55 – Being misunderstood as a vicious villain 55

“I didn’t make that. I have no desire to participate, nor do I want to be recognized as a member of society. But why should I follow it?”

“Don’t you think that if you are born as a human being, it is also the providence of nature to follow the rules that most humans who were born before you have established and followed?”

“Ha, yes. Just hearing it sounds like bullshit, but say so. But contrary to what you think, pretending your head is a flower garden, there are so many people in this world who don’t abide by that proud rule. I’d rather kill less than that. Maybe it’s only about thirty.”

only about thirty.

If Sehyeon had been the righteous protagonist, he would have been angry with this bastard.

But Sehyun didn’t feel much.

Is it because something doesn’t feel right?

That’s just how it is, I just thought.

“I heard that there were hundreds of people, and there were people who killed people in thousands. If murder is that bad, what are you doing to catch them all first?”

“You can’t catch it. because you run away There is no choice but to run out of time and manpower to deal with each and every one.”

“Then they will eat and live well and prepare for the next murder. Why doesn’t nature, as you say, judge them?”

“… … Well.”

I couldn’t think of anything to say.

Choi Na-bi emphasized her thoughts, perhaps at this time.

“It is natural. Because that is the true providence of nature. Everything in the world is divided into two parts. strong and weak. Humans are the same. Either way, the strong live and the weak die. Someone has to die today in order for someone to live tomorrow.”

How did the story go like this?

I can’t think of anything to refute, so that’s all I can think of.

Sehyeon cannot be said to have deep knowledge.

Especially in terms of human nature or philosophy.

What would you know if you read the sutra on the ears of a cow?

Choi Na-bi is someone who has firmly in her head that morality is just a shell that has no meaning.

Sehyeon was not close enough to make him understand why morality is important and what social norms mean.

“The weapon of the weak is gathering. Even the weak could intimidate the strong. That’s why the strong made laws and made morals. To castrate the violence of the common people, and to make them unable to dare to challenge upwards.”

Choi Nabi raised her right index finger and pointed at Sehyeon.

“That’s how I ended up with a guy like you.”

“What about me?”

“Laws and morals weren’t particularly bad from the point of view of the weak. It’s because just by making a promise that we shouldn’t harm each other, the risk of ‘risking our lives’ has drastically decreased. Originally, according to the providence of nature, only strong, warlike, and outstanding genes survived, but because of that, there are more low-quality genes that should have been weeded out a long time ago.”

So, am I a low quality gene that should have been weeded out long ago?

Thinking of that, Sehyeon, who was somewhat funny, put in a tip.

“To the subject who received that low-quality gene as good.”

“… … .”

The effect was clear.

Seeing Choi Na-bi’s face flush with shame.

She spoke as if screaming.

“Ahh! anyway! Your favorite laws and morals are just a means to domesticate weaklings like you! A person who avoids the struggle for life, prefers to live in conformity, and has no will to carve out his own life. It’s just that I’m not going to fight because I’m weak, so it’s the result of a one-dimensional desire that I want other strong people not to fight too!”

“Five… … .”

When I heard that, I was a little amazed.

It’s because it’s really been through the middle of the day.

Sehyun did not like murder.

It’s partly because of the social norms and morals deeply entrenched in your head through indoctrination, but the real reason was a bit different.

Because I don’t want to be killed.

Because if everyone kills, there will be more people who kill, and if that happens, you can be killed at any time.

Since I don’t like killing and won’t do it, I want everyone else to do the same, so it must be unpleasant, not counting murderers.

“You are very domesticated. It is only natural that it has developed through trial and error over thousands of years. So even with that ability, you’re begging. If I had abilities like yours, I would never be sitting so pathetic.”

Sehyeon chewed over Choi Nabi’s words.

‘The murderer’s personality tends to be more philosophical than I thought. I thought you were just killing it with ignorance. Is it the influence of another personality?’

It didn’t seem like it was wrong because it was the original arm.

Certainly, the reason why laws and morals were created in the first place might be just to rule the majority… … .

But, I wondered what it was.

“Livestockist… … Can’t it be?”

“What?”

“If you can make a living without fighting for your life, isn’t it better not to do it? You can live longer without suffering that way, right? If we protect each other, we can live like that, but do we have to kill each other?”

Choi Na-bi’s eyebrows twitched and her lips trembled.

It seems really ridiculous.

