72 – Face the truth (3)

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She complains of pain because her eyes are deprived of moisture.

Lily’s face became clearer as she rubbed the corners of her eyes, which were coldly burning, even wiping away the tears she had been holding back.

For some reason, I couldn’t bear to make eye contact with Lily, who was looking at me more affectionately than usual, and turned my head away.

Then, I saw the pale moonlight and the sunlight that was finally emerging. And the double-edged blossoms that almost shut their mouths.

The sight of sunlight and moonlight glimmering at each other, blooming in a drop of dew, was like a painting.

“Ah…the moon is almost gone.”

“Yes, the sun is starting to rise.”

Lily turned her head to follow my gaze.

However, the two of us looking at each other with our eyes in the same direction were completely different things.

I start the morning when the sun rises.

Lily at the end of the moonlit night.

We were really stupid sunflowers and evening primroses trying to find each other, even in these window frames.

Looking at the sky like that for a while, Lily asked, breaking the stillness that seemed like a moment because the lover who was connected by heart was together.

“…Come to think of it, what should I call you now?”

“Ah yes?”

“Originally, you said you weren’t my servant Finn. That… Finn is the owner of the Solaris that saved us the other day.”

… uh, is that so?

I was scratching my head at the fact that he hadn’t even told me the two letters of my name, even though we had talked so much.

“My name… My name is Kim Bin. Kim is my surname and Bin is my first name.”

Then, Lily recited the two letters of my name over and over again and chanted softly.

“Kim…Bin…Kim…Bin…Something has a similar pronunciation to Pin….”

As if suddenly realizing something, she closed her mouth tightly, and Lily’s pupils trembled slightly and tilted her head.

Then he lifts his head high and looks at me with his wide-eyed eyes.

“Wait a minute, a surname… is a family name that represents lineage. You, Bin, were you a nobleman?!”

oh nobility. Surname!!

He hadn’t considered at all how the existence of a family name in this world would be accepted.

Lily, perhaps shocked by the fact that I am an aristocrat, just blankly opened her mouth and didn’t even move.

No, what’s wrong with me being a noble? Would that be such a shock?

I played a joke with such a little complaint.

“Yes, in fact, the Republic of Korea is very famous…”

“It’s a lie.”

The gaze that alternates between my chest and my pupils.

oh this sick bastard. What if I forget the effect of the ring you put on me?

“Ahaha…Actually, even commoners in my country have surnames.

“ah….”

He blurted out the end of his words and couldn’t bear to look at me and just rolled his eyes here and there.

It was so cute that he watched it for a while, and then, as if he had suddenly thought of a way to escape, he clenched his fist and patted the palm of his hand.

“Ah! Well, come to think of it.”

“Yes, Princess.”

A look toward my lips. What are you trying to say?

“Me, who am I going to kiss then? The soul is yours… the body is not you, so I…uh…uh…”

Lily’s pupils show a movement as if they are spinning, drawing a whirlpool.

Then, the tips of his hands began to tremble slightly.

He puts the tip of his hand to his mouth and sends me a look full of anxiety.

“I, I can’t believe I did it with that… Finn…”

“That’s not it.”

Sometimes, when Lily asked these outlandish questions that I hadn’t even thought of, most of them were taken aback.

But now it’s a problem that I could think about enough. and thesis.

I was able to answer this question very easily because it was a question that anyone who had felt the determination and will could fully understand Finn’s emotions and experiences.

“If I had asked that pin guy, ‘So, this is your body, so isn’t it supposed to kiss you?’, he would have been very scolded.”

“Big…? Why?”

The current Lily didn’t seem to understand at all because she had never had a proper conversation with Finn, and had never faced his loyalty.

The fact was quite bitter, but I couldn’t do anything about this part.

No matter how much you talk about a subject that has no inner intimacy, it will only lead to meaningless results.

It was clear that he would answer like this, probably thinking of me who had uttered a passionate speech.

‘Wow… I see I must have had such a loyal knight… .’ Called.

That would be the case, too, because from Lily’s point of view, it’s the loyalty of a target that doesn’t even have memories.

So it must be my responsibility to convey Finn’s feelings for helping him save Lily.

“Perhaps…’Are you sane to dare to speak such Buddhist scriptures? At least what’s wrong with the shell? The shell changes with age, shrivels when burned, and crumples over time!’ I’m sure he would have said that.”

Finn, who had spent his entire life on the battlefield but never faced death, must have felt that way.

As you get older, your appearance changes as wrinkles increase and your beard becomes shaggy.

Enemies are being transformed as they are burned by the Solaris sun.

Seeing these things, even though I’ve been through the time of changing myself, I didn’t forgive even a single moment of change as much as my own loyalty.

‘Because he’s like that, I wonder if he was able to become the Sword Saint by thinking of a way to put his will into the sword.’

There were plenty of possibilities. If it’s the same guy as the symbol of that loyalty, that’s enough.

