11 – Fall Accident (1)

The more I watched the video, the more convinced I was.

this is the uncle

“…..no…”

Then, new questions popped up in my head.

why do you even do this Do you feel sorry for yourself being bullied? Promise to help? Or…because I love you? Anyway, can I even do this? How deeply do you love yourself?

How do you do that? No matter how deep the love is, a harmless man like that Hogu is running rampant all the way. It’s not like that for anyone.

1st place in the hero ranking. A hero feared by even the heinous villains.

He was angry with ‘Sheikh’ without hesitation.

Sheik says in the video.

‘Our job is to eradicate villains. It’s about preparing for a situation that could result in thousands of casualties. I don’t have time to worry about other things.’

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Despite the feeling of pressure from Sheik through the screen, the man did not waver.

‘You don’t have time? But what is the #1 hero ranking doing here? You are so busy. don’t lie to me Heroes are free.’

Even when the Sheikh’s expression twisted uncomfortably, he didn’t back down.

‘Why are the heroes only fighting villains! Isn’t it a hero to help those in need unconditionally? Dividing tasks and choosing what to do is a hero?’

One day, Song Soo-yeon was boldly conveying what she thought to the hero.

He told himself he didn’t hate the hero. You told yourself that since you haven’t met a real hero, you’re looking at them badly.

However, the man in the video was not like that. As if he were spitting out the words Song Soo-yeon had been wanting to say, he calmly and reassuringly argued with them.

He does not back down from the Sheikh, and expresses his anger.

And Song Soo-yeon’s emotions squirmed at that appearance.

“…..”

A long memory came to mind.

It reminds me of myself lying face down on the floor like a doll whose thread was cut because I couldn’t get help from the hero.

Snow follows the uncle pointing at the sheikh.

Her ears heard his voice through the video, and her head recalled her past.

The three of them combined, it was as if the old man was getting angry instead for his past self.

It was as if he was examining the irrationality she felt at the time.

It was like giving a face to the hero who left him behind.

Song Soo-yeon was biting her lip without realizing it.

The lump that had sunk in his chest warmed up again. Breathing also quickened.

The hand holding the phone trembled slightly.

Staying like that, I muttered involuntarily.

“…Aren’t you afraid…?”

Aren’t you afraid? No matter how much heroes are on the side of the citizens, there is no other group with the power of their own.

They are the ones who have the power to wipe out a single person without even knowing it.

Isn’t the only one scary? How can you hit me head-on like that?

In fact, if you think about it, it was the same when he saved himself from the Iljins.

Were you not afraid at the time? Where the hell does such a fierce person find the courage?

“……”

Or maybe that’s what adults are all about. without looking at yourself with lustful eyes. When you have to act, act.

Song Soo-yeon has yet to meet a respectable adult. My parents are like that, and all my teachers are trash.

But only this man, I couldn’t help but feel that something was different.

“…..ah.”

Song Soo-yeon shook her head. Just when her heart seemed weak, she had to recommit. I hoped for someone else and was disappointed. In the world, you live alone anyway, and when you become an adult, everything becomes the past.

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Don’t rely on him, use him.

Song Soo-yeon turned off her phone.

It also calms the throbbing heart.

But even after time passed, the warmed heart did not know how to leave her.

*****

Song Soo-yeon went to his restaurant today and ordered food.

She looked into his eyes and pretended to be indifferent.

I waited for him to say something.

Since the Hero Association committed a major incident, it seemed that he would bring up the subject anyway, whether he knew what he had done or what I had done for you.

“Now, enjoy your meal.”

However, he only gave a friendly smile and said nothing about it.

In the end, Song Soo-yeon, who could not stand it, spoke first.

“…..mister. I saw them all.”

“….yes? What.”

“…..It was done by the Hero Association. You go around the video.”

“Oh, is that it?”

He stroked his chin as if thinking for a moment.

“….Well. Perhaps the hero will be dispatched to school within a few days. Good for you.”

“…….”

He smiled with a really good expression, without showing off anything.

He didn’t even ask for anything in return, he didn’t say anything other than that.

I couldn’t figure out how to do this. It’s never that simple to scream at ‘Sheikh’ and see yourself appearing all over the Internet and on TV.

Already, Sheik’s fans were swearing at him, and some threatened him.

Song Soo-yeon couldn’t understand with common sense that it was all for her sake, and that she didn’t ask for anything in return.

How deep is love?

