128 – The other side of the dream (6)

“aaa!!!”

The pain increased. The intensity of the experiment increased. Tears of blood fell from Amar’s eyes and fell to the floor.

“Experiment 12 completed.”

The unfeeling researcher’s voice rang out. Through the glass window, Rubia waved her hand lightly. I could see her whispering by moving her mouth.

-You’re doing great.

Is that so? Am I really doing well? Amar gritted his teeth and endured.

Yes. Let’s hold on Then Rubia will hug you again. I’m sure she’ll bring a new storybook to read.

Ruvia loves me.

I love Rubia too.

So…That’s why… I can bear it…

“The result is getting looser.”

A man dressed differently stood in front of Amar. He tapped her with her foot.

“Let’s experiment with other methods.”

The prisoners were put in. He groped Amar’s body and gasped. Even though he was still young, he tore his clothes and licked his skin.

“Can I really attack you at will?”

“There is an experimental result that shows that the reaction of magic power is different depending on the emotion.”

Researchers ordered through the window.

“Do whatever you want.”

“In that case!”

Stutter. Licking her breasts and exhaling foul breath.

Soggy emotions cover her whole body. The man’s hand hurriedly rummaged around his waist.

Amar screamed.

I hate it. No.

Why…Why are you doing this to me…

I don’t like…

I hate it!!!!

“Turn it off?!!!”

The prisoner’s body began to fold. Due to the bursting magic power, blood was pulled out from the prisoner’s body.

Condensed flesh rolled across the room. Covered in blood, Amar gasped.

It’s dirty.

All…All…Dirty…

Rubia…

Rubia Ah…

Amar blankly raised her head. Her eyes met Rubia’s through the glass window.

Her gaze. Her eyes, which she said she was holding up well as always, averted her gaze for some reason.

Why…?

What the hell…Why…?

. . .

“Amar. Why aren’t you cooperating with the experiment?”

“I hate it. I hate it when strangers touch my body.”

“But it is all necessary…”

Amar glanced back at Rubia. The exhaled voice trembled.

“Does Rubia… think that it is… right for me to suffer like that?”

“…No. It’s not that kind of story.”

“I hate it. I do not like it. Why do I have to be silent about things I don’t like?”

“……”

Amar dug into Rubia’s arms as usual.

But I’m stuck.

She grabbed Amar by the shoulder.

Her fingers dug deep into her shoulder. Amar flinched at an unprecedentedly strong grip.

“Lu, Rubia…?”

“…Can’t you sacrifice yourself for the powerless?”

There was no longer any warmth in his eyes. As if looking at a disgusting creature, there was only coldness.

“Ha, but…”

“Amar. Think. It’s for everyone.”

“Me, I…? Am I not in it?”

“It is a burden that someone has to shoulder. And that, Amar, can only be done by you.”

You never said that before. Rather, you whispered in a friendly voice.

“I… Don’t like…”

I hate it. Being touched by someone you don’t know.

To suffer terribly, to take medicines I’ve never seen before.

I hate everything.

“I hate it… Rubia… I hate everything…”

“I have to.”

Ruvia whispered.

“Only you can do it. Amar. You have to.”

It’s like a completely different person. What was in front of her was not the Rubia from before.

Amar trembled. The pain in her shoulder was unbearable.

“Me… Me…”

Tears fell from Amar’s eyes.

“Do you…Love me…?”

“……”

She didn’t answer. She averted her gaze.

Her hand fell from her shoulder. Her muttered voice fell to the floor.

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“…Help me to love.”

Ruvia stood up.

“If you try, I don’t know if I can love you again.”

“……”

“As long as you kill people…you are the devil…Amar. Behind you, you can see my sister’s death superimposed. I want to forget too. Ha, but I can’t forget it properly. Therefore…”

Ruvia turned around.

“Show me that you…Are different from them.”

. . .

Amar looked blankly at the approaching criminal. The sound of sick breathing and the unpleasant touch of fingers on the skin.

It’s dirty. It’s like crap. I want to die.

But…

But Rubia is watching.

Tongue clapping down her throat. I don’t want to kiss her, so I force her head away. As if that appearance was irritating, the prisoner hurriedly loosened his belt.

“f*cking… It must be delicious…”

Even the language he spits out is vulgar. The kind of human being that is completely unacceptable.

I want to fall. But you can’t.

Forcibly straighten the flinching body. You have to accept it.

But…How?

My complicated mind finally reached a certain conclusion. I had to ‘understand’ to accept this man.

If you understand the source of that desire, your body might accept it. In order for Rubia to fall in love with herself once again, she has to come out of this situation somehow.

Please understand…

Please understand…

4…

Love…

Amar pulled him carefully. I still feel nauseous, but I endured it. Burying him deep into his shoulder, he whispered.

“Me…”

A word I never want to say.

But I still have to say it.

Small water formed from Amar’s eyes. Fell down the cheek

Amar laughed. He didn’t want to cry, so he forced the corners of his mouth up.

I want to be loved.

To her again.

Dear Rubia… She doesn’t want to be looked at like that.

