15 – Journals and diaries (2)

Time is very relative.

Even if given the same amount of time, it may feel unreasonably short and lacking for some, while others may find it too full and rather boring.

In that sense, to me, who has no lifespan, a year is just a fleeting moment. However, it seems that it was not enough for one child to grow up.

“[I will be back.]

[I forgot-]

[doesn’t exist. Don’t worry, I’ll come before dinner.]

Maybe since the sun has changed?

Baekhana no longer flirted with me.

I didn’t want to sit on my lap anymore, and I didn’t beg or ask for anything to be done.

I don’t know what kind of change of heart there was, but it wasn’t bad at first because the troublesome things were reduced. However, to my surprise, I had a small regret in the back of my heart at Baek Ha-na’s change.

A small lump of white.

The bunch showed amazing growth every time the season changed, probably because they ate well, played well, and slept well.

His skinny body gained weight, and his height, which was shorter than his peers, grew like bean sprouts that grew only when he drank water. Not only that, but thanks to his innate ability to memorize, he showed the appearance of a gifted child who learned all the words he hadn’t learned before and learned all the knowledge of words that were meager.

If I exaggerate a little and get into an argument with Claire, Hundred will be a little more dominant. 』

“… They haven’t changed.”

“Cold beauty.

The perfect secretary who can do anything.

At first, Claire’s image was like that. However, as the seasons went by, that perfect image gradually cracked, and now she is a fun beauty with a surprisingly flimsy and quirky corner. changed to the extent

Hana Baek said that when she was in a good mood, she hummed a strange song. Of course, it’s a hum that I’ve heard too.

‘It’ll be pretty funny if you find out later.’

The hum that Claire hums was the hum that Baek Hana herself hums when she is in a good mood. Seeing that and saying it’s weird is like spitting in my face.

what. The child who used to be fierce learned how to make a blunt expression within a year, while the woman who was cold as ice was able to smile warmly from time to time.

And with only the above two things, there will be people who misunderstand that Baek Ha-na had a good influence on Claire, and Claire had a negative influence on Baek Ha-na. 』

“Well… … .”

As I was carving magic into the note, I stopped my hand for a moment.

A diary that I have written without missing a single day so far.

I intend to write this journal until the moment I can no longer move.

Given the nature of this body, which never forgets what it has seen, there is no need to leave such outdated records. Nevertheless, the reason why I manually record like this is because that is the habit of ‘Baek Woo-jin’.

I became assimilated to the author to the point that it was futile to distinguish between the original owner and the country.

The promise I made when I first read the letter remains unchanged. Even if my personality becomes blurred, I can do anything for the happiness of one hundred and one hundred.

So this is my little greed.

To accept the end of this story as a human named Baek Woo-jin.

I thought about putting that small greed aside for a day.

A journal to record everything in Hana Baek and my point of view watching it.

‘… … I can’t make a blank.’

The worry didn’t last long. It’s not something anyone can see anyway, and even if they see it, they won’t be able to read it.

I moved the fan again.

『Baek Ha-na, who went out early in the morning, returned home after the sun had set. From the moment Claire, who used to report every trivial thing saying that she would be late, was quiet, she thought there was something there.

just as expected.

[Excuse me. professor.]

A cold-looking beauty who quietly opens the door to the study and greets her.

[That, Miss Hana said she wanted me to join her… .]

didn’t say anything

I didn’t even wonder what the reason was.

It wasn’t her that I was curious about, it was Baek Ha-na, busy in the kitchen.

[Have you eaten dinner?]

[Not yet.]

[is it.]

Numerous texts printed on the screen.

However, the situation in which Claire is embarrassed is never mentioned in the text. A perfect executor of God who responds optimally to any variable with a calm face.

The executor only gets richer in my presence.

It’s like looking at me with blue eyes right now.

From her reaction, I could easily guess what Baek Hana was doing in the kitchen. Probably preparing dinner or something.

It’s a body that doesn’t need to eat, but sometimes, at Baek Ha-na’s recommendation, I tasted it briefly.

One hundred and one signs of approaching.

I closed the book and got up from my seat. Claire, who had been standing guard at the door, also stepped aside.

Within seconds, Hana Baek opened the door of the study slightly and poked her head out.

[Let’s have dinner.]

[I do.]

Baek Hana runs back to the kitchen.

I left the study with Claire, and all the lights in the hallway were off.

The kitchen is the only dim light seeping through.

I walked quietly and turned the corner.

A small cake on the table that I have always seen.

A lit candle was placed there.

Standing in front of him with his head bowed like a child who did something wrong… pure white lump.

I pondered for a moment. Because I couldn’t even imagine this situation.

[…] … The amount seems a bit small for everyone to eat together.]

If you think about it again, it’s like an idiot.

[Candles, candles… turn off.]

[…] … .]

Baekhana continued to look at me to see what was so unsettling. Recently, it seems like puberty has come, and it’s prickly.

I passed by the guy who had returned to a pure white lump and lightly blew out the candles on the cake on the table.

The kitchen quickly turned dark.

click-

Soon the light is brightened and the light is restored.

I turned around and quietly looked down at Baek Ha-na. To hear the answer to what this situation is now.

[…] … this.]

Still for me, the little guy held out something small wrapped in colorful wrapping paper.

Poor packing skills with creases and bulges here and there.

[Twu, open it up.]

Uneasiness grew in his eyes, as if something inside was the problem.

