59 – second kiss

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How anxious can a child’s emotions be to have such a delusion?

Not only me, but Grace also had a hard time continuing the words at Lily’s bomb-like remarks,

I just started to look at Lily, who was silently silent and looking at the two of us pitifully.

Yeah, it wasn’t just Grace who was silent, I was also in shock and trying to figure out what to say.

Now that I think about it, that was my mistake.

The result of not thinking at all how Lily would react to him if we shut up right after she said that, as if we promised each other… No, in a way, it might have been because of Lily’s self-sufficiency, who spewed out delusions that were too severe to do.

Anyway, Lily’s expression changed even more pitifully as we remained silent to Lily’s earnest plea for her to acknowledge Grace, so please tell her to put herself first.

It seemed that even that was mistaken for a doctor’s expression that he could not accept.

Lily drops her delicate hand at me and begins to weep as she moves step by step.

one step.

“Pin…is that a lie? Huh? You said you loved me just a while ago…”

one more step.

“I only have you…don’t do that…please don’t throw me away…I’ve lived my life looking at you…”

“No, that’s…”

While I was thinking about how to deal with this situation, I took another step.

Lily, who now comes close to me, grabs me by the collar of my chest, and begs with endless tears.

“Well, then… it doesn’t matter if I, I’m a concubine… Huh?

“Princess, let me tell you a little…”

ha.

Hearing a sigh coming from behind his back, he glanced at Grace with only his eyes moving slightly.

Then, Grace looked at me as if she was pathetic.

… .

It was embarrassing to be treated that way by Grace, not by anyone else, but now was not the time.

No, maybe there won’t be a day when I raise my head to Grace about this.

It was visibly obvious that Grace’s utterly bitter words had stabilized Lily’s unstable emotions.

So, in a way, I would like to express my gratitude to her for resolving this situation instead of me… .

“Don’t worry, Her Highness the Princess, even if Berry-sama just said he’d give it to me, I’ll refuse it.”

… What is this shit?

I only refined the expression, but the bottom line is, that bastard won’t eat even if I give it to you, so please eat a lot.

“…Do you want me to believe that? Just before, the two of you were clinging together as if you were about to kiss…!”

Lily glared at Grace with a ferocious face while holding her in my arms, perhaps because she felt that she did not need to be kind to Grace, or perhaps because of a sense of rivalry.

In contrast, Grace’s face, as always, emitted a benevolent glow.

The word kiss made my eyebrows twitch a bit.

“There’s no way I could kiss Berry-sama.”

“Well, then what I saw…!”

“Did you see the kissing scene between me and Berry-nim? Her Highness?”

“It’s not like that… but other than that, there’s no reason for a man and a woman to stick together like that!!”

Have we been so clingy?

As if I wasn’t the only one with such a question, Grace began to alternate between the entrance to the arena where Lily had peeked at us and where we were standing now.

Then, pointing with her finger to where Lily had been peeking at us, she said.

“The angle… When looking at the place where Berry-sama and I had a conversation from the other side, it seems to be an angle that, no matter how you look at it, seems to overlap…”

“uh…?”

“Since you’ve actually seen it, it should be clearer. The distance between me and Berry-sama right now.”

Anxiety, surprise, betrayal, jealousy, dependence… Lily’s empty eyes, which were filled with only such negative emotions, are slightly different, but different emotions begin to dwell.

Weak shame, bewilderment, doubt.

However, for a moment, Lily fired at Grace very confidently, saying that there was decisive evidence that could not be taken out.

“Then…! Then what was the conversation!! Finn said that you have someone you love, and that you really wanted to fall in love with Finn at least once…!!!”

As soon as Lily’s words were finished, Grace and my gaze crossed.

I could tell without even talking to each other. what we noticed.

This affectionate dependent princess overestimated her own physical abilities as a magician,

In a way, like the devil’s editing, the fact that he had edited the conversation to his disadvantage and heard it.

Next, Grace smiled at Lily and suggested a plan I had been thinking of as well.

A way to solve Lily’s misunderstanding very easily, but also painfully let Lily know that hasty misunderstandings lead to black history and shame.

“Berry-sama… why don’t we repeat the conversation we just had just now without making a single mistake? It seems that if we don’t go this far, the princess will not believe in our innocence…”

“…That’s a rare idea I like, Grace.”

“Yes…?”

Is it because our expressions are so confident that it is hard to believe that they are those of those who cheated on us?

When Lily rolled her eyes and made a questioning expression, I said the first thing I said, leaving him behind.

“Just in case, do you have someone in your heart right now?”

When I said it with the same sad expression as back then, Grace shook her head at me with the same calm face as before.

“Unfortunately…not yet. I’ve always wanted to experience what love is, at least once…”

flinch. Lily’s shoulders trembled as soon as Grace finished her words.

But yet the kind of conversation we had,

I didn’t seem to know exactly what the nuance was, so I held her tight and hugged her so that she could see my expression at that time and continued the conversation.

“It’s a bit late now, so…”

Lily’s shoulders shake again. Her head trembled and slowly turned towards me, then she closed her mouth and fixed her face on Grace so that she could look at her.

“Ubu-eup?!”

Perhaps the moment this conversation is over, Lily may be overcome with shame and feel self-defeating… Once you’ve had this experience, you’ll never try to hook me up with Grace again.

