86 – Purple. (One)

purple. (One)

When I saw Namgoongbia lying on the ground.

I remembered the aftermath of the past.

She died quietly in her arms in the middle of the pouring rain.

‘I was complacent.’

Only then did he blame himself for his complacency.

Watching the world change with one small flap of wings.

It was a sin to watch from afar, not wanting to dip my feet in the flow.

If I had stood still, none of this would have happened.

I didn’t want to do anything, but it was the result of acting inconsistently because I knew I shouldn’t do anything.

scared and tired

Even after death, nothing has changed.

‘… What the hell are you doing?’

After going through a regression, what did you walk for the past time?

Did I want to kill the Heavenly Demon?

If that were the case, he should have given Wi Seol-ah a sword instead of a servant’s suit.

I know it’s the fastest and easiest way.

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Knowing that, what did I do?

Thinking that the swordsman might have a meaning, I watched Wiseol-ah smile and be happy.

In reality, he just didn’t want Wi Seol-ah to pick up a sword.

What did you gain through the disgusting excuses?

I was able to see Wi Seol-ah’s smile that I hadn’t seen in my previous life.

The hand that I couldn’t hold was next to me, and it gave me warmth as if I was told to hold it at any time.

The hand I had to let go of was now beside me.

I spread my hands in front of you so that I could hug you right away.

So, do I deserve to be held in your arms?

That beautiful smile, too, will eventually be lost when the Heavenly Demon appears.

Do I really have the qualifications to escape knowing that?

Again I ask myself

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Knowing the answer, asking it again was still frightening.

‘I can’t fight the Heavenly Demon.’

He was afraid and did not want to fight.

‘It’s okay if it’s not me.’

It was just an excuse for wanting to rest now.

Even though I committed sins along with so many killings in my previous life, I am holding on to my current life with one excuse that there was a reason.

I try to console myself by asking if I can be happy with the opportunity I got through death.

On the contrary, the correct answer is already known, so it is just painful.

So I kept running away.

I practiced by reducing my sleep at night, but there was no purpose in it.

When it was time to twist or be swept away by the flow, I thought of a way to escape.

turn one’s mind around

Wasn’t this enough? Do you need to do more?

[So, are you satisfied?]

An unknown voice asks.

[So, are you satisfied now?]

‘no.’

anything.

I had nothing inside.

Still, this place was half a dream to me, like the first day.

A hazy yet vivid dream, as if you hadn’t woken up yet.

I think so, but in the end, actions come with responsibility.

I had to turn away from hundreds of things to escape now.

I had to clearly take responsibility for what would happen in the future.

If you don’t want to hand the sword to Wiseol-ah.

Someone had to raise the sword.

Also, if Namgoongbia tries to turn away from her feelings for me.

had to let go

In fact, there were innumerable excuses to sever a fiancé or anything.

I still couldn’t let it go.

It was because of the ugly selfishness that I did not want to go to the other side of my heart.

All the burdens piled up around me are the responsibility that I have to bear alone.

It was impossible to run away and hide forever.

So if I can’t let go of anything and lose nothing.

Now I had to wake up from my dream.

“… ah.”

It was an unfamiliar ceiling.

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The familiar ceiling comes into view as if seeing it for the first time.

“… I opened my eyes.”

A white-haired old man who fills his vision.

it was godly

The face you see as soon as you open your eyes is a god…

I was startled and tried to stand up.

“… Ugh!”

I screamed involuntarily at the excruciating pain felt throughout my body.

To some extent, it was enough to bring me to tears.

“Well, how did you not be careful?”

“this… how did… .”

It was an unimaginable pain that someone had bitten at every joint.

As I grunted in pain, I belatedly remembered what had happened before I lost consciousness.

“Looks like it worked out, so don’t worry.”

I wonder if I read something from my expression, and my faith tells me the answer.

How did you lose your mind, bloody enemy?

… And what about Namgoongbia?

“… That… Were you nearby?”

“The woman I was with is much finer than you, so don’t worry and just lie down.”

“Yes… . thank you.”

Fortunately, Namgoongbia didn’t seem to have any problems.

But I haven’t been able to ask anything about the beasts yet.

When I wanted to ask something more, Sinui spoke to me first.

“There doesn’t seem to be any major problems with your body, so you’ll be able to get up as soon as the pain goes away.”

“thank you… .”

