136. Didn’t you really have a strange feeling while looking at me?

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“Instructor Carly. I’ll be very honest.”

“…Hmm. What is it?”

Watching Carly answer cautiously, I deliberately looked at her body.

Carly sits next to me without hesitation and shows off her defenseless body. The pure white skin exposed through the loose cloth clothes clearly showed a great feminine charm.

It was hard to see in Carly, so I felt that it felt bigger.

“……”

Even though I was conscious of that, I looked more blatantly at my body.

Did Carly feel my gaze right away?

I could feel the way she looked at me had changed, but now I needed to give her some sort of ‘attention’.

‘Perhaps he just thinks of me as a cadet and behaves without a sense of distance like this.’

I thought that itself was a problem for me.

Carly needed to be a little more conscious of me.

I need to be conscious of myself as a man, not as an instructor and cadet… .

I thought it was definitely right for our relationship to see as an instructor and a cadet and act without a sense of distance. But there is a line that needs to be followed.

No matter how close the instructor and cadet are, there are aspects that can and should not be shown, and now Kali’s appearance is clearly closer to the latter.

He lifted his head, looked into her eyes, and spoke.

“I know that my words sound rude. By the way, Instructor. By any chance… do you not see me as a man?”

“…Cadet Han Chun-seong?”

Carly’s surprised question.

Let’s look at him as if he doesn’t know why he suddenly said that. I could feel her trust in me.

So even I was surprised.

‘I looked at my body so blatantly.’

Will she be able to look at me like this?

He sighed lightly and spoke again.

“I won’t set up an example with words that are nice to hear from the instructor. Because I believe in the instructor that much. So I’ll tell you more. The instructor’s appearance now is too irritating to me.”

“Yes… ?”

“Instructor Carly is too defenseless right now.”

spoke directly.

You shouldn’t be like that now.

Seeing Carly show off her skin like this, I liked it too. It’s because she treats me like that without distance and puts her mind at ease.

But if someone

If you ask what kind of existence I am to Carly, I was just ‘one’ of many cadets.

Then the fact that she could show the defenseless side of Carly to someone other than me, and I hated that more than anything else.

“…”

As I continued to make eye contact, Carly blinked blankly before looking at her body belatedly.

Even that was strange.

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Just a while ago, he had been staring at her body blatantly and hadn’t hidden his intoxication, but Carly hadn’t even thought about looking at her own body.

I knew Carly would be very angry with my gaze, but strangely, she calmly accepted my gaze.

Seruk!

Later, when Carly smiled awkwardly and adjusted her body, it was only then that she felt as if she were putting on a cloth garment that revealed the skin.

“I guess it was because of the clothes…”

“Yes. It’s not that I dare to hold a grudge against the instructor, but I want the instructor to recognize me as a man a little bit.”

Even the moment when he stroked my hair as if he was proud of it a moment ago was really disturbing to me.

Wearing a training suit with a lot of exposure, what kind of meaning should I accept Kali who behaves without hesitation… .

To be honest, I even had a strange thought at the moment.

Carly laughed awkwardly and nodded slowly.

“Sorry, I didn’t save face as an instructor.”

“I am okay. Still, I want you to see me as a man. If my gaze was offended a moment ago… … .”

“No, it wasn’t particularly unpleasant. Because I also believe in Cadet Han Chun-seong.”

Carly laughed lightly at my words and picked up the dress hanging from a clothes hanger nearby.

Seruk!

Then he puts on a black coat right away, and even that look gave me a little erotic feeling.

Although the exposed skin was largely covered by the uniform coat, the slightly tight outline of the cloth clothes was, to be honest, it looked very erotic.

Seruk.

Carly came to her side again and sat down, but the feeling was different from before.

“Well then, is that enough?”

He asks me if I’m okay now that I’m wearing a livery coat, but it looks so uncharacteristically cute.

He was very obedient, or he couldn’t get angry, so he risked even looking at me with contemptuous eyes. I was really grateful that she accepted it so meekly.

“Yes. Fine.”

“A little while ago, sure… I was surprised too. Cadet Han Chun-seong suddenly gave me that kind of gaze, so it was very different.”

“…sorry.”

“no. don’t apologize I told you beforehand that I wasn’t offended either. It’s just that the Cadet Han Chun-seong I knew wasn’t that kind of person… I wondered if there was another problem I didn’t know about.”

As she continued to put her trust in me, I wondered where I had given her that much trust.

‘The only thing I’ve done is devoted myself to sparring and training.’

Then, suddenly, I remembered the day we first met.

