51 – Misunderstood as a vicious villain 51

Choi Na-bi’s hand, which was on top of Se-hyeon’s chest, points toward her face again.

This time, the place her fingers touched was her lips.

It is the same skin on the surface, but the feeling is different.

This is the ‘mucous membrane’.

Useless things popped into my mind.

‘They say that a man and a woman who have a crush on each other confirm it by kissing each other’s lips… … .’

Why did it suddenly come to mind?

It’s a strange feeling.

It was a feeling I really can’t explain.

Why is it that such knowledge, which I normally did not care about, suddenly keeps popping up in my head and disturbing my mind?

‘Strange. I’m weird.’

Choi Nabi took her hand away from Sehyun and squeezed her hair.

Crush?

Craving is a bitch.

I just wish I could go out and die right now.

It would be perfect if you could kill it yourself.

I hate it so much, I hate it so much, I just hate it.

It could be said that it was the existence that I wanted to kill the most in the world.

But, but why?

Why did I want to try kissing Yoon Se-hyun?

‘This is crazy, what’s crazy!’

Choi Na-bi thought she had completely gone mad.

However, it was also said that the urge to kiss the man who was sleeping next to her was strong.

Thinking ‘you’re crazy’ meant that you were already at a stage where you couldn’t deny ‘you’re not’.

‘Heogee, heoeg… .’

Nabi Choi, who began to feel a sense of disgust towards herself, avoided her seat and crouched down in the corner of the dorm room.

First of all, I thought that if I didn’t catch my eyes, my confused mind would get better, but it wasn’t at all.

‘Why? why? why? why? why? why? why?’

Choi Na-bi decided to constantly examine herself in order not to have useless thoughts.

Even if it’s meaningless just repeating the same thoughts over and over again.

‘Why did you think that? Why did you suddenly become interested in living bodies instead of killing them? What a change has happened to me!’

I’m stuck in a corner, wrapping my head around it, thinking desperately.

Yes, the beginning was really a trivial curiosity.

I’m sure he’s sleeping without knowing the world, but if he tries to inflict even the slightest amount of damage, it’s ridiculous that he jumps up and knocks him out in one hit.

I was just thinking of trying to sneak a peek on what the hell it was based on.

But the moment you put your palm on the ball.

That moment when not so hot, suspicious warmth touches you.

Curiosity was suddenly amplified.

What happened?

It wasn’t like this even when I held a heart that was hot enough to emit steam… … .

“… … .”

Recalling the situation once again made me strangely calm.

My mind seems to have been cleared somehow.

Choi Na-bi realized.

That intense curiosity was a substitute for the thirst that prevented him from killing.

she was feeling it

If you can’t kill people and just endure this thirst and hunger every day, ‘yourself’ will completely disappear.

I have been trying hard to ignore it because there is no way to overcome it, but the truth that can never be ignored.

But, somehow, it seems that I have found it.

“… … ah.”

This was an outrage.

The desperate desire not to disappear.

It was a role she played in her previous life.

They lived on feed, and ate corpses to soothe their hunger.

It is unimaginable that she, who was very young and weakened from the moment she fell into the corpse village, kills and preys on someone.

At the time, she was very curious.

I was going crazy because I wondered what it would be to kill and prey instead of being eaten.

And, the predation that I learned about for the first time was so much fun.

Kill, tear, whatever I can eat.

It is as if the existence of oneself exists for this, a primordial pleasure like the finest drug.

Such pleasure was no different from the driving force that helped maintain the unstable personality that had been created through division.

However, it is only natural that his personality is at risk when he is unable to do so.

At least, if you slaughter the enemy and taste the blood, you’ll be a little calmer… … Literally just wet your lips.

The strength of Yoon Se-hyun, who must be killed in order not to disappear, is a wall with no end in sight.

No matter how hard you try, you will never be able to break it.

As a result, the killer personality had no choice but to find a way to satisfy its desire in a different direction so that it would not disappear.

Now this curiosity was the direction to find it.

something you’ve never done before.

Anyway, it’s a first and unfamiliar thing.

Something that I have never experienced even other personalities and know only as knowledge.

Feeling insignificant warmth as if I had made a great discovery, my curiosity started to explode, in fact, it might have been an extension to move on to ‘that act’.

Anyway, give it a try.

If you don’t want to disappear, shouldn’t you do something?

I felt no thirst whatsoever when I explored that curiosity, as if my behavior was being manipulated by drugs in my brain.

“… … .”

Choi Na-bi became virtually in a state of trance and had a conversation with the intense desire inside.