“They say you might die if you use it recklessly because it has a lot of energy, but you pulled it out and used it very straight.”

“ah.”

“Anyway, do people these days think that their bodies are in their late years…? . I wonder why things that die when hit with a knife go out like this.”

He put on an embarrassed expression at God’s words.

It was because, as he said, he was distracted and wrote too much.

‘… I was insane.’

It seems that I dragged it and wrote it without thinking about the future.

There must have been another way, but for some reason, it was not easy to calm down at the time.

Even if you think of Namgoongbia lying down.

‘Why did you lose your mind?’

Clearly, there were bets left, and he was not physically exhausted.

Of course, by the end of the day, I felt a sharp pain in my body, perhaps because I used it more than necessary.

Unlike before, I was able to move freely.

And.

‘At last… . I think I heard a voice.’

blurry

I must have heard something.

I don’t remember very well.

As I tried to remember, I felt a throbbing pain in my head.

widely.

I can feel the bitter scent along with the sound of dishes being placed next to me.

is it a decoction?

Then something comes towards your mouth.

I saw that Jegalhyeok was trying to feed me something with a spoon.

I took a bite without noticing what to do.

I was a bit surprised at how strong the bitter taste was.

“It’s just a medicine to make the pain a little less, so drink it all up, so you’ll live at least.”

I ate the words of God with patience.

Considering that the giver was Jegal Hyuk, it was strange.

“If you wait, someone will come. Everyone has been waiting for you to wake up.”

“How long have I been losing my mind?”

“Two days have passed, and after tonight it will be the third day.”

“… Two days?”

You’ve been losing your mind for two days?

I remembered Wi Seol-ah, who had told me to have a good trip soon.

He was probably worried.

“Since you guys are up, those kids will be able to breathe now too.”

At the word of faith, he followed his gaze and turned his throbbing head.

“… ah.”

At the end of the room, on the wall, I see people leaning on each other and sleeping.

It was Wi Seol-ah and Namgoong-bia.

“I couldn’t sleep well and waited, but it wasn’t until you woke up that I fell asleep on the contrary.”

“…”

As I was looking at something, I felt a tickle in my chest.

As I was staring blankly at it, God’s will told me.

“There is something I want to ask you.”

“Tell me.”

“Do you remember that I called you a living corpse before?”

“I remember.”

Because of that, I tried to find the magic stone, so I couldn’t remember.

Sinui was looking at me with a strange expression to see if there was something else wrong.

“I am a member of the National Assembly and I am a proud person.”

At first glance, it can be said that he is arrogant, but since the person who said it was Shinui, not anyone, I thought it was possible.

God speaks to me

“I’ve lived my whole life as a doctor with that kind of heart, but this is the first time this has happened.”

“… Is something wrong with me again?”

In addition?

Is my body a battlefield? Why do accidents keep happening?

‘Is it because I had an accident?’

I was slightly dizzy at the sudden self-objectification.

Shinui answered my question with a worried expression.

“… My spirits have calmed down.”

“Yes?”

“The energy that was frantic about not being able to eat each other became quiet like a rat.”

Have you calmed down?

It seems that only 10 days have passed since I said that it might explode at any moment.

Surprised by the word of faith, I tried to look around my body, but maybe it was because I was tired.

Again, a different aura passes through the body.

I stopped betting right away at the terrifying sensation.

‘Margie… ?’

Demonic energy was hovering inside her body.

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Cloudy and unstable.

It was like a demon possessed by a savage.

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“You are an idiot.”

“I know… .”

“Stupid bruise, idiot!”

“yes… .”

In the morning, I was suffering for a long time from Wisul-ah, who had woken up.

As soon as he opens his eyes, he sees me and makes me cry all of a sudden, so I was in a hurry to soothe him.

Unfortunately, it wasn’t enough to calm her down, so her eyes were moist.

“why… Are you sure you get hurt when I’m not there?”

I had nothing to say in response to Wi Seol-ah’s question.

It sure seems like it was… .

‘Although there were things I didn’t want to bring to a situation where I could get hurt.’

The reason is big though.

Anyway, it was.

Wisul-ah wipes her sore eyes with the back of her hand.

I wondered if I should stroke my hair, but it was a little difficult to move as if my body hadn’t healed yet.

“really… I am stupid.”

“sleep… !”

In the end, Wi Seol-ah sheds tears.

