8. improvement!

Several days passed after that.

The professors, who had let us go for a while because the exam had just finished, resumed classes.

It was a face that was more comfortable than during the exam period, but it was natural that everyone’s face was dying.

It is fortunate that the professors and teaching assistants eagerly accepted the questions.

If it had been an atmosphere where there was less interest in students like other departments or schools, I would have had no choice but to give up.

The days of studying during the day and accepting Kyung-hee’s cute acts continued at night.

and today.

The day before yesterday, the professor was absent from class because of attending the seminar, so the time was free.

In other words, there was free time that Kyung-hee did not know about.

Besides, the doctor in charge said he had free time today, so I decided to go right away.

Even the horns were sweet, so I don’t know how many more opportunities I’ll be given to do this without Kyung-hee’s knowledge.

“hello.”

“hello…..”

The doctor in charge was the same as the last time we met.

It was because he was smirking while looking at the picture frame with a hunched back and hazy eyes.

I knew that if I brewed coffee and drank it, I would soon become a different person, but…

Still, I couldn’t help but doubt whether he was a psychiatrist.

That’s because the woman in front of me looked like an unemployed person.

“Ah, look at my mind… Hmm…”

As if he had set it down beforehand, the doctor in charge straightened his back as he gulped down the coffee.

Then, as if to get straight to the point, the doctor in charge grabbed a ballpoint pen.

“Kyung-hee, to be honest… you look like a rabbit, you know?”

“Ahahahaha…”

“Screaming when threatened, being cunning… isn’t it?”

“It is.”

I honestly had to agree.

To that extent, Kyunghee was a rabbit-like person.

As someone who watched it more closely, it also felt like a standard rodent.

It’s like a squirrel or hamster that purrs when eating.

“And that cunning seems to come from evoking sympathy.”

“ah.”

“Don’t you know? Siwoo must have felt that Kyunghee aroused sympathy.”

Certainly… Kyunghee acted like that.

Even when we first met, I tried to arouse sympathy with lies.

I buried how much was true and how much was false, but it was clear that I did not want to be abandoned.

After that, Kyung-hee continued to stimulate my sympathy from trivial to important matters.

It may not have felt right at the time, but looking back at it now, it happened.

So Kyung-hee deliberately tries to be under me.

While clearly emphasizing the hierarchy relationship, he is the bottom.

Respect my opinion a little more than expressing your own opinion.

Until I give permission, I don’t easily talk about my likes and dislikes.

Although he subtly raised his awareness, his actions were still inferior to Kyunghee.

And that continued to appear even after they became lovers.

If you really felt bad about Kyung-hee being treated as a child, you would have told me strongly.

It’s not that I’m acting like an older brother on purpose.

please don’t do it a bit unpleasant I would have said it that way

To be honest, I seemed to be enjoying the psychology of being above Kyunghee.

It was the very first time. I had strong sympathy for the innocent Kyung-hee, but not anymore.

I take care of Kyung-hee and tell her something.

It shows the way and provides other things.

It seemed that he was acting to help others and feel a sense of psychological superiority that he admired from them.

Even now, thinking that I could dominate Kyung Hee, I felt an ominous joy.

There is a leash around my neck and I can’t even go out without my permission.

The one who can forever look up at me as great from beneath me and long for me.

Looking at it now, I was not bound by love and affection to Kyunghee.

Before I knew it, it was like another chain was hanging around each other’s neck.

Kyung-hee knew that, so it must have come out that way to me.

Because I know subconsciously that I will never feel this ominous bliss again without Kyunghee.

Fortunately, at that time, I said that I would be treated as an invisible person, so I stopped it.

It is super strong that you can sever the relationship you have built up until now.

That’s how I broke the chain around my neck then.

But next time can I break this chain?

I… I wasn’t sure I could.

“Should we stop trying to get the upper hand now?”

“No, it’s natural. Everyone wants to feel superior.”

“then…….”

“You just have to be careful not to use it against them.”

“ah.”

“Perhaps you’ve put your skills to work, whether intentionally or not, in order to survive domestic abuse.”

“then…….”

“But it’s getting better now. Like this…”

“like this…?”

“I hope it remains only at the level of individual characteristics. Encouraging and elevating a lover, being satisfied with one’s own position a little lower…”

The doctor in charge smiled softly and took out various papers from the drawer.