“Do you love me…?”

. . .

“A b*tch… A f*cking b*tch… You’re so damn ugly…”

I understand.

“I can’t go all the way. The opponent dies the moment you try to insert it… Is it a minimal defense mechanism? It’s amazing.”

I understand.

“Most of the research materials have already been pulled out… How to record the death of prisoners…”

I understand.

“Let’s just skip it. It doesn’t matter because it’s a demon anyway.”

…Understand…I understand.

“I’m not even human.”

Amar raised his head. He blankly raised his gaze in the dark laboratory.

There was someone in front of me. Stretched out his hand But she backed off behind her.

She murmured out of her reach.

“…Amar.”

That’s the voice. Amar’s eyes briefly returned to life. Rising her hastily, she clung to her.

“Lu, Rubia…I worked hard.”

“I know.”

“Ah, do you still love me? I love rubia I don’t like to spend the night alone stay by my side please.”

“…Amar.”

She whipped out her shredded and shredded heart. Rubia took another step back.

“Your research record has been recognized. I will move.”

“Uh…? That, then me?”

“You are here.”

Amar blinked. Shook her body. Her broken heart pleaded desperately.

“Why, why are you leaving me? Where are you going? Why? Why? Me, I love Rubia… Lu, doesn’t Rubia love me? Why? You did everything.”

It collapses.

“You’re done! You did everything! You let her touch her body at will! You endured all sorts of torture! I took so many strange pills…Why! Why are you leaving me here?! What the heck why!”

A child with a big body.

A demon who has been abandoned, but still wants to be loved.

“Lubia…”

Amar crawled on the floor. She grabbed her toe.

“You still…don’t love me…?”

Ruvia didn’t hug her. I looked down at her with her cold gaze, as if looking at one of her test subjects.

“…You killed a person. Amar.”

“Ha, but…”

“I’ll give you a chance though. Even if you kill hundreds of people, I’ll still give you a chance. Make me love you.”

“Uh, how can I…?”

“Stay calm until I come back. I’m stuck here, I just have to be still. Be modest. Without an accident.”

A final request that restricts movement.

Rubia sighed.

“Can you listen?”

Understanding.

You have to understand.

Because that’s how you can survive.

Amar smiled broadly. Her tears fell to the floor.

“I can do it.”

Once again…

Love once again.

“Because I love Rubia.”

Persevere until she comes.

So…

Like that…All the way…

. . .

My foot touched the floor. I lightly wiped my face.

Bad times. When I saw the scene, I felt sick to my stomach.

Ruvia.

The b*tch didn’t find Amar again after all. Just fell asleep

The key to the first death she saw during her experiments was that she was recognized as a ‘devil’ rather than a human being.

She tried to love but she couldn’t.

She was rather busy using her feelings as an excuse for her.

The last thing she saw was the last look of Rubia she could remember. And after that, her time was cut off.

Even during more than ten years of research, she was not saved. Even after it was over, she continued to be confined to this ghastly punishment cell.

She let go of the guards who reached out to her at her appearance. I accepted them calmly and tried to love them.

She understands that her love for her is soon.

I broke through the black fog. The voices of Beatrice, Naga, and Ra could not be heard. In her isolated space, there was only her and me.

Everyone else must be wandering in this dark world. I walked. I walked even though I couldn’t see.

I believed there was something ahead.

Because she also walked the same path. Even though there was no hope in sight, I believed in it and waited for one person all along.

“……”

A pounding heartbeat. A huge heart was beating in the dark space.

Sometimes calmly.

Sometimes violently.

The human malice accumulated over decades was there. The human who coveted her body and the pain she couldn’t bear.

She had to eat the terrible meal she had to eat as a test subject, and even Rubia’s venomous words that held her back.

The pain is enough to drive a normal person crazy.

But she persevered.

Wait.

I believe that the day will come someday when Rubia will love her again.

She left her prison cell… Believing that she would come back to her own side again.

“…Me…Me…”

She raised her head. I saw my soul shaking.

The reason it didn’t break and didn’t mix with the surroundings was probably because I was the body that Ra brushed herself.

[‘Sun God’s Prayer’ is activated.]

There are no weapons. Have nothing The s*xual power is also weak. Being brought here is like a mental body.

It was far from the real body. But nonetheless, I raised my fist.

He took a fighting stance. Ra’s flame was faint and there was no naga’s shadow, but he raised his head.

I feel like a dick.

Feels like a dick.

Amar asked, buried in the soggy darkness.

“Do you…Love me…?”

I caught my breath and took a breath. I took a step forward with a tired mind.

“No.”

I untied my hands.

“There is no need to force love.”

My figure overlaps behind it. She is not like me But even so, I can’t wash away this dirty feeling.

A life denied since birth.

She remembered why he made her her favorite character. She is what she and I have in common.

She’s had a very f*cked up life.

I let out a sigh.

The odds of winning…

No.

Let’s do it anyway. Because I just can’t let it go.

“…I’ll take you out of there, so wait patiently. Stupid.”