164 – what I want to show. (4)

I remembered the day I first met him.

At that time, I had just become Sogaju.

Just like now, it was the time when he first appeared in the Yongbong branch.

Of course, I was talking about a few years later rather than now when I returned.

Usually, when you get the position of Sogaju of Sega, you are not treated as a late index, but as a proud member of the midfielder.

Because of useless pride, there is an unwritten rule that these late index meetings do not go out.

It was unofficial that I got the position of Sogaju.

Since Se never went out, he needed a network even now.

Of course, I think it was possible to meet people and make friends because of my personality at the time.

What can I do, the name of the three families was like that.

A body that should have grown more than now, a mind that was more rotten than now.

The terrible sense of qualifications and the burden of the karma to shoulder were enough to ruin the young man.

It’s just a notoriety worth looking for now.

My rumors around the time the terms and conditions were over.

Shanxi’s demon.

the shame of the old family

If you recall what was called etc., the level will be different.

Of course, there was no way he could have been present at the banquet.

To be honest, my memory of that day was hazy.

At the banquet at the time, was there any Wi Seol-ah or Dang So-yeol? Was there Mo Yong-hee?

Youngpoong and Jamryong… . What about the brain dragon?

Even how many faces I knew. To be honest, I don’t remember very well.

That meant I wasn’t sane.

However, there was one thing I definitely remembered.

-Nice to meet you. old Confucius.

the hand he reached out.

smiling eyes.

A voice that pretended to be friendly.

All of that was still clear.

-My name is Seonyeon Jang.

It’s not that I don’t have any feelings.

It can’t be because of the moving story that he came to me first when I was alone.

How could it have been nice to hear that a male offspring was approaching?

There was only one reason why that insignificant situation stuck in my head and wouldn’t leave.

– Undeservedly, it is called divinity.

Just because that was the beginning of a bad relationship.

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The final day of the friendly festival has dawned.

Day after day, this day has already arrived.

The time was now towards the setting of the sun.

I wonder how I caught it at such a late hour, but it is the most energetic time in Hanam.

Thanks to that, I was able to eat well and get a good rest, so I was welcomed.

“Cheer up, Bocchan!”

Wiseo-ah exclaimed lively.

Maybe it’s because he had a good lunch, but he looks particularly bright.

I stared at Wi Seol-ah and stroked her hair.

“Aww… .”

“I will try.”

I don’t know how to persevere.

I don’t even know if it’s worth trying.

“What are you going to see on this cold day?”

As it was the center of winter, the cold was strong.

My fingertips were sore from just holding my hand out.

“But… .”

“But what?”

There were times when Wiseol-ah looked at me with those eyes.

Eyes like looking at a child who was put out by the water.

Anyone can see that I am clumsy and clumsy myself, so why do I keep looking at me that way?

They say that the master-servant relationship has long since ceased and only takes formalities.

If you look at it like this, it was very subtle.

“If anyone sees it, they’ll know it’s my mother.”

“… yes?”

When I saw what the hell was that about, I smiled.

‘Oh, I forgot to mention my mother.’

Then, suddenly, I was startled by what I said.

It’s because of the realization that he brought out things about his mother out of his mouth.

Or, have you forgotten now?

‘no. I haven’t forgotten.’

Not like that.

It’s something you can’t forget.

This was also something I had to ask my father someday, not too far away.

It was a story that I wanted to end.

Whether the wind blows or not, I looked at Wi Seol-ah’s face.

Then, move the hand that was stroking it and adjust the hair ornament.

Maybe it’s because it wasn’t a very expensive gift.

The texture was not very good.

Since he keeps touching him, Wi Seol-ah hurriedly withdraws and widens the distance.

“Well?”

I wondered why I was doing that, so I sent a glance, and Wiseol-ah hurriedly covered my head with her hand.

Especially the decorative part.

“what’s the matter?”

“not… I won’t give it back… .”

“What?”

“It’s mine… ! What the Bocchan gave me… . I mean mine.”

Did you think I would take out the decorations?

Wi Seol-ah was glaring at me with a furious gaze that did not suit her very well.

Looking at it, I replied.

“Don’t take it. Take it back and use it somewhere.”

“Everything, you can give it as a gift to someone else, right?”

“… Steal what you used and give it to someone else?”

What kind of world is that annoying and cheap looking?

“It is precious… .”

There was nothing to say at the sight of him hiding it tightly as if he would never lose it again.

what is that

At best, it’s just something that the prefecture picked out roughly.

Perhaps because of Wi Seol-ah’s reaction, it was difficult for me to face him.

I was about to clear my throat, but a voice interrupted me.

“… I have too.”

It was Namgoongbia, who was staring with sleepy eyes.

Seeing that, I said with a sigh.

“I told you to sit down and rest.

“… You are resting.”

“Who would say that you’re taking a break after seeing that, you mojil?”

Why did you come all the way here, leaving the spectators in good shape?

That’s the patient too.

“it’s okay… .”

“Anything not right?”

“…”

At my words, Bia Namgung puts on a worried expression.

