141 – IF . I am a teacher and you are a student (8)

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When I open my eyes, it’s already the next morning.

The weekend is over and it’s time to go to school.

“…hello teacher.”

“Oh, there Lily…”

I approached with the thought that I should explain somehow if I met him at school, but even that was not allowed.

Lily turns her head away, ignoring my words.

I feel the heaviness of emotions in every step.

fleeting gaze.

Cold eyes filled with resentment.

The scent that passed by was also different from usual.

It’s not that I didn’t spray perfume.

Lily’s body scent is a sweet floral scent for some reason.

Winter forest covered with snow.

A scent that you would feel if you put your nose to a flower that bloomed beautifully in the middle of that forest.

At the end of the refreshing feeling that cools down to the depths of the lungs, the sweetness leaves a deep aftertaste and attracts men.

An impossible phenomenon where you can feel the taste just by smelling it.

Is that what a beauty expressed by the word Gyeonggukjisaeg is like?

Until I regained my memory, I thought I was spraying perfume separately, but even that was an illusion.

Lily doesn’t wear perfume except on special occasions.

Even he only wears Anna’s specially made perfume, so the scent I just felt is Lily’s own declaration.

A declaration of genuine anger.

Others spray it to erase the smell that exists and enhance the scent that does not exist.

Lily erased her scent to express her dissatisfaction with me.

And that, too, by sprinkling some cheap floral perfume on it.

‘… It’s too toxic.’

For me, who is used to Lily’s scent, the smell made me frown.

okay.

It was a level that should be expressed as a smell, not a scent.

It seems that he is very angry with me.

“If at least I could have used the moon night, I would have tried to catch it.”

You cannot hold a female student’s wrist in the middle of the hallway where faculty members and students come and go.

I can’t do anything that scatters my body like smoke.

This is because magic does not exist on Earth like in another world.

Now, at that time, I knew the reason why Lily couldn’t resist the stupid boy properly.

In other words, Lily, who was a wizard, is now just a very ordinary woman.

The agility of my senses is also the reason why it is not the same as before.

Since you can’t use magic, you can’t hear all the stories in this world and can’t shed them.

It seems that even that innate blessing has not been erased, and unlike the physical ability, the senses are to some extent transcending human beings.

I could have done that if I had to force myself to hold it, but not now.

A story floating around the Internet.

The story is that if a woman is upset, she should cling to her and ask for forgiveness.

It wasn’t long after dating Lily that I realized that even that was a mere generalization error.

No, to be precise, sticking sticks, but you shouldn’t make a mistake and stick right away.

A law in which you must pray for a sin after a period of time when you feel that you have repented of your sin.

This is what I realized through experience ‘What did I do wrong? Did you know that? It seems like you don’t know yet. It’s a way to avoid the attack.

Fortunately or unfortunately, after being transferred to Earth, we do not have Operati Anulus.

They don’t know that I’ve got my memory back, and they don’t know my feelings.

“…At the end of school, I think you’ll be a little less angry.”

I hope so.

Seeing Lily genuinely angry is enough for her as a child.

“It’s the same with being sad.”

Even though I am receiving the karma for my sins, the fact that Lily, who is angry, is grieving more than I am, is heartbreaking.

If you want to be angry, if you want to show that you’ve pouted, that’s all you’ll do.

Maybe it’s because I’m the only woman whose heart is weak, so even when I’m clearly a sinner, I close my heart even more.

‘Anyway, the writer bastard. They say I’m the type to give as much as I receive, but I’m not at all like that.’

I am a bad person, so even now while I am regretting the sins I have committed, I am only thinking of a hole through which I can easily escape.

“Heh…heh, heh…”

Why does a woman like you shed tears because she likes such an idiot?

For now, the blessed soul was considered truly sinful.

“ha….”

Every time I hear you stealing tears alone behind the teacher, my heart aches as well.

During this year, even though you were by my side, I couldn’t remember it, and I felt resentment in my stupid head.

The guy who said he loved you until his mouth was worn out.

It’s so pitiful that you finally regained your memories after shedding tears.

Every time your tears fall, you let out a deep sigh.

I can feel the touch of concrete chilled by the winter wind from my back leaning against the wall.

rough and cold

It’s a problem that will be solved within today, but for now, this time, this one minute felt like a day.

When will I be able to properly keep the promise I made with you?

The promise that he would only make things happy for the rest of his life was now regarded as an infinitely light lie.

‘… It’s not the time to be regretful.’

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Just because the genre has changed to a regret story, shouldn’t even the human beings behave like the heroine of a regret story?