In a way, it can be said that it is also a process of clearing up the karma she spit out on me.

Grace might not have thought that far.

“Berry.”

“Why?”

“They say they resemble each other when they fall in love, but…”

“Mmmmm!! mmm”

Lily now has tears in her eyes, her cheeks red with shame.

As soon as I caught Grace’s lines and expressions directly in my eyes, she started struggling to get away from me. No, to prevent our most cruel conversation.

‘There’s no way.’

Anyway, are you trying to get Grace to be my concubine?

At least, if you had been asking me why, I would have persuaded Lily as kindly as possible… It’s not like this, even if you cross the line, you’ve crossed the line too much.

When I didn’t know who I was, I chewed and swallowed Lily’s barbed words like chewing tough meat, thinking that yes, I could.

But now, don’t you know all about my identity?

Of course, there are a lot of stories that haven’t been shared yet… Aside from that, you’re pushing Grace at me again?

After you kissed me all of a sudden?

It can’t be like this. The only correct form of love I seek is pure love.

So NTR, harem bugs must be eradicated. Even if it’s the person I love.

I will tear down that rotten idea from the root and fix it.

“I also…….”

“Someone made it…”

“The love I’m talking about is…”

“So even then…”

“so………,”

As Grace’s torture-like humiliation continued, Lily’s struggles subsided before she knew it, and she released her hand that was covering her mouth.

Lily, freed from my grasp, begged again as she cradled herself in my arms.

“My, I’m sorry…I was wrong…Now I won’t doubt again…please stop…”

When I lowered my head and looked at Lily’s face, the tears had dried up before I knew it.

Instead, it’s like disgusting… I saw Lily with an expression as if she was facing something terrifying that she never wanted to face again.

… But I think I only said it twice?

Even though most of the conversation was like Grace’s monologue, it seemed like a pretty embarrassing experience to Lily.

It was because it was very rare for her as a princess to experience shame, or it was because she felt like everything from the past was being settled today.

Rather, for Lily, if today’s work is fortunate, it can be said that it is fortunate.

After all, what might have been greatly distorted if I was wrong, ended up making a shameful story like this happening.

‘Even so, the wrong perception must be properly corrected.’

He turned his gaze away from Lily and conveyed his intention to move away with a glance at Grace.

“Berry-sama, at least when sending someone…”

“If you understand, get out.”

“…ha.”

Grace let out a sigh as if she was dumbfounded, then trudged away and left the arena, vacating her seat.

It was a choice I made because I wanted to avoid talking to Grace as much as possible, as something like the one before had happened.

“pin…?”

Lily looked up at me and called my name, so I got down on my knees, met Lily’s eyes, and held her delicate hand tightly.

“Princess, do you know why I just did that?”

“My, I doubted the relationship between you and Grace…”

okay.

I just wanted to correct this thought.

The thought that if I saw him with another woman, I might get angry if I suspected him too soon.

It was clear that if this thought was not corrected now, Lily would not be able to say a word to me in the future, even though she was suspicious and jealous of her relationship with another woman.

If you live, you can doubt a little, and you can be mistaken.

So I shook my head to let Lily know that wasn’t my intention.

“No, it’s completely different, princess. I have no intention of harboring any complaints about the princess, even if she doubts my relationship with any other woman.”

“then…?”

Lily’s light purple eyes flickered at me.

because of the eyelids. dreamy dreaming again.

It was a natural behavior for humans, but to me, the dazzling eyes gave me the illusion that the stars in the night sky were flickering.

How can I sell one eye when such a cute woman says she will only look at me?

With such a heart, he smiled brightly at her and said.

“Didn’t I tell you that the princess is like my dream?”

“It did…?”

Still don’t seem to know what I meant, so this time I reached out and gently hugged her in my arms and whispered.

“But think about it. After all the hardships, my long-held dream, which I finally embraced, told me to embrace a woman who could at best become someone else’s dream… how burning inside I must be.”

“…”

“The dream that I want to keep in my jewelry box because it’s so precious to me… I really didn’t want to see myself being treated so poorly. Ironically.”

I would have crawled on my own if I had threatened to look only at me.

Even if he had grabbed me by the collar and dragged me along, he would have laughed rudely and relieved my legs on his own.

yes i know actually

Contrary to how much I value you, what I know is that you are definitely a weak girl in front of love.

That’s why I solved the affair with Grace, which, after all, could be your guilt, was just a joke.

Please, I want you to save yourself even half of what I love you for.

As I untied the arms that were holding her back and faced her, her eyes fluttered in confusion, and nonetheless showed a willingness to turn the shaky focus toward me.

So, as if praising her, from head to cheek… Then, as if it were connected to her chin, I slowly brushed her warmth with my fingertips.

“When are you going to know that this attendant is not doing anything that would make the princess sad, even if she jokes like today?”

Her pale purple eyes twitched even more as she licked her lips.

Realizing that I had never done that before, I grabbed her chin with my left hand and her hair with my right hand and pulled.

For the first time.

With his own will, he coveted her soft lips.

If it’s long, it’s long, if it’s short, it’s a short time.

As if to allow intrusion, a light moan flowed from her slightly open lips, and as if not to take away even that moan, my tongue cluttered her mouth and greedily craved her saliva.

Not long after, she breathed heavily through her nose and squeezed my collar, so she parted her lips and asked.

“How can you…if you do this, you want to know.”