……Of course, she had nothing to offer in return.

Still, it wasn’t without questions. The humans she had seen so far hadn’t been like this.

Song Soo-yeon finally asked.

“…Is that all?”

“….yes?”

He asks again with that fierce expression. He even seemed a little restless.

He looked at her as if he had been burned too much lately, and as if he had done something wrong.

“no…! Do you want something in return… or something like that!”

“….yes? Will you do something for me?”

“no!”

Song Soo-yeon shouted louder than she intended, fearing that he would ask for her body. Other than that, there’s nothing you can take from yourself.

In the first place, it seemed that that was the only thing he wanted as he was doing this because he was in love with himself.

“That’s all right. Why did you ask if you wouldn’t?”

The man gasped as if he was laughing.

He fed up, which made me even more pissed off. I felt like I was being looked down upon by this hogu.

She seemed to see him as a subordinate to her now, no matter what.

“…Mistress…I’m worried…!”

“…What’s there to worry about?”

-widely!

Song Soo-yeon put down her chopsticks. Then, with a serious expression like never before, she asked in her own voice, even lessening her anger.

“……I don’t know why you’re doing this.”

The atmosphere quickly becomes serious.

A heavy silence falls between the two.

“… Mister, why are you doing this to me?”

“…….”

The old man also stiffened his expression, matching the serious himself. Power goes into the blind eyes.

Song Soo-yeon’s inner thoughts gradually leaked out. I couldn’t stop it any longer. In order to hear a true answer, I had to pour out my true heart.

“…..If you do this because you fall for me…you said you wouldn’t be able to reciprocate.”

There was no change in his expression. Song Soo-yeon added flesh, wondering if he didn’t understand.

“……I’m afraid of men.”

She reveals her own weaknesses that she has never admitted to others.

“…..really?”

he asked.

“yes.”

“why?”

“…She has been scrutinizing my body since I was young. Sexual harassment behind the scenes-”

“-Have you been sexually harassed?”

he asks, widening his eyes.

“….yes. And whenever I have a chance, I try to touch-”

“- Did you try to touch it?”

he asked, breathing in.

“Oh fuck, stop talking!”

“…ah. Sorry.”

“……Anyway, how are you not afraid? Do you know how terrifying those lustful eyes are?”

“……Why are you so angry at me when you say you’re scared?”

“……”

If you don’t do this, it will come more easily.

However, Song Su-yeon did not say that.

“Anyway, it’s scary. So… don’t ask for love from me. I don’t even know what love is in the first place.”

As much as she has never received love from her parents, Song Soo-yeon does not understand love. I don’t know what it feels like. It may not be, but even if love comes to you, you may not notice that it is love.

So it was scary. If he comes to you with love, you know he won’t be able to reciprocate.

However, I was afraid that the moment he realized that there was nothing I could give him, he would change suddenly.

Song Soo-yeon did not want to be hurt. She hoped that the railing she trusted and leaned on would not hurt her.

“…….ha…”

The old man sighed suddenly. It seemed like she was disappointed in herself, so Song Soo-yeon flinched.

However, the uncle’s words that came soon were warmer than ever.

“……It’s a pity.”

“……..”

“…I don’t sympathize. It just… looks like it’s looking at me. You said it before. i don’t have friends So actually, I don’t know much about love either. by the way….”

“……..”

He pauses for a moment as if thinking of something.

“…..kukkuk.”

Then she let out a little laugh and smiled. He looked straight at Song Soo-yeon and said.

“…Do you even vaguely know the feeling?”

“……..”

Song Soo-yeon frowned again.

It was as if he had returned the words that he loved her.

Could this man not understand? You say you can’t reciprocate, but why do you keep…

“Now, heavy stories are not my specialty.”

But the old man ends the conversation. It was as if he was trying to say that he would not accept his opinion.

The moment Song Soo-yeon, who felt uncomfortable about covering this issue, tried to open her mouth again, he said.

“If you’re embarrassed to receive it like that, I have something I want.”

Song Soo-yeon’s heart sank at his words. I was afraid of what he was hoping for.

He spoke softly to her who was so nervous.

“……Thank you.”

Song Soo-yeon had no choice but to go out.

“……yes?”

“You just have to thank me. And, don’t stray. To be precise, just avoid becoming a villain. That’s not to say it’s hard, is it? I tried pretty hard, but still.”