Why are you worrying about that… .

Namgoongbia, who was silent for a moment, opened her mouth as if she had finished her thoughts.

“… i hurt… .”

I didn’t finish it, I gave up.

I use this as a patient shield.

Laughter leaks out without me knowing.

It was an absurd laugh.

Where did the dangsoyeol go in the middle of the day?

Did you go to see Seolbong again?

These days, it seemed that Dang So-yeol was visiting Mo Yong-hee often.

“So what. Can you say something?”

“… will you do it?”

“Crazy… ?”

The way he sincerely accepts the words he spat as a joke.

I have to go on the non-stage in a little while, but I felt like I was going to lose because my head hurt.

However, you can’t hit the patient right away.

As I look at it with different eyes, Namgoongbia erases her expression of regret and sticks out the top of her head.

“What?”

“… stroke me… .”

“Why do you seem to be getting younger and younger?”

Should I say that my foolishness has increased?

When I think of my previous life, it felt like the person itself had changed.

It seems that just a few months ago, he was embarrassed to stick his head out, let alone ask to be petted, but now he’s saying it openly.

Of course, it might be a problem that I don’t say anything.

‘If I had been in my previous life, I would have been frightened too.’

I must have frowned at what this crazy bitch was talking about.

Could it be that these minor changes come together to change your mindset?

“You said you were going to show me something the other day.”

He asked, touching his gray hair with the back of his hand.

Namgoongbia flinched at my words.

At the same time, the top of the head was slightly red.

“… ah.”

the answer doesn’t follow

Only reddened ears caught my eye.

I moved my hand that had been stroking it and lightly grabbed Namgoongbia’s ear.

It was warm.

in this cold weather.

“… Sorry.”

Namgoongbia suddenly apologized.

What are you apologizing for?

I looked at her with slightly surprised eyes.

“I couldn’t show you… .”

oh

Was it because of it?

Namgoongbia seemed to think that because of her defeat, she couldn’t show anything.

It was a word that I did not know for a long time even if I did not know myself.

You showed me so much

How can you say that I couldn’t show you?

Namgoongbia showed me infinite possibilities.

It’s more certain than how far you can go alone.

In the first place, Namgoongbia was not even a being to be protected.

I never thought of myself as someone who couldn’t stand alone.

does she know

Right now, they are being called sword dancers and short swordsmen.

Of course, the most popular was Anhui Jeilmi or something.

Even after being defeated, Namgoongbia gained quite a lot.

As far as I can see, there may be more than me.

“Because I’ve seen it a lot. Do not worry about it.”

I’ve never said comfort before, so all I can say is this crude language.

“I didn’t miss a thing and I watched them all.”

It was so clear that I knew what I didn’t know.

So, I hope you don’t make that face.

“Don’t cry so much and rest. Because it’s cold.”

No matter how shallow the sword wound was, it wouldn’t be a simple wound that could move so easily.

Just looking at it, it seems that he is protecting himself by dragging the bet.

It was an ignorant method that should not be used unless the bet overflowed.

I’m about to add something, but there doesn’t seem to be time for that.

I had to go up slowly.

“Sit with him.”

In the end, he caught Wi Seol-ah and handed over a request.

Otherwise, he was in no mood to leave.

“Eh… . I’ll see you here too… .”

The problem is that even if you are a hypocrite, you won’t listen to me.

Fortunately, in this case, there is a way.

“Should I call Hong?”

“I’ll be there… . Sister, let’s go.”

Wi Seol-ah heard Hong-wa’s words again.

It was only after I moved to my seat with a face full of regret for the two that I slowly raised my feet to the non-stage.

There is no rest for thoughts.

Slowly but endlessly crawl towards the end.

Namgoongbia wanted to show me something.

That means it’s time for me to answer that too.

When I came up to the non-stage, Jang Seon-yeon was already seated and waiting.

It must have suffered quite a bit from the fight with Namgoongbia.

It looked much better than expected.

Jang Seon-yeon and her eyes met.

He looks at me and smiles softly, then opens his mouth to talk to me.

“Nice to meet you.”

-Nice to meet you. old Confucius.

It was a light greeting, but why?

Why does it sound overlapping with my previous life?

The situation was different, I was younger than then, and my voice was lighter than then.

why does it sound like that

“This is how we meet. When I first saw it, I didn’t expect it to be like this.”

“I knew.”

At my words, Jang Seon-yeon tilted her head.

“Are you saying you thought you would meet me in the finals?”

“that’s right. I knew.”

I had to be polite, but maybe it was because I let go of the respect I was trying to hold on to, so I couldn’t be formal.

honestly rather than that.

It’s just that I didn’t want to be formal with that bastard.

“Is that the situation? It was conceived in the first place.”

“Well… .”

That was a bit of an exaggeration.

Jang Seon-yeon would have made it to the finals no matter what match she received.

‘Except for meeting me from the beginning.’

It’s just that the format was different for more interests and situations.

It was a story that would have been here anyway.

“May I ask why?”

