162. Secret time between the two instructors – (2)

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“… … .”

Her lips twitch and her eyes wander.

The appearance of being clearly agitated. Facing Carly like that, Adelia clenched her chin and had many thoughts.

‘Certainly, the cadet Han Chun-seong has feelings.’

Carly’s face was the only thing I could see.

I felt it when I met him a few times in the infirmary, but I felt it more clearly now.

Instructor Kali now sees Cadet Han Chun-seong as more than a ‘cadet’, and while I sympathized with her, her heart tickled a little.

Swoop.

As I slowly tilted the glass, the bitter taste of the wine felt a bit sweet.

‘I really didn’t mean to do this.’

As I removed the glass from my lips, an involuntary laugh leaked out.

Even when I first made an appointment with her for a drink, I didn’t feel the same way as I do now.

Rather, he tried to straighten Instructor Kali’s mind, as if keeping a distance more coldly than before.

A hint of her having strange feelings for the cadet. because I felt it

That’s why I made a promise to warn him that such a mindset was not right and that he should ‘see a cadet as a cadet’ a little more.

But now the situation has completely changed.

“If it’s hard to say that, I’ll tell you first.”

When I opened my mouth, I saw Instructor Carly pause and look at me.

So I decided to shine the ‘mind’ first.

“It was about 10 days when Cadet Han Chun-seong was injured and stayed in the infirmary. I spent quite a bit of time together.”

There was no hesitation even though he calmly revealed the facts.

Because I’ve been thinking a lot lately. I’m a little aware of my feelings now.

…that as an instructor, I’m in a state where I’m keeping a part of my heart that I shouldn’t have.

“And the more I saw Cadet Han Chun-seong during the time we were together, the more I felt it. What kind of person Cadet Han Chun-seong is, and what kind of feeling he is a ‘man’ to the opposite sex.”

“…!”

When Instructor Cali, who had been listening to me blankly, flinched at the end, a big smile leaked out.

Because I purposely told you to feel that way.

I felt a little strange even when I saw the expected reaction.

“I think Cadet Han Chun-seong definitely has a rare charm. I felt in many ways while dealing with Cadet Han Chun-seong that he was distinctly different from other cadets. And even when I saw Cadet Han Chun-seong’s attitude toward others, that thought was firmly established.”

Even as I calmly reflected on my mind, it seemed that my thoughts were being organized.

An endless confusion.

I wonder if my heart can really be like this.

Why did I have such feelings?

Even the great guilt that came after that.

…

And the end of those thoughts was surprisingly big, so there was nothing to say.

‘It was just… to acknowledge me.’

What kind of emotions my feelings were, I just came to accept them.

And I was convinced that the mind of Instructor Kali, who is with me now, was similar to mine to some extent.

That’s why I had a drink like this with her.

“Instructor Adelia. Sleep, wait. What does that mean now… … .”

Looking at her questioning as if she was really surprised, a smile kept leaking out.

shocked expression. Even so, the shaky eyes looking at me as if it was hard to believe made me laugh as much as it was strange.

‘Really, he had the same feelings as me.’

Even she must have felt that feeling before me. Why are you making such a shocked expression?

“I won’t say more here. Because that’s what I felt when I saw Cadet Han Chun-seong. Now, Instructor Carly, can you tell us how you feel?”

Thinking it would be easier for her to say now, she asked again.

I want you to express the feelings in your heart.

“…”

Instructor Carly, who had been staring blankly at me for a while, suddenly raised her wine glass.

The car that had his eyes on him.

Unlike before, when she tilted her glass as if sipping lightly, she suddenly tilted her glass at once, as if pouring wine into her mouth.

good.

A car that even felt a strange force when the glass was put down.

“…write.”

As she frowned and licked her lips, laughter broke out again.

It’s like making a big decision before speaking, but it felt cute that didn’t fit her image.

“… Instructor Adelia said that the Han Chun-seong cadet was attractive.”

“okay. I genuinely felt that way.”

I dared to add one more word to express my feelings subtly.

The last 10 days spent with him. After that, Cadet Han Chun-seong left the infirmary and was left alone. I felt the void for the first time.

Maybe the infirmary is such a lonely place, because I felt very lonely.

“I agree with that statement itself. Cadet Chunseong Han is very different from other cadets, he has a rare upright attitude, tries to do his best in everything and does not show any pretense or embellishment. I always try to do my best, so I naturally draw attention.”

“…okay.”

Carly’s words involuntarily made me understand.

Things that can only be felt by looking closely at Cadet Han Chun-seong. Instructor Carly was telling me that now.

Whoa. Instructor Kali, who took a moment to catch her breath, no longer had a blank look.

He looked at me with determined eyes.

“So sometimes I am surprised by him every time. Instructor Adelia, who treated her, may not be able to see it, but Cadet Han Chun-seong always tries to look ahead. And we’re going to move on to the next one. It can be said to be a spirit of improvement, or it can be seen as expressing an unbreakable will. Above all, it was always impressive that he did not try to avoid the ‘reality’ given to him.”

He did not respond to the calm yet strong voice.

I sympathized with the few words she said. On the other hand, there were also things I didn’t understand.

‘but… .’

I didn’t know how Cadet Han Chun-seong trains and develops.