Then, saying that it was a depression test, he began to explain what types of depression tests there are.

The explanation was quite detailed and lengthy.

The explanation soon led to history rather than the direction of the prosecutor.

So I listened slowly and carefully interrupted the doctor in charge, saying that I would look for it later.

The doctor in charge gave a slightly sullen expression, then opened his mouth.

“Here’s a test strip from 3 weeks ago, 2 weeks ago, and finally 1 week ago.”

“Oh, is this?”

“Yes. Try comparing them.”

I thought there would be a big difference and started looking through the test papers, but there was no significant difference.

So, how many options have changed?

It was hard to tell unless you looked closely.

Still, there was a reason the doctor in charge asked me to see it, so I kept comparing the test papers.

In the meantime, the doctor in charge emptied a cup of coffee and said with a smile.

“Didn’t you find it? Big change.”

“Yeah.”

“That’s what’s important. There’s a possibility of counterfeiting.”

“……Forgery?”

“Yes. Although the possibility is small, it is possible that Mr. Kyung-hee did not have depression in the first place.”

“What is that…”

Kyung-hee didn’t have depression.

It was so hard to believe. To the extent that the doctor in charge said that the possibility is small, it is understandable.

What will become of that uneasy look you showed me so far?

“Pretending to be depressed. Pretending not to have a social life. Might be outright fake.”

“Since the possibility is small, you are saying to know, right?”

“Yes. I thought it would be better if I told you.”

“First of all… Okay. More than that, Kyung-hee is getting better right now, right?”

“Yes. It’s definitely getting better. Maybe I won’t be getting treatment for depression within this year?”

“Ah, yes. Thanks for letting me know.”

For now, it seemed like a good idea to say goodbye to the doctor in charge and leave.

My head was complicated, but I still knew what to do.

I was thinking of doing an experiment.

I am making a proposal to Kyung-hee, who has been improving her cooking skills recently.

Why don’t you invite people to the officetel and throw a party?

three lightly.

Choi Il-hyun, Park Jin-soo, and Park Hyun-ah. I’m inviting only three of them.

I’m in the same class, and all three of them had talked to Kyung-hee before.

I thought it would be good to see how Kyung-hee reacted on the spot.

Did Kyunghee really deceive me as if she had depression when she didn’t have it?

Or is it that he really had depression and recently got better?

I thought I could tell from Kyunghee’s reaction at that time.

“This should be enough for everyday life.”

“Ah, yes. I see.”

“Maybe it was because of the combination of medications, he got better quite quickly.”

The doctor in charge slowly sorted out the test papers.

Then, she smiled softly while looking at the picture frame, and excused herself by saying that it was a picture of her husband in my gaze.

Since they are newlyweds, I have no choice but to worry about them.

The doctor in charge shamelessly held out his flippers, saying that he had never thought of anything else during the consultation.

But it was understandable, and it didn’t matter too much.

What’s important is this.

“I’m going to invite my friends to my house and treat them to food with Kyunghee. What do you think?”

“Do you have friends at home? Umm… Why did you think that?”

“If Kyung-hee is really immature, I think a big mistake would be made in such a situation.”

“aha.”

“If Kyung-hee faked herself, there would be no mistake in that situation. Even if there was, it would be a minor mistake.”

“You could have prepared thoroughly, right?”

“I’m thinking of doing other things to keep that from happening.”

Kyung-hee is imagining walking around the university campus with me.

If that dream is to come true. If it’s to score points for me.

A few hours a day of study would be a pleasure.

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Just in time, the problem books and things like that were ready.

Give it to me and tell me to study only six hours a day.

It was obvious that if he quietly persuaded her, Kyung-hee would do just that.

………..You can lean on me pretending you can’t solve the problem properly.

After explaining this far, the doctor in charge nodded, saying it was a good method.

Then, since she will take her husband later, the consultation ended by asking her to tell me if it ended well.

I waited for a while, then went home and explained the situation to Kyunghee.

My friends want to see you, their girlfriend.

So I want to invite my friends to the officetel and treat them to food.

What do you think? I explained it in as much detail as possible and jumped at it saying that I would take care of my studies on the spot.

“Okay! I’ll study hard and prepare. I’ll surprise everyone.”

It was a reaction as expected.

Wishing I hadn’t faked it, I hugged Kyunghee tightly.