If you made it sad, you just need to make it full of happier memories.

If there’s anything you want, listen to it.

Even if you didn’t want it, you just have to find things that will make you happy.

It’s not that I’ve fallen into a relationship that can’t be reversed.

Let’s try to be forgiven until we return to our world.

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As always.

If your worries are over, quickly move them into action.

After school after class.

“Lily.”

“Teacher…?”

Ignoring the stares of the students leaving school, I called Lily to stand up.

“I have something to tell you, do you have time?”

“Ah yes….”

The serious expression seems to have worked well, and he followed me with his face blushing.

He didn’t seem to notice that he had recovered his memory.

Maybe he thought that I would eventually be able to endure Lily’s temptation and confess.

‘I feel uneasy about something.’

… .

… .

… .

“I can’t feel the presence anymore. Is it okay if I ask what you’re doing?”

“Ah, uh… that’s it.”

He scratched his head and turned his head.

Lily’s expression came into view.

I was about to confess everything to the truth, but I couldn’t do it.

‘Why are you making that face?’

This is the expression I saw when I proposed at the academy.

The look of a woman who is shy but full of anticipation.

Can not be done.

Confessing the truth in this situation is a handshake.

If you come this far, it doesn’t matter what the truth is.

No, the truth is not important in the first place.

Lily’s happiness is what I have to prioritize above all else.

“What I want to say is…”

“What do you want to say?”

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Just in case there’s something on your mind.

– Cheating… I’ll make sure it’s nothing but a surprise party.

That the oath when I proposed was like that.

It’s a quandary.

Confessing the truth would hurt Lily’s feelings.

However, if I tell a lie, I am afraid of my conscience and of course the future.

‘Can I go unnoticed? Against Lily?’

No way.

I shook my head several times in my mind.

It’s unreasonable to continue lying to Lily, even if it’s other people.

Be a little cowardly in this case.

As always, be true, but don’t tell everything.

“I like you too… I just want to tell you that one thing.”

“…Are you serious?”

“Of course I’m serious.”

Lily’s expression hardened slightly.

Why? what is the problem? what did i do wrong

“If you just say it, you won’t be able to understand it. Your criminal record is splendid.”

“Ah. Then what should I do…”

“Well, isn’t that a matter for you to figure out for yourself?”

The atmosphere is cold.

weird.

Wasn’t it a pretty good feeling just a moment ago?

“Uh… then.”

I approached Lily to prove my heart.

If you don’t know with words, it means to prove it with actions.

A distance close to the nearest.

You can even feel your breath.

Lily raised her head towards me.

Taking it as a sign of approval, I tilted my head while lightly grabbing Lily’s shoulders.

“Teacher, you are really bad.

“……yes?”

A cold tone that I’ve heard since I was young.

Unknowingly, I was so surprised that my body froze.

“You asked me to prove that I love you, when did you ask me to express your desire?”

“Oh no, that’s…”

There was disgust in the eyes that looked at me.

uh? why not… ?

I do not know the reason.

My heart hurts.

Even if I’m supposed to have no memory, doesn’t Lily have intact memories?

I never dreamed that such a Lily would sell me so coldly.

‘… … I didn’t want to be hated.’

Tears welled up in my eyes at the thought that even that had not been done properly.

Did I make Lily suffer too much this year?

is this my karma

Why the hell did I push Lily away like that?

It wouldn’t have happened if I’d been a little more friendly.

“I’m sorry…I just thought you would understand my feelings if I did this…”

“I just want my lips so I can’t see them outside.”

“No, not really!”

“Can you please remove this hand for now? It hurts.”

“Ah, yes…”

The situation took a turn for the worst.

I do not know what should I do.

All I can do is keep my head down and hope that Lily’s anger will subside even a little.

Tuk-tuk.

He even kicks his tongue while brushing off the shoulder I touched.

‘why… ?’

My head doesn’t turn properly in sudden situations.

What should I do?

A moment of silence followed.

It’s only for a moment, but it’s a long silence that seems to take my breath away.

“Did you reflect?”

“yes….”

“Seriously?”

“Yeah… I’m really sorry.”

“Then why did you lie?”

“It’s not a lie to say I love you…! Huh…?”

food.

Lily looks at me and smiles sinisterly.

“No, you’re asking why I didn’t tell you I had my memory back. My stupid husband.”

Only then did I realize that all the puzzles were put together.

‘Oops. I was tricked by this nine-tailed fox.’

I completely forgot that my wife was a very sly nine-tailed fox.