Because there must be enough of him that I don’t know about.

“Instructor Adelia asked me what I thought of the Han Chun-seong cadet. I… I think he’s a really ideal cadet. Even though the given environment is not so good, I always try to look ahead and never give up. So I see it as something that will grow even bigger in the future. Maybe it will be the first existence to rise to the axis of the empire as a common class… I’m half convinced.”

Then, I was surprised by the words that followed.

I have a Cali instructor of his own mind. So I thought I would finally express my feelings for Cadet Han Chun-seong to me.

That’s right, since I’ve revealed my feelings first, she’ll be able to show her feelings a little easier…

‘But you’re going to come all the way here and say something else?’

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Just because it was different didn’t mean it didn’t mean anything. She conveyed the words that no one could easily convey, that a Cadet with common traits would rise to the position of an axis of the empire.

That was a very meaningful word, but it was quite far from the answer I was hoping for.

“Instructor Cali.”

“Instructor Adelia.”

So when you open your mouth Coincidentally, their voices overlapped.

“… Instructor Adelia speaks first.”

As she took a deep breath and spoke, I took a deep breath and opened my mouth.

“The first words you said were good words. It’s to the point where I can truly feel that Instructor Carly really values Cadet Han Chun-seong, and that he cares a lot. But Instructor Cali. Really… is that all?”

I asked again directly.

Is that really all you have to say?

I had no intention of coming all the way here to change my mind and distract the subject.

I was in this place with Instructor Kali and ‘of the same mind’. To be honest with each other and talk about the future.

So, I had to listen to her more properly.

“…is that all? What am I supposed to say about the Cadet Agar Star here?”

but. Even so, Instructor Carly was still saying something else.

Even while looking straight into my eyes… I doubted at the moment when he asked as if he was curious.

‘Are you still trying to pretend?’

I don’t know why you’re trying to deny it so much. Whoa, without realizing it, a big sigh leaked out.

After a moment of composure, he made full eye contact with her.

“I am now. Instructor Kali’s feelings toward the aspiring cadets. I’m just asking if that’s the mind of an instructor.”

Don’t let her even dodge it anymore.

So that’s when I thought Instructor Kali couldn’t say anything else.

She blankly blinked her eyes.

“What is that… you mean?”

Conversely, I was speechless at the sight of Instructor Kali continuing his speech with trembling lips.

‘Wait a minute. no way… … .’

I really couldn’t believe it, but I can only come to one conclusion from Instructor Kali’s current reaction.

surprisingly.

…but it’s so unbelievably amazing. Instructor Kali was unaware of her ‘heart’.

No, should I say I wasn’t aware of it properly?

It seemed that he hadn’t been able to establish his own feelings about what kind of mind he was dealing with and looking at Cadet Han Chun-seong.

“… … Pooh.”

I was so dumbfounded that even as the laughter leaked out, even the hand on which I rested my chin almost lost strength. Then, while brushing my hair roughly, only my mind became complicated.

‘really… .’

For a moment I felt like an idiot.

I was almost certain that we both felt the same way.

A car that did not have a heart for the cadet Han Chun-seong in the past. I felt that Instructor Kali was treating Cadet Han Chun-seong strangely, and when we met again after that, I thought he clearly had more feelings than the Cadet.

Afterwards, because I had feelings for Cadet Han Chun-seong and went through confusion… Of course I thought we could understand each other.

That was a really big mistake.

‘Really, how…how could this be?’

Even looking at Instructor Carly again, I was dumbfounded.

“I don’t know what Instructor Adelia is saying. What kind of mind should I have in dealing with Cadet Han Chun-seong?”

I don’t know if it’s because she’s drunk, or because she’s very confused by my words right now. He was completely gibberish with a flushed face.

“… … .”

In a daze, I just raised the glass in front of me.

jump.

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Just like Instructor Carly did.

As he emptied his glass like pouring wine into his mouth, he deliberately set the glass down to make a loud noise.

good!

flinch!

Even as I watched Carly hesitate at that, I really had nothing to say.

More specifically, I came up with something to say. I hate to spit it out.

‘No, you’re 25 years old, you… … .’

Even though I swallowed words in my heart, only laughter leaked out because I was dumbfounded. Then he shook his head and opened his mouth.

“It’s just… nothing. That’s Okay. Let’s stop talking about the Cadet Han Chun-seong.”

just gave up

‘I’m 25 years old to say I don’t know love.’

…Even if it was the sensitivity of a girl whose heart would be shaken in the middle of it, it seemed that she would not speak like Instructor Carly now.

So I couldn’t believe it.

That I was trying to communicate my heart with this person.

I was trying to discuss the future.

“That, yes. Stop talking about us.”

Seeing Instructor Kali, who was rather flattered by my words, inadvertently came up with another thought.

‘…just.’

should i have it alone

I didn’t even know that having him, maybe not bad.

No, thinking about it, it felt like the right way.

Seruk.

I nodded my head naturally while watching Instructor Cali pouring wine into his own glass.

It’s red hot. Seeing her muttering something nonsensical, I really looked like an idiot.

‘I thought… I was going to share him with someone like this.’

The heart that had been determined with great difficulty disappeared in vain.

Now that seemed like something I wouldn’t like.