo-yeon feels how precious these everyday interests are.

There was no one other than Jung-gyeom who was so worried about him. It was the only thing that took care of me when I was having a hard time.

…… He said that he could make a lover someday and disappear, so it was easy to suffer.

This pain was something I could never get used to.

Jeong-gyeom asks if he read her expression that was getting darker.

“….. can’t you eat? Are you having a hard time?”

Song Soo-yeon looked at Jeong-gyeom. His kindness keeps making my heart ache. Song Soo-yeon could do nothing but shake her head.

A meal in silence follows.

Song Soo-yeon was still tidying up her messy hair.

Then, Jeong-gyeom cleared his throat and said.

“…..That… Suyeon-san.”

“…..yes?”

“….Well….”

He hesitates and purses his lips. Song Soo-yeon wonders why he is doing this.

“…Tell me.”

Jeonggyeom also nodded at her words. He carefully opened his mouth.

“…That… Yesterday’s Solas-”

“-No.”

Her answer took only a few seconds. It was a reflex reaction of the body.

From the moment he became aware of his heart, Solas became the target of unprecedented vigilance.

Solas shouldn’t come to the store. You shouldn’t be by Jung-gyeom’s side.

“……okay?”

Jeong-gyeom backed off too easily, probably feeling that the timing was not right for Song Soo-yeon’s reaction. It was clear that he hadn’t given up just yet.

Soo-yeon Song calmed her heart that started beating and continued to move the spoon.

Another moment of silence flows.

Jeong-gyeom continued to eat porridge and spoke lightly.

“…..Today I am resting at home. I will look at the store.”

“…..yes?”

“It’s the first time I’ve had a hangover. it’s okay.”

It wasn’t that Song Soo-yeon didn’t want to take a break either… but while she was gone, she was afraid that Solas would approach Jeong-gyeom.

So I shook my head.

“…I’ll go too. A hangover is fine.”

“Suyeon-”

“-You don’t have to pay me a salary. It’s okay… I’ll go and help. You couldn’t even organize yesterday.”

“…But I still seem to remember.”

“……..”

“I know. Then do that today, ah. I’m not there tomorrow I will rest tomorrow.”

“….yes?”

“Why, there were times when the store was empty. Tomorrow will be the same.”

After becoming aware of her heart, Song Soo-yeon hated to be separated from Jeong-gyeom even more because of the anxiety that bloomed in her heart.

Even if it wasn’t Solas, the thought that a bond he didn’t know could arise somewhere made his heart suffocate.

impulsively she asks.

“Where are you going?”

“It’s a job.”

“So. What’s going on?”

“…….why?”

Seeing Jeong-gyeom come out defensively, her curiosity grew even more. I didn’t want him to make a secret out of himself. I wanted to know all about him.

“…..You said you would help with anything in the future.”

“……”

“I will learn anything. I will return the favor.”

At those words, Jeong-gyeom let out a long sigh.

Every time like this, Song Soo-yeon thought about how great it would be if her ability could be activated whenever she wanted.

If that’s possible, there’s no need to question him.

He made a gruff face and shook his hand.

“…..a. no. I don’t need to know.”

Song Soo-yeon momentarily grabbed his hand.

“uh.”

“mister.”

She looked at Jeonggyeom with straight eyes.

“……Tell me.”

“……”

He starts to worry again. Song Soo-yeon did not let go of his hand.

Once again, Jung-gyeom, who clicked his tongue, spoke lightly. He seemed to realize that Song Soo-yeon would not give up until the end.

“……Go to a part-time job. Daily part-time job.”

“………yes?”

It was something Song Su-yeon hadn’t expected at all. Since she didn’t know anything about it, she thought that Jeong-gyeom was going somewhere because of the ingredients and management of the store.

“…Ah…do you work? Where…”

“At the logistics company over there… loading and unloading.”

“Are you loading and unloading?”

“yes.”

“………….why…?”

Song Soo-yeon asked with difficulty. I expected the answer to some extent, but I didn’t want to believe it.

Jeonggyeom smiles as if he is embarrassed.

“……You said that the store was having a hard time.”

“…………”

Song Soo-yeon’s strength is exhausted.

– Took.

Her hand holding Jeong-gyeom spreads across the table.

I knew that the store situation was difficult, but I didn’t know it would be like this.

It wasn’t for a day or two that he missed out on ‘work’. It means that I have been doing this loading and unloading work for quite a long time.

Even in such a situation, he fed himself, put him to sleep, and gave him a part-time job.

Unaware of such a situation, he was angry with him, sat at home and said he would not leave.

The more you get to know him, the more you realize how trash he is.

Had he endured so hard?

For the one who doesn’t even love.