“then….”

“Yes, so don’t worry. The person in question asked you to take care of him and protect you because he will give you everything.”

… Because you left your body, experience, mind, and even your life to me and disappeared.

Now, to a faraway place where you can’t even feel its traces.

Still, I know that there is an afterlife in this world. So maybe you’re watching? me and lily

That’s why I hugged Lily and whispered softly.

“Or did the princess fall in love because she liked my appearance?”

“It can’t be, I don’t know about anything else, but not as much as that. It’s not that I don’t like your appearance, but at least I don’t choose the person I want to have in my heart based on their appearance.”

Lily said as she hugged my back tightly.

… I guess so. I knew you would say that

When was the point at which Lily fell in love with me in the first place?

It was a time when I couldn’t help but think of how I was starving like an African refugee and looking like a skeleton.

Rather than choosing based on appearance, it is rather strange that appearance is not deducted.

In addition, I had to consider what kind of off-white color Lily was.

If you ask 100 men on the road if they would go out with Lily on the condition that they live with Lily for the rest of their lives instead of dating, there would be 99 people who would answer ‘I would’.

The other one is gay.

In other words, he has become accustomed to the gaze and talk of people who evaluate him based on his appearance.

Would she try to judge others by her appearance?

I silently shook my head at the question with a fixed answer.

“Yes. I thought you would answer that.”

“…yes.”

Only then, as if she felt relieved, Lily burrowed her head into my arms and entrusted herself to me.

I combed Lily’s hair with my fingers and brought up a topic I originally wanted to talk to Lily.

“Oh, and there’s something I’d like to say about my name, can you hear me?”

“What is it?”

“It would be appreciated if you could call me Berry, just like before, rather than nothing else.”

“…Why? Berry is a pseudonym. It’s not even your real name.”

Lily just lifted her head and gave me a blatant tilt of her head.

… this grumpy guy. You beat my heart evenly with 368 steps.

Lily could tell how I felt with the ring, but I didn’t know Lily at all, so it wasn’t hard to see that Lily was acting cute on me on purpose.

Or maybe I even counted what I noticed… What do you do when you think deeply? If my girl is cute and makes me go crazy, I just need to hug her.

So I sat down in a chair with Lily in my arms.

Then, since there was no reason to support the ground with her legs, Lily leaned completely against me.

The relaxed look on his face gave him a satisfied look thanks to the fact that his intentions were right.

“First of all, didn’t the princess say that this is my reality. This is my world. So, rather than the name of the previous life, I should use the name of this life.”

It’s a name I gave myself… what is it like

In the first place, I was thinking about how to change the names Finn and Bean, but what I came up with was the classic novel ‘The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn’.

The reason why I chose Berry was that I borrowed it because the part that starts with ‘ㅅ’ in my name, Bin, had a similar feeling.

“But… then your real name is…”

“That said, wouldn’t it be impossible to call me Bean in front of people?

“Um…”

Lily pursed her lips and let out a light sigh. Although he rationally understood my explanation, it seemed that his heart was still unable to follow him.

Since the name of my soul is ‘Bin’, it must be that I want to call him. More than the years I’ve been called by pins so far.

That’s why I used the knowledge in romance that I had seen one day.

Now that I have revealed all my heart, I can use it without any hesitation.

Lily hugged her head and whispered.

“Then, how about taking my soul’s name, ‘Bin’, as a special nickname that is only used when it’s just the two of us? Let’s keep it a secret between the princess and me.”

“Ah, nickname…just the two of you…secret…?”

“Yes, it’s a name that only the princess can call for the rest of her life. It’s like my ‘Princess’ title.”

“Ah, uhhh… that’s…”

It seems like 90% of them are already willing to accept it, but at times like this, you have to be vigilant and drive a wedge.

He hugged Lily all over her body, holding her so that she wouldn’t run away, and licked Lily’s white and soft earlobes. He bit so gently that he couldn’t even touch his teeth.

“Heek…! Ah, oops! Wait a minute, blood, blood, empty…! Wait…sweep!”

Lily trembled at the sudden unfamiliar stimulation and tried to escape, but could the weak girl’s weak resistance work against the swordsman?

I just let my anxious voice flow endlessly and called out to my body. Burr. And flinch. It just showed the same movement as that of a woman.

Intoxicated by the elasticity of the earlobe, which feels like a soft marshmallow over the lips, filth.

“Ha, ha… ah, ah…”

filth again. And I’m going to have a good time.

He whispered in Lily’s sensitive ear, who now only let out a heated breath with her mouth slightly open.

“…Every time like this. Wouldn’t it be better if we called each other by nicknames? Lily?”

“Uh, yes…okay, bin…”

Lily, who was slightly tearful, sent me a pleading eye with a rough breath.

As expected, every time I whispered in Lily’s ear, I vaguely felt it, but our princess seemed to have a weakness for her ears.