Jang Seon-yeon asks me.

“what reason. Why are you so sure?”

“no.”

“then.”

“Gongzi Gu, the reason why you are hostile to me.”

It was a pretty cool question.

Even so, it is very embarrassing not to erase a smile.

“I didn’t do anything to arouse enmity against the old prince.”

“that’s right. I didn’t do anything.”

“But, for some reason, Gongja Gu seems to hate me. I don’t know why.”

It was a theory.

He didn’t do anything to me.

Not yet.

I said, chewing and swallowing the flesh that was about to come out.

“Can’t I hate it?”

“I can’t control other people’s feelings, but it’s just a little unfair… .”

“You hate me too.”

When I cut him off and went in, Seonyeon Jang kept her mouth shut.

It’s not because I stopped talking, it’s probably because of what I said.

“no?”

“… What do you think?”

I can see the cracks in Jang Seon-yeon’s smile.

Why do you think so?

It’s simple.

No matter how you look at it, now I was close to the person he hated the most.

It was so easy to know what he thought of and how he treated such a person when he remembered his previous life.

The demonic world transfer incident that occurred in the previous life.

It was known as the worst natural disaster in which most of the later exponents who attended the Yongbong Branch were transferred to the Demonic Realm.

In reality, it was not.

The main culprit of the incident was Jang Seon-yeon.

The target is probably a dragon.

He hated sleeping dragons like crazy.

It’s a problem that I couldn’t stand it and the thing I did was too big.

When I realized the truth about this later.

It was way too late.

“Don’t pretend to be nice, because I don’t want to look like you. Let’s do it in moderation.”

“her.”

“I was willing to accept it. I really didn’t like this. So don’t do that either.”

I tried my best.

I tried to hold it in, and I tried to ignore it.

Come to think of it, there was no need for that.

It didn’t fit my personality well.

At least I thought I could survive if I did what I said.

“Old Confucius.”

The smile gradually disappears from Jang Seon-yeon’s face, even though it is difficult to maintain the cracked mask.

It looked like it would hold up well, but it seemed unreasonable.

“You look good. Live with that face. That makes me comfortable too.”

“… How could a blood relative of a high family make such a mistake?”

“I’m going to make a bigger mistake from now on, but I came after receiving my own permission. You can buy and hit.”

Oh, of course my father didn’t allow it.

It will be fine. Elder Lee will be in charge.

Perhaps it was because I didn’t say a word, Jang Seon-yeon finally sighed and adjusted her movements.

“I acknowledge the former Confucius. It means that he is a warrior with great talent.”

“A lot of people don’t talk like that.”

This part was a little embarrassing because the face was covered with an iron plate.

It seems like he skipped my words, but he didn’t stop talking.

As if proving the cold chill, the breath is clear.

“One, even though he has outstanding talent, he seems to lack a lot of humility compared to that.”

The words were still the argument, but is it because the spittle is the problem?

The corners of his lips kept rising.

It feels like seeing someone else’s dark history.

“therefore.”

“The old Confucius lacked humility. I hope you find it in this non-mu.”

Those words were the words that he would tell you soon.

He had a lot to say, but he didn’t dare to say it.

The bitter emotion in his eyes was enough.

Rather, it should be good.

“thank god.”

“… ?”

Jang Seon-yeon had doubts about the sudden words, but her posture was not disturbed.

It seemed that he felt something in the dance with Namgoongbia.

“I was a little worried.”

As I was about to speak, the referee’s voice sounded as if it was time.

– The final, Guyangcheondae of Shanxi District.

“I wonder what if you were a good guy at this time of year.”

“What are you saying all of a sudden… .”

“There is something like that, there was something I was worried about. But meeting you made it all right.”

-Jang Seon-yeon from Taeryeongjangga.

“Oh, I’m telling you in advance just in case.”

-start.

“I don’t intend to do it roughly, so it would be better to use everything I can use in advance, so don’t skip it.”

“What are you talking about… !”

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Cooong!

“Damn it… !”

In the midst of spitting out the words, Seonyeon Jang let out a moan in the sudden shock.

At the same time, Jang Seon-yeon’s vision reverses.

At the same time as the feeling of floating, I felt the heat radiating around me.

There is no time to feel the pain in the chest.

It wasn’t just a one-time shock.

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Quaang-!

With the ensuing shock, the front of Jang Seon-yeon’s face was stuck on the non-stage.

Looking at the bouncing breakthrough piece and the cracked non-stage floor, I could see how big of a shock it was.

In the meantime, Jang Seon-yeon couldn’t figure out how and with what movement.

Because it happened so quickly.

‘You have to wake up… ‘

I put the pain behind me and try to get my trembling body up.

A voice came from right in front of Jang Seon-yeon’s nose.

“first… .”

It is a voice full of resonance, as if speaking in a cave.

And the harsh emotions buried deep on the surface of the sound were enough to confuse Jang Seon-yeon.

“Shall we start with the arm?”

A word that is spat out in a grave manner.

Jang Seon-yeon was horrified for some reason.