“……”

What he said as a joke wasn’t even funny. What does it mean to be a villain when you don’t have the ability?

She just dwells on what he said before.

Song Soo-yeon looked at the table and at him alternately.

“……Really, is that enough?”

“I promise. I can do that. It’s okay if you don’t love me.”

Song Soo-yeon could not find words to answer.

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Does that mean he’s okay with just one-sided love?

It was clear that he had a crush on himself.

Everything I’ve done so far hasn’t been explained otherwise.

Whoever prepares a meal for someone he doesn’t know for free every time, risks his life to save him from ill-wishers, puts medicine on his lips, comes to him no matter how much he curses or insults him, smiles even if he calls him a pervert, a hogu, or a jerk, a hero. Are you going to go to the association and yell at the number 1 hero in the rankings?

…….But, selfishly, just hearing his words made Song Soo-yeon feel as if a huge burden had been lifted off her chest.

“….that word. You have to protect it.”

Song Soo-yeon puts down her shame and seals his words.

Uncle just laughed.

*****

As Song Soo-yeon entered school, her heart felt lighter than ever before.

I felt reassured somewhere. I never knew it would feel like this to have a place to return to with a comfortable mind.

For ordinary people, that would be a house, but Song Soo-yeon had never felt secure at home.

Besides, even the Iljins didn’t call her today. It was a quiet start.

“……?”

….When I looked closely, it wasn’t that I didn’t call. The school atmosphere has changed.

She recalled the video that exploded yesterday.

Could that man’s video already have such a strong influence?

“……..”

Song Soo-yeon pondered over how to react to that fact, and awkwardly thanked the man in her heart.

Although I’m not sure if that was the reason for this change… It didn’t matter that it wasn’t difficult to send a small thank you to him from the bottom of my heart.

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After Song Soo-yeon entered the class, she felt the changed air even more clearly.

Men’s eyes are still there, but women don’t even give a glance.

It felt like I was freed from bullying overnight.

Unable to adapt to this dramatic change, Song Soo-yeon had hundreds of question marks in her head.

No matter how much the video was about school violence, is it something that can change this far?

In the first place, the people who bothered me were people who didn’t notice anyone.

While she was wondering, the homeroom teacher came in.

“Come on, everyone sit down.”

The noisy atmosphere of the class becomes tidy.

she said to the calmed class.

“…I don’t know if you guys saw it, but something happened at the Hero Association yesterday.”

“I saw it, sir.”

Someone in class responds.

“okay. Some nice guy asked why heroes can’t solve school violence, right? The reaction was quite enthusiastic, and I think the Hero Association responded right away.”

The class gradually began to hum.

Song Soo-yeon turns her head to look at the Iljins. Judging by their reactions, they seemed to already know.

That’s why he shrewdly hid the bullying he did to himself.

“With the meaning of eradicating school violence, we decided that heroes would be assigned to schools for exams, and our school was among them. You will continue to be together from today.”

In a way, it was natural. As the uncle held up Song Soo-yeon’s picture and argued, there was no way that this school would be missing out on a hero placement.

Song Soo-yeon saw the influence the uncle gradually had on her life, and once again felt a warm feeling in her heart.

Is this true? Is bullying really going away? To be honest, I didn’t really feel it.

“So, the heroes assigned to our school will say hello here and there, but since we are in class 1, they will enter our class first. Come on in.”

At the call of the homeroom teacher, the door opens.

A hero walked in boldly.

Beautiful beauty that can be felt even when covering the mouth and nose. An artistic body that is stretched out due to the tight hero suit. A bright energy that can be felt through the way you walk.

She seemed like a person who was in the opposite position to Song Soo-yeon. It was the first time Song Soo-yeon knew that a person could be so refreshing. The whole class seemed to become brighter.

she said in a loud voice.

“Hello everybody! Are you in 3rd grade? There is not much time left until graduation, so it won’t be long to see you, but please take good care of me. You and I are only 1 year apart in age! So you can call me sister or sister. I’m still new to being a hero, so I might be clumsy, so please help me a lot!”

She put her hand on her hip and smiled.

The homeroom teacher, who had been watching her for a while, said.

“…Me…from my name to the children…”

“ah! That’s right, look at my mind.”

Her eyes half-scan, fixed on Song Soo-yeon.

Song Soo-yeon seemed to stop breathing for a moment.

The hero smiled brightly again and shouted as if talking to Song Soo-yeon.

“Solas! That’s my name!”