I unwrapped the clumsy packaging. There was a really small box inside, and when I opened it, a white glasses cleaner caught my eye.

[Gift… hey.]

[Gift.]

A white glasses cleaner.

This color is not suitable as a gift as it gets time consuming quickly.

[Today is… … Because it’s the day Woojin saved me… … pay.]

saved me

pay.

[is it.]

[yes… … Rice, not good?]

[Where did the money come from?]

[uh… … ?]

This is something you can find out without even asking.

It must have been given by the guy watching with anxious eyes from behind.

[B, I borrowed it… … Yo.]

[To whom.]

[…] … Claire.]

[Pay back properly later.]

[…] … yes!!]

Perhaps he thought he was going to get scolded, he vigorously nodded his head with a visibly pleased expression.

I took an eyeglass wipe from the box and folded it up. And he carefully pushed it into his arms. Then I reached out and put my hand on his head for the first time this year.

His white hair was still soft and small enough to fit in the palm of my hand.

[Do not use it well.]

[…] … .]

The delighted guy suddenly muttered and slowly approached me.

The guy who approached said with his arms wide open.

[hug me… … .]

[yes.]

Spoiled three times a day.

Because this rule is still in effect.

I held him in my arms, as I had done last year, and he wrapped his arms around my neck as before. Then he hid his face in his shoulder and whispered softly.

[Thank you for saving me… … .]

didn’t answer there.

If he did, he would raise the corners of his mouth in front of Claire watching.

The guy who had been hugging me for a long time raised his head and looked at me again.

[Woojin.]

[…] … What.]

[I like you.]

Then he hugs my neck again.

At that moment, I could understand the hearts of the fools.

My heart, which had been dry of emotions, was so itchy and excited.

Baek Ha-na didn’t come down to my arms until she finished eating the cake. In other words, it’s been a long time since I’ve been sitting on my lap. Certainly, because I was tall and put on weight, the feeling of weight changed.

[Then let’s go.]

[yes.]

Claire, who had come purely to help Baek Hana, went back immediately after having dinner. Hana Baek also brushed her teeth and tidied up the library before going into the room she had made for her.

The guy has grown remarkably compared to last year.

body and mind. 』

“I’m still a kid, though.”

I put down the fan and opened the drawer.

A round ring on a pure white background, without any pattern or decoration, appeared.

February 3, 22.

The day the girl who used to be called a wolf took on the name Baek Hana.

and today. He has been thanking me for saying that it has been a year since I saved him, but I also prepared a present for him today.

‘… … I was thinking of telling you it’s your birthday.’

I received a sudden gift and missed the timing.

‘what… … On paper, tomorrow will be your birthday.’

I quietly closed the drawer. And I raised my head.

The door to the library opens slowly. White hair peeked out from between them.

**

After brushing her teeth, Hana Baek came back to her room as if she were running away.

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Returning to her room, Hana Baek lay down on the soft bed and scribbled something in her open notebook.

“Woojin liked the gift.”

It was to record what happened today in the form of a diary in its own way.

From the first day I came to this house, I saw Baek Woo-jin write something down, and Baek Ha-na naturally followed it, and now it was completely like a habit to keep a diary.

It has already reached 10 volumes, and Baek Hana also wrote a diary without missing a day after learning to write.

-I don’t think Woojin would know, but I saw Woojin smile slightly.

-As the older sisters in the temple told me, it is clear that the cold treatment and enduring the pampering has worked.

– How hard was it to endure all this time?

-But seeing Woojin smile made me feel better.

-Woojin always wears weird glasses -_- because he has a face like this.

“I want to see you take off your glasses.”

He must have been handsome.

Hana Baek tapped her hips with both legs and continued writing in her diary. Then, he gently put the fan down.

hug once.

Sit on your lap once.

“There is still one more left… … .”

In response, Hana Baek slipped out of bed, turned off the light, and went out into the hallway.

In the past, Baek Woo-jin always left the door of the study slightly open for himself.

But from the moment he began to put up with being spoiled for today’s sake, he stopped leaving the door open.

Hana Baek walked down the hallway stealthily like a fox, slightly opening the door to the study and sticking her head out.

There, Baek Woo-jin was sitting on a chair in the study and staring at him, just like when he first came to this house to sleep and woke up.

and said

[Did you wake up hungry?]

“Are you hungry?”

“no… ?”

“then.”

Baek Woo-jin’s still blunt question.

Hana Baek quietly entered the study and said.

“I want to sleep with you.”

“… … .”

Baek Woo-jin stared at Baek Ha-na for a moment.

Tuuk-

I woke up folding the notebook I had spread out. At that, Hana Baek laughed and hurriedly ran into Baek Woo-jin’s bedroom and jumped onto the wide bed.

“Don’t run.”

“yes~”

Soon after, Baek Woo-jin turned off the light and climbed onto the bed.

Baek Ha-na dug into Baek Woo-jin’s arms as if she had been waiting.

A feeling of warmth that I hadn’t felt before.

Someone who calms you down just by being by your side.

Baek Woo-jin stroked Baek Ha-na’s hair. It was because he knew that the one hundred and one hundred fell asleep faster.

Hana Baek felt his big and warm hand and closed her eyes.

“Woojin.”

“Be quiet and sleep.”

That’s something I’ve heard before.

At that, Hana Baek laughed lightly and murmured softly once more.

“I like you. And thank you for saving me.”

“… … tight.”

“yes. good night.”

Baek Ha-na felt the warmth of Baek Woo-jin and quickly fell asleep.