ㅡBecause you can move forward only when you face the reality.

Maybe the words I accidentally brought out became a big starting point between Carly and me. When I think about it, after that, there were many times when she only took care of me or took care of me.

When I think about it, it was surprising how he behaved in the past.

The reality that Kali, who is even called the axis of the empire, is investing her personal time to look after me.

When I realized it, it was like receiving indescribable privilege from her.

car I was thinking of.

Carly suddenly smiled.

“…?”

I thought it was a beautiful smile, but I didn’t know why she was suddenly smiling.

“Agar Cadet?”

“Yes. Instructor Carly.”

“Still, to be honest, I am a bit surprised. I didn’t know you would say something like that.”

She has said something very strange indeed.

I blinked my eyes as I stared at him, smiling softly.

“Did I say something so strange?”

The only thing I could say was that I didn’t look like a man. In fact, it was really presumptuous for a cadet to say to the instructor.

“It’s not that it’s strange, it’s because the appearance a while ago was a bit strange. Asking me to look at you as a man, and it’s been a really long time since I’ve received that kind of blatant stare.”

“I thought I should point it out at least once.”

I got a confirmation that it was okay, so I didn’t hand over an apology again.

Instead, I couldn’t help but feel a sense of embarrassment welling up in my heart.

…because I felt presumptuous.

“Actually, since I stood on the battlefield, few people have looked at me so blatantly. After checking my strength, everyone was the only one who looked at me with fearful eyes, and Cadet Han Chun-seong was also broken by me dozens of times today. But still looking at me like that…isn’t it really strange?”

Callie looked at me as if she was playing a practical joke, or she seemed to project surprise.

And about him… I had nothing to say.

“…”

I just endure the rising embarrassment.

“And normally, when I receive such blatant stares, I tend to punish them right away.”

“If you call it punishment…”

“It means punishing them so that they don’t see you that way again, either physically or verbally.”

My body froze at the sudden change in cold voice.

“Put…”

But when Carly burst into laughter, my heart was greatly relieved.

“Really don’t be so nervous. I have no intention of punishing the cadets of Han Chun-seong or anything like that.”

Carly shook her head slowly, and the ruddy hair that swayed as she shook her head strangely caught her eyes.

“I just… didn’t feel bad about something. The feeling that someone sees me as a woman like that. I’m going to say that it was a joke before I say it, but I can feel a strange feeling while receiving the gaze of Cadet Han Chun-seong, right?”

“Hey, Instructor? If you say so… .”

When I opened my eyes wide at the very strange words, Carly smiled lightly.

“Cadet Han Chun-seong stared at me so blatantly that I really felt that way. You’re trying to be a little careful with me. I know, Cadet Han Chun-seong. Be a little honest. Didn’t you really have the slightest strange feeling while looking at me?”

Kali, who spoke with a glance, was very different from her previous attitude.

It’s not like the Carly I know… Suddenly, his attitude has changed so much.

As if the sense of distance had completely disappeared, the level was too high to talk as a joke.

“How dare I… look at the instructor and have that kind of heart.”

That’s why I properly gave the answer to The Carly.

…because I can’t say I had a taste for Carly. That was something that shouldn’t have been said, even as a joke.

Even if he had a passion for music during sparring, that would have been crazy.

Then suddenly… .

‘Perhaps?’

I was crazy to think Carly might be looking at me right now.

Are you trying to check me to see if I’m having a strange mind right now because I did such a strange thing?

“yes? I mean.”

I replied more confidently to those eyes that looked at me as if I was suspicious.

“Yes. I have never felt any strange feelings during the sparring with Instructor Carly. Even now, you are investing time and caring for me like this, how can I show such disrespect… … .”

In fact, during the sparring, I never felt obscenity towards her.

It was 100% pure truth.

Instead, right after the sparring, I felt a little jealous of the loose car and defenseless Kali, but…

“…Huh.”

Kali, who answered as if she understood, slowly turned her head and looked at the training ground bathed in light.

A slightly damaged training ground in the aftermath of several hours of sparring.

The training center, which was undergoing self-recovery, was surrounded by pure white light, and a mysterious atmosphere lingered.

“Then it’s a bit unfortunate.”

“…Yeah?”

“No, it’s just a joke. Don’t worry too much.”

Seeing Carly looking back at me with a big smile… I blankly nodded.

‘joke… .’

If Carly is a joke, then it must be… a joke.

If so, I shouldn’t even think of Kali’s strange appearance that I felt right now.

Carly seemed to have obvious feelings for me for a moment.

‘It seemed like he was regretting it…’