1. absurdity

To be honest, I didn’t feel bad or anything like that.

Because I thought I would get this level of obsession.

No wonder. He is the one who showed up in the most critical situation and saved himself.

It was like a prince on a white horse. It was strange not to fall for it.

In a state where my self-esteem fell to the bottom, I reached out my hand.

They made warm meals, bought clothes, and provided a place to sleep.

They said it was okay to stay forever, and even if they were guests, they accommodated.

Even if I was in Kyunghee’s position, I couldn’t help but fall for her.

Of course, in this case, the feeling of love seemed to have changed a little differently.

“ha.”

It was still cute.

So, in writing, write something that you want to connect with someone.

To the extent of drawing my face in a notebook full of it.

At this level, you can look at it as a cute aegyo.

There was no way the country could separate its existence at once.

On the contrary, there was a possibility that it would have an adverse effect.

But apart from that, a minimum safety device seemed necessary.

So, Kyung-hee is living a life related to me now.

To pay me, I’m learning chores and running errands.

In order to let me know that I have moved forward, I am trying to write and draw.

Going further than that, he is trying to start studying to go to college with me.

When I thought about that, my head got complicated.

It couldn’t be more complicated.

From now on, it has become a complicated situation that I have to be close to Kyung-hee for some time.

It was important for Kyung-Hee, who thought she had abandoned her, to put in the awareness that there was nothing she could do about it so that she would not give up.

It’s not okay for Siwoo to cut ties with all his friends for my sake. So I can’t help it.

Siwoo can’t give up college for me. So I can’t help it.

But it’s okay because we can still spend the weekend together.

I thought it would be okay with this level of awareness.

After looking at my face drawn in the notebook once again, I went into my room.

Kyunghee was completely asleep.

But while sleeping, I must have had a nightmare, and my hair was getting frizzy.

“Ehh.”

He sat down on the floor and held Kyunghee’s hand.

Then, as if he felt a little relieved, he could see that Kyung-hee’s breathing was getting easier.

Thinking that he was so cute while sleeping, he let go of his hand and went outside.

For some reason, it didn’t look like a sleeping person’s hand, but I thought it was because of my mood.

A few more days passed after that.

In the meantime, I went to university once and came back.

It was partly because of the club, and partly because I had to find out if there was any way to get a cheap book.

And today, I had to go to college once and then come back.

Because I had to keep my promise to Park Jin-soo.

So, as I prepared breakfast and moved my first chopsticks, I said to Kyung-hee.

“I came early last time, but this time I’m going to stay really late.”

“yes……..”

“You’ll have to eat lunch and dinner by yourself. The side dishes are prepared, so you just need to warm them up and eat them.”

“Okay………”

As expected, Kyung-hee’s reaction to my story over breakfast was gloomy.

Normally, the ears should be pointed up to the sky, but now the ears were drooping.

Her hair was also frizzy. Still, things were better than before.

Unlike before, when he said he was really going to die, now he just looked sad.

Of course, this was also very cute. Mumbling rice while welling up with tears.

He ate once and looked at me with uneasy eyes, but he couldn’t help but be cute.

But looking at it like that didn’t mean I’d change my decision.

When he said with a hard face that he had no intention of overturning the decision, Kyung-hee finally started to shed tears.

Still, I didn’t stop eating.

He seemed to think that he would be hated if he stumbled over something like this.

I didn’t mean to hate it, but thanks to that, I felt comfortable.

After finishing breakfast like that, I ordered Kyunghee to wash the dishes and took out the vacuum cleaner, but Kyunghee washing the dishes was strange.

My shoulders were shaking from time to time, but I thought I knew why.

Crying. I felt like I would get scolded if I cried while I was watching, so it seemed like I was crying while washing dishes on purpose.

For a while, I wondered if you didn’t want to fall with me that much.

I started thinking that if this happened, something really big would happen.

Once again, I felt the need to distance myself from Kyunghee.

Still, it was fortunate that the degree of obsession seemed weak.

Because it seemed to end at the level of being anxious without me.

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Just like a baby bird looking for its mother bird, a weak obsession to the point of looking for me because I’m not there.

However, it was clear that the degree of obsession would intensify if he did not cope well here.

From the level of being anxious without me to the level of dying without me.

I knew from people around me that it was difficult to mend the heart of a person who was once offended.