“Ha, what a pitiful thought of a coward who gave up the struggle! Resources are limited! Human greed knows no bounds! It is impossible to give resources back to everyone! Inevitably, someone has to kill and take it. There has never been such a thing in human history!”

“Yes, not everyone in the world can be happy… … Killing to live in a place like that can’t be condemned. But at least the place where we first met was a place worth living together. Even if you don’t kill people, you don’t have to risk your life to steal resources. A place where a warm meal and bed are guaranteed with a little hard work.”

“So what? I am a being who can only survive by killing others. It doesn’t matter where or how many resources you have!”

“Wouldn’t there be a way to keep order and live together if you search carefully for such a fate? Hunting only villains that can be disposed of immediately… … .”

“Why did I do such a grand thing?”

“yes. That’s why you’re the way you are now. This is what your favorite weak meat diet is. If a stronger one shows up, you can be eaten at any time. It’s not like you’re feeling unfair when it’s your turn after eating as much as you can.”

“… … .”

What kind of sick nonsense is this?

Though she thought so, Nabi Choi had nothing to say.

The weak are eaten, the strong are eaten.

Based on such a logic, I have thoroughly lived like that.

He always hunted and trampled on the weak.

this time… … It was just that he was weak.

‘I know. I know.’

Even if he calls him weak and pretends to be strong and tries to soothe his anxiety, he cannot defeat Yoon Se-hyun.

It was said that even Yoon Se-hyeon would not be able to overcome himself if he dug into his weaknesses well, but that was not a comforting fact in the slightest.

There is a time limit on yourself.

If each other can’t destroy each other, isn’t it the only one who can destroy each other?

It was only because he did not resist that he was able to somehow relieve the pain by struggling ugly.

Rape must be accompanied by violence.

either mental or physical.

If he truly felt that his actions with him were terrible and painful, he would definitely resist, and if he truly resisted, there was no way to subdue him.

She was like a lantern before the wind.

It was clear that if Yoon Se-hyeon completely ignored him and made up his mind to resist everything he did, he would simply disappear.

yes.

Like the countless lives he killed.

It is natural to be eaten in a world of weak meat.

because it is weak

It is natural to be embarrassed.

because it is weak

It’s natural to feel pain.

because it is weak

It is also natural to disappear.

Because I’m weak… … .

If you are strong, you have everything; if you are weak, you lose everything.

Unlike other weaklings who had the comfort of law and morality, she would have no protection whatsoever if she became a weakling.

‘Cause I’ve been living like that up until now.

Yoon Se-hyeon has dug into this point cruelly and surely.

“According to your logic, there was no reason to be angry, right? The unfair things you’ve been through, the painful things, the pain, the fear, everything. It’s natural. You should have humbly accepted it.”

Choi Nabi, who was listening to Sehyeon’s words, had the illusion that the world was slowing down.

The gaze was completely fixed on the moving lips.

I think I know what will come next.

that’s… … .

“Yeah, you. Because you are weak.”

Quick!

Choi Na-bi felt that something was breaking inside her.

And in that broken place.

[Huh, breath, ma, delicious, everything… . ]

[Ah… ah… each… . ]

‘What is this feeling? I can’t control it.’

[ me too… I wanted to know… . ]

Memories of the previous life, which I thought only faded and faded traces remained, came to life vividly.

“Porridge-yeo-bur-ri-yeah-uh-uh-!!”

What the hell was the switch to the seizure?

She forgot everything she felt for Sehyeon and rushed at her, losing her reason.

It was neither the intent nor the desire to kill that was ruling Choi Na-bi’s mind right now.

[ I’m scared! ]

fear.

[ I want to live! ]

longing for life.

[I don’t want to be eaten anymore! ]

The misery of being eaten.

I didn’t want to feel it again.

Not wanting to feel, she wanted to become a predator.

A perfect predator, never expecting to be eaten.

But… … .

baek!

“Big.”

Wow!

“Turn it off.”

Clap!

“Huh.”

Kwajik!

“Aha!”

she was weak

seemingly infinitely shabby.

However, somewhere inside, an endless wall awaits.

He was too small and weak to make this man his prey.

Choi Nabi collapsed on the spot and groaned only after more than ten large bones were shattered.

Then he squeezed his throat and called out a man’s name.

“Yoon Se-hyun… .”

“… … Why.”

“I need you… .”

“… … .”

“I can’t live because of you. But, but… I need you to live… .”

She cried and begged for mercy at Sehyeon’s feet.

as an underdog.

as prey.

Again, I didn’t want to.