As she was crying sadly, Bia Namgung, who was sitting quietly next to her, handed her a handkerchief.

Namgoongbia also had a bandage on one arm.

Hearing the word of faith, he said that other than that, he was fine, and his arms would get better soon since he was a soldier after a few days of rest.

Wisul-ah wiped her eyes with a handkerchief and called Namgung-bia in a snoring voice.

“… sister.”

“yes?”

“Can I blow my nose… .”

I ask very carefully.

Perhaps it was an unexpected question, Namgoongbia was taken aback for a moment, but nodded saying it was okay.

Then Pang! A short sound is heard.

I turned my head, thinking I couldn’t see it for some reason.

“thank you… .”

When the towel is returned, Bia Namgoong accepts it with a look on her face, saying, “What should I do with this?”

I’ll pay for that towel later… .

After a while, God entered and frowned.

“I need to examine you now, so leave.”

“A little… Can’t we have some more?”

“If you’re by my side, I’ll be worried and do it right, everyone go out!”

Even Wi Seol-ah, who is usually admired because of her appearance, yells at her as if trust is irrelevant.

In the end, Namgoongbia went out with Wi Seol-ah, who was sullen.

I didn’t feel comfortable with the gaze looking at me until the end, as if something was regrettable.

The two of them go out and Sinui naturally grabs my arm.

“How is your body?”

“It is much better than yesterday.”

“Still, I can’t send you out yet, so lie still.”

“… yep.”

I must have noticed that I wanted to wake up.

It didn’t look like a cabin I’d seen before. Is it inside a volcanic wave?

While I was quietly entrusting myself, Shinui suddenly spoke to me.

“I haven’t said thank you yet.”

These were the words Shinui suddenly brought out to me as I was lying still.

I replied in bewilderment.

“What is that… ?”

“Didn’t you become a wolf while fighting the guy who was aiming for the hut?”

The guy who was aiming for the cabin?

Was the purpose of the bloody enemy a hut?

To be honest, it wasn’t because I was just pissed off, so it wasn’t because of a grandiose reason like God’s words.

“For details, Dohwa has to come, but… It will take a while because the situation is the situation now.”

“In that case, is something going on?”

“I don’t think I have anything to say. Dohwa will tell you later.”

Shinui’s expression as she spoke was particularly dark.

It seemed like something bad had happened, but I couldn’t figure it out, so it was a little cramped.

Sinui, who had been shaking her arms for a long time, stood up as if she had finished the examination.

“You look much better, so you should be able to wake up soon. Just in case you don’t know, stay still until today.”

“All right. thank you.”

Faith went out, and I thought about the situation quietly.

I was thinking about my body.

‘Faith does not feel demonic.’

It seems that he just went to check the machine system, but he didn’t mention the Magi part.

Of course, it’s a story that faith can deliberately not speak.

I thought the chances of that were slim.

I don’t know how the demonic energy started to circulate in my body, but the fortunate thing was that the demonic energy was gradually being purified.

It was the same as before, when the energy of the magic stone was absorbed by the magic punch hole, and the mouth flame fire ball ate the demon energy and purified it.

The current demon is not a pure demon like the one given by the magic stone or the heavenly demon.

Black Night Palace. In particular, it was similar to the turbid aura that the savage had.

It was as if he had stolen his energy.

Maybe I stole the savage energy.

‘It’s not a magic stone, it’s someone else’s energy?’

I had never heard of such an ability.

It wasn’t something I would say when I used to extract and use the magical energy of the magic stone.

Also, I thought the fact that Shinui’s energy had calmed down had something to do with it.

‘… In any case, this is also Magini’s magic trick to calm down.’

If this happens, there will eventually be a need to find magic stones and continuously consume them.

I felt bitter because I felt like I had no choice but to be tied to the Heavenly Demon’s magic until I came to this life.

Now was the point where I had to get my mind right.

‘By the way.’

There was one thing that bothered me.

Ever since I woke up.

‘Noya.’

I called Shinnoya inwardly, but there was no answer.

‘Noah… .’

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Call again

Again, no answer came back.

After waking up last night, I tried to sing Shin Noya for a while, but Noya’s voice didn’t come back.

I’ve seen it with my own voice, and I’ve seen it in my heart.

No answer came.

“… Where did you go, old man? ”

Shinnoya is gone.