Why is it Yoon Se-hyun?

Could it be someone else?

Yeah, no. You know.

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Just as this thirst can only be quenched by killing Yoon Se-hyeon, it is the same when trying to find another way… … .

Knock-kap, saliva went over the section.

Is this how the rat feels when he has to put a bell around the cat’s neck?

Yoon Se-hyun is scary, but disappearing is even more frightening.

I hate Yoon Se-hyun, but I hate this terrible pain even more.

Choi Nabi, who was crouching in the corner, got up, turned around, and headed towards Sehyeon again.

Standing next to him, he glared at Sehyeon with a stern face, as if pouring out a terrible curse.

Even if she stood there exhaling life for a long time, Yoon Se-hyun showed no signs of recognizing her presence.

‘Are you sleeping. Are you sure. I fell very deep.’

It is a fact that has been constantly confirmed.

The other day, when I attacked while sleeping, I confirmed that I was sleeping.

‘But as soon as I attacked, a counterattack came.’

Perhaps Yoon Se-hyun’s ability is… … ?

As my mind calmed down, a question flashed through my mind.

Then I saw this guy.

Have you ever attacked first, even once?

“!”

Situations flashed through her mind like a panorama.

This time, this time, this time.

under all circumstances.

Not once, not to anyone.

Yoon Se-hyeon had never attacked first.

counterattack… counterattack… counterattack.

Counterattack only!

‘Ahh.’

It felt like I had been hit in the head with a hammer.

Why didn’t I notice until now!

Choi Nabi reached out and stroked Sehyeon’s face to prove the theory she had built up in her head through an experiment.

There is no reaction from Sehyun.

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Just sleeping well

‘I just want to touch you… … It never attacks… … .’

Next, I pinched the ball very, very lightly.

with just a touch of a button.

There was still no response from Yoon Se-hyun.

What to do next?

‘Try a hard pinch for an experiment?’

pinch!

… … I gave strength to my hand while thinking, but when I came to my senses, I found myself lying face down on the floor.

In that brief moment, he lost his mind.

However, after experiencing it a few times, I developed a tolerance, so I did not lose my mind for a long time.

‘it hurts… … .’

My stomach hurt terribly.

It hurts, but I laughed.

I feel like I’m getting more and more into my own theory.

‘I’m not pretending to sleep.’

Choi Na-bi got on top of Se-hyeon’s body.

Then, holding her by the collar, she whispered in my ear.

“How are you? Aren’t you cheeky? Stop pretending to sleep and wake up… … If you don’t wake up now, I’ll do worse.”

Woo woo.

Then I tried blowing air into my ears.

“hehehe.”

Sensing the tickle, Sehyun tossed and turned slightly.

At that movement, Choi Na-bi’s body instantly hardened like a stone… .

Sehyun was able to breathe a sigh of relief thanks to her being quiet again.

‘… … You really are.’

Whether it was pretending to sleep or not can be understood very perfectly by feeling the state of breathing and the flow of mana.

However, I keep doubting that Yoon Se-hyun is an extraordinary being… … .

If this is cheating, you really have to admit it.

‘If I don’t do it anyway, it will disappear someday… … If my thoughts are all wrong and Yoon Se-hyeon is right to deceive me, then he will be beaten to death.’

It seemed better to hang out with that stupid bitch than to disappear alone.

In the end, she decided to trust her instincts and follow her inner desire and curiosity.

“wake up… .”

“… … .”

“Wake up… .”

“… … .”

“If you don’t wake up, I’ll kiss you.”

“… … .”

Sehyun did not move even in the collection of unconventional words.

It was natural.

because i’m sleeping

Originally, it was a constitution that did not know even if it was carried when it was sleeping, but because Choi Nabi was so good at hiding her presence, it was difficult to make her presence felt in the nerves with just a small voice.

“You hate me too? I know everything. So it can be so terribly harassing. i hate you too… I really really want to kill… But I want to live like that. So… … .”

Choi Na-bi’s lips were completely close to Se-hyeon’s.

The distance your breath can reach.

Even with the slightest movement, she spoke in a voice at a distance where lips could touch each other.

“To wake up, it’s only now, Yoon Se-hyun. If it didn’t happen after hearing it, I’d think you wanted to kiss me.”

… … That’s kind of creepy.

Thinking so, Choi Nabi cautiously reached out and looked up at Sehyeon’s eyelids.

Sleeping really perfectly.

If this is the case, if this is the case… … .

‘It’s really out of the question.’

Even without any maintenance, her lips, which were moist and glossy, opened slightly.

Something shocking was about to happen.