Thinking that we should go out on a date together hand in hand on the weekend, we cleaned up and washed up.

After changing clothes in the bathroom and coming out, I went to Kyung-hee, who had swollen eyes, and said that I would come back.

Kyung-hee tried to speak, but all she could do was cry.

Eventually, after hugging her one more time, she left the house.

I shook my head to shake off the ominous feeling that I felt someone staring at me, then I took out my cell phone and made a call.

“Oh, Siwoo.”

“Jinsu. Where are you?”

“Huh? Home now. Ah, ah. Sorry. I forgot. I’m leaving.”

“Ughhh. Don’t be afraid to come out. It’s the direction you’re going anyway, so I’ll go that way.”

“Ugh.”

He must have slept after drinking all night, and the smell of alcohol wafted from his voice.

If I hadn’t called, I would have been away for hours.

It didn’t matter because it was expected anyway.

I was just worried that he was going to drink with me again after drinking so much.

I wondered if I would pick it up and fall down and die.

Fortunately, Park Jin-soo crawled out with a fairly intact appearance.

“Bastard. How much did you eat?”

“uuu, don’t even talk. Siwoo. The seniors hang around like water ghosts.”

“What do your parents say? You don’t study and you only drink.”

“Ahehehehe, uh? E. My older brother is good at studying.”

“Bullshit.”

“Yayayayaya, don’t do that. Talk about your girlfriend.”

Park Jin-soo’s eyes shone as if he was really curious.

I was sure you would be curious.

I couldn’t contact him, but I recently met him on the road, and he had his girlfriend next to him.

However, I couldn’t say it straight away, so I had to adapt it appropriately.

So, I thought it would be good to go around saying that there was a situation.

“Didn’t I say that Kyung-hee came to my room because of circumstances?”

“Yes.”

“Actually, we’ve known each other for a while. We did have a crush on each other.”

“Ohhhhh…”

“Then, due to circumstances, I rented a room for a few days, and then we became close.”

“Hey, is this bastard capable? I was young in high school.”

“Ai, we didn’t date because we had to study then. It’s not that we didn’t date.”

“If you do, that’s probably it. Oh, it’s more annoying to buy a book than that.”

Park Jin-soo grumbled. Certainly, it deserved it.

Although it is a fairly famous university with a deep history, it is true that the quality of textbooks is poor.

In addition, most professors use self-produced materials as textbooks.

So naturally, textbooks were a bonus.

In fact, there were seniors who didn’t buy textbooks and just took good notes and got A’s, so that’s all I said.

“If you buy it anyway, you will use it someday.”

“Siwoo, you and I think so. Aigo…”

“So you’re trying to steal money again?”

“Uh heh! Stealing. Write the appropriate Chinese character for embezzlement.”

“Crazy.”

“So, won’t I drink the liquor I buy?”

Park Jin-soo smiled smirkingly. Then, while pretending to drink soju, he burst into laughter.

Park Jin-soo was right. This bastard had an above-average brain even if he didn’t bother to buy textbooks and write hard.

And it was right that the alcohol bought by others tasted even better.

Above all, there was nothing more fun than emptying a glass with a friend I hadn’t seen in a long time.

So after I went to college, I went to the local bookstore and bought some books.

Park Jin-soo did not buy the book and only recorded the amount.

Then, since I had no hands left, I held up the books I bought, saying that I would help.

After putting all the books in the locker I use in the classroom and locking it with a padlock, I walked around the university.

Park Jin-soo wanted to know when there was a university event, and I had a question for the professors.

After each of them finished their business, time quickly passed.

Originally, the two of us were going to drink together, but the number of people increased.

Several dozen students, including classmates and seniors who had come for a similar business, headed to the bar.

Of course, Park Jin-soo decided to bet my share of the money, and that’s how the drinking party took place.

The atmosphere quickly heated up.

No, I had to run away.

It was only natural that it was a desperate struggle by college students ahead of the start of the semester.

That’s how the glass was emptied, and about half of them went home, sobbing.

Park Jin-soo and I still had some energy left, so we tried to participate in the second round.

Then I thought of Kyunghee and looked at the time, it was around 8pm.

Thinking that this wouldn’t be a big deal, I went back home after playing happily until the 2nd, 3rd and 4th rounds.