91 – EP.5 Babel is Cinderella-1

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When he said he was going on a trip, Garam told him to rest well, but he was confused.

The funny thing was that she didn’t quite know why she was in a state of trembling.

I was scared when I heard that I was leaving the morning exercise and going to the hospital.

When I heard that I had a chronic illness, tears welled up in my eyes.

In fact, I could give a reason to not go on the trip.

It is difficult to manage the diet while traveling.

The point that the routine so far that has been steadily built up through exercise is collapsing.

If these two things were applied, In-ho would have recuperated at home with a shy smile.

However, I couldn’t do it because I had the doctor’s opinion to leave, and more than anything else, I thought that I shouldn’t be harsher on Inho, who has been working hard on broadcasting these days.

Her secret intention, which she didn’t even notice, was that she wanted In-ho to stay by her side.

It’s comfortable when Inho is next to me.

I feel relieved when Inho is by my side.

Things go well when Inho is by his side.

I don’t feel anxious when Inho is by my side.

They said it was reciprocity, but in reality it is not.

She gets too much from him.

I feel like a princess in a fairy tale.

It seems that a fairy who flies while scattering light powder has applied a ‘pop’ magic with a magic wand to her scruffy self walking around in a straw hat, and puts her in a very nice dress.

The fairy does not ask for anything in return, and helps herself physically and mentally.

She cuts down those that threaten her with a single knife, and builds a nice glass bridge on a precipitous cliff to cross.

So these days I feel that way.

‘Is it right to keep fooling around?’

I often reflect on myself and fall into deep thoughts with these thoughts.

One day the relationship with him will come to an end.

The day she pays off all her debts, so she doesn’t open her hands to him.

Or, it could be the day he gets back to health and doesn’t need her anymore.

‘What should I do when that time comes?’

As a person who met every day these days, exercised together, and shared life, thinking about his absence made me feel a tightness in my chest.

‘what? Is it muscle pain?’

I press my fingers into the center of my chest, but this is the first time I feel discomfort.

Whenever I feel this kind of pain, I naturally reach for my phone.

It’s the third day since In-ho went on a trip.

＞＞ Garam: Please send me the menu for dinner tonight too.

She often sent him KakaoTalk messages under the pretext of checking her diet.

Looking at the food he ate in the morning, talking about things he shouldn’t have to do, and continuing the conversation.

If that’s the case, I won’t feel this pain stabbing in my chest.

These days, the frequency has increased. This is all because of that strange BJ’s DM.

As if it was fishing, she didn’t have much contact with the DM after that.

Or was it because he was so stubborn in his refusal?

it was better There’s nothing good about being involved with someone like that.

…….

However, it cannot be denied that the DM threw a stone into the still water.

Kang In-ho = The best building owner. The formula comes in.

She turned on the light in her eyes and went around Oceania TV’s female cams.

At first, I didn’t know anything about broadcasting, but after a while, I got used to the structure of this platform.

Is that why?

The ID of the highest building owner registered in the ranking of most female cam sponsorships slowly sank her into the sea of discomfort, as if a stone was hanging from her feet.

I was anxious for no reason.

Like the BJ said, because In-ho was the one who approached him?

It is not. When I made that assumption, my heart didn’t tingle.

So what about this one?

Because In-ho was the one who flirted with this woman and that woman.

Cook Cook.

it hurts a bit. It may be close to the correct answer.

Let’s think deeper and more honestly.

I’m afraid In-ho’s interest will fall on another woman.

Cook Cook Cook.

It hurts a lot.

this was the correct answer

she realized

The feeling subsides in an instant.

I get depressed and I don’t want to think about anything.

I want to ask God why I exist in this world and why I was born in this world.

she jumps up

Look around.

instruments that do not move. Treadmill stopped. Speakers with noise.

Outside the window, like falling leaves in autumn.

Colors fade, and the world becomes achromatic.

Everything feels meaningless.

Obviously, I was just trying to do something.

I can’t remember what I was trying to do.

Exercise? no phone? leaflet?

The things I used to do linger in my head. But the body doesn’t move.

Something black goo seems to grab my leg and won’t let go.

– Kakao Talk

As her vision turns black, she hears a small messenger in her right ear.

“Whoa… Whoa…”

sight to come back.

Well-maintained instruments. A treadmill that you can run at any time. Speakers playing exciting songs.

Outside the window, the fallen leaves spread like fireworks.

Color returns, the world is painted.

hope arises

＞＞ Inho: Today I’m going to eat kalguksu. I will run harder tomorrow.

Even at the short text, the corners of her mouth go up.

A hum flows from the nose.

＞＞ Garam: Yes~ Don’t eat too much

energizes the body

If it’s today, I think I’ll be able to lift a weight I couldn’t before.

＞＞ Inho: Mr. Garam too. Have a good broadcast tonight. Maybe I’ll be sleeping then.

He says he goes to bed early to manage his blood pressure these days.

It’s a bit unfortunate that I can’t watch his broadcast, but I could feel his heart that cares so much.

“Okay then, let’s do our best.”

order to yourself. While setting up the cameras for broadcasting again, she vows to do her best today as well.

Feeling like a fairytale princess, she grabs the barbell.

Thinking of In-ho, this time of exercising feels like wearing a dress and riding a golden carriage to the ballroom.

But does she know?

That the fairy’s magic is released at 12 o’clock.