Even in the midst of that, Jeong-gyeom said, looking at his arm that fell on the table without strength.

“What are you playing with? it’s okay. I do it because I want to.”

How mature he is as a person, Song Soo-yeon realizes once again. Realize what a good person he is.

Song Soo-yeon laughed in vain.

It reminds me of the walls I kept building against him.

to push someone like this What have you done?

Even if at some point he got tired of himself and left, there was nothing to say.

……And that fact gave her an unprecedented fear.

“…….mister.”

“….Well?”

“…I’ll go tomorrow too.”

“yes?”

Jeong-gyeom is startled. He frowned and shook his head.

“Why do you go there? It will be difficult for Su-yeon.”

“no. I will go too.”

“……”

“I will also… support the store.”

Jeonggyeom made a confused expression. However, Song Soo-yeon ignored him this time.

If he just quietly listened to his words, Jeong-gyeom would be the one who would shoulder all the pain alone.

“….and…”

Song Su-yeon struggles to open her mouth again.

I didn’t like it. I didn’t want to do this. But there was no other way. There is no point in sacrificing Jeong-gyeom more for himself.

“…Solas unnie…is it really possible to receive donations if you’re around Mr.

“…Since Solas did it…it must be so.”

She bit her lip.

“…..Then so…”

“…..You mean it’s okay for Solas to come to the store?”

Song Soo-yeon nodded her head with difficulty.

Unlike before, the situation is reversed. I start to worry about becoming Jung-gyeom.

“…is it okay?”

“…I…I didn’t know you were this tough…!”

“……”

“……Mister, the part-time job he gave me, I didn’t spend almost a dime. I’ll return that too.”

“What does that mean? I already gave you I want to see Suyeon stand up as an adult.”

“…………”

“To do that, you have to find accommodation first. I will keep it until I collect the deposit.”

Song Soo-yeon did not answer him. She glanced at Jeong-gyeom and asked.

“…Is there anything else you’re hiding from me?”

“…..no. That was it.”

“………really?”

“Really.”

Song Soo-yeon nodded. Only then did I feel a little relieved.

I still had a lot of resistance to Solas coming, but the fact that he could be a little more comfortable and the fact that there were no more secrets opened my breath.

How many people do this for someone they don’t even like?

And how can you be nice to someone you love?

Song Soo-yeon shook her head. My heart aches every time this thought continues.

she asked.

“…But how are you going to tell this story to Solas? Do you have contact information?”

“There is no contact number, but there is a way to contact them.”

“….yes?”

“Solas is a hero.”

Jeong-gyeom gets up from his seat.

He opened the small window in the studio.

And then start screaming

“Solas!!”

Song Soo-yeon looked at it from behind.

My heart ached again at the sight of Jeong-gyeom, with a small smile, energetically calling out to a woman other than himself.

“Solaaas!!”

Flashes of light flash outside the window.

Floating in the sky, someone appeared in an instant.

It was Solas, wearing a hero suit, her hair and eyes shining.

“Need some help? A cum brother?”

“Hello, Spring. did you sleep well?”

“Are you surprised? I slept well. brother is?”

The two exchanged light greetings.

jeonggyeom says

“Are you working? I won’t take it for a long time It’s no different, Suyeon-sshi also understands.”

“…Suyeon?”

Solas peered into the house through the window.

“Ah, Soo-yeon is here too…?”

“…….”

“did you sleep well?”

“….yes.”

Jeonggyeom smiles slightly.

“I’m struggling with a hangover.”

“Ugh. so? What does Soo-yeon know… Ah! Are you learning from your brother?”

“yes. I don’t know what else I can tell you.”

Song Soo-yeon also gets up from her seat. Then he stood close to Solas.

“….sister. Are you sure about the donation?”

“…..yes?”

“…I don’t like heroes, but the reason I accepted her… is because of the donation. I hope you know.”

Solas’ pupils moved back and forth between Song Soo-yeon and Jeong-gyeom.

Then he nods exaggeratedly.

“Oh, well then! Of course…! It’s a good working shop in the first place, but of course the donation comes out…! Even if it doesn’t come out, I’ll support it with my own money! don’t worry. yes?”

“…….”

Song Soo-yeon nodded.

Solas’s eyes stick to Jeong-gyeom again. Now she seemed to realize that she had reached her goal.

Her eyes curled into half moons.

“…Then, cum older brother. Please take good care of me!”

Solas stretched out her hand.

“Yes, please take care of me, Bom.”

Jeonggyeom also reached out and grabbed Solas.

Song Soo-yeon’s eyes are fixed on her two clasped hands.

She waited for the handshake to end without a word.

Still, though, I had to resist the urge to rip it off.