8 – her first love

“Raiden, are you okay…?”

At those words, the spirit that had been covered in darkness returned.

“Ah… yes, yes. It’s okay…

I replied and wiped my forehead.

His forehead was wet with cold sweat.

Damn, that’s Rachel’s hair.

It’s been ruined since morning.

As I grumbled inwardly, Maharet, who had been looking at me strangely, opened her mouth again.

“Well, unless nothing happens. Anyway, you.”

-bang!

She hit my desk with both hands.

It’s a surprise.

I almost lost my heart

“Why did you suddenly reappear?”

“Uh… can’t I show up?”

Maharet let out a laugh at those words.

“Ha! Isn’t it embarrassing to come back to the subject that ran away after only losing to the first year?”

It’s not that it disappeared…

It’s only 1st grade there.

He must have been the strongest among all the seniors in the academy right now.

“That, I disappeared… um…”

I can’t explain anything.

I can’t say I’ve been dead for six months.

“Whoa… No. Just think whatever you like.”

I think it’s better to just let them think what they want to think.

“yes…?”

“Your princess is right.”

“No, what is that…”

“I didn’t know shame. But…”

I raised my head and faced Maharet directly.

A look of bewilderment.

I said smiling at him.

“What does the princess have to do with it?”

“Uh…? Eh…?”

She saw my smile and let out a muffled noise.

Why does everyone get stunned when they see Raiden’s smile?

Why don’t you just add it as a skill at all?

[Skill ‘Raiden’s Smile’].

The activation effect is petrification.

I continued, pushing away the trivial thoughts that popped into my head.

“Even if I didn’t show up, did the princess know?”

“……”

The act of suddenly coming and pointing out why you came.

We call it fertilization.

It was clear why Maharet was arguing with me.

‘Because I hate Raiden…’

This bastard has no place where he is not hated.

Thanks to that, I receive all of that hate.

Why possess a body like this…

Frankly, Maharet deserves to hate Raiden.

The case of Maharet breaking off Raiden’s engagement is really shocking.

Hearing rumors that Raiden is collecting s*x slaves as a collection, Maharet visits him.

Then he asked.

– Is this story true?

The answer was pretty grim.

-okay. Since you’ll have to live with your bitch’s trashy face for the rest of your life, shouldn’t you collect bitches to enjoy at night?

A few days after that, a letter announcing the breakup came to the mansion of the Duke of Lisitt.

‘No, I’ll have to put something on…’

How trash is that face

No matter how much I am an idiot with no human relationships, I can tell the difference between a pretty face and a face that is not.

Of course, this was also what Raiden did to push Maharet away from him…

It felt bad for Maharet, who was insulted without knowing anything.

But what?

It’s not something I did.

The feeling of being hated for the actions of others is truly filthy.

don’t hate me

If I hate you more than this, I might really go crazy.

“If you don’t mind, you can go now. Classes are starting soon.”

Maharet slightly bit her lip at my words, then glared at me and said,

“…You. I’ll watch over you. If you do anything stupid, then…”

“then?”

Maharet clenched his fists and said.

“I know that my duel application will fly on behalf of all the academy students.”

“…I’m really looking forward to that.”

Maharet jerked her head away and returned to her seat.

I sat down on my desk again.

‘it’s tough…’

It’s still morning, but I already feel full of energy…

‘I have to repeat this 4 more times…’

Maybe I’m going crazy before I can find the happiness the goddess said.

Thinking so, I let out a deep sigh.

‘by the way…’

stop beating your heart

Ever since I met Maharet earlier, my heart was beating like crazy.

To the extent that the area around the chest is sore.

No… How did you say that when you loved Maharet this much…?

He was someone I couldn’t really understand.

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Maharet Filer.

As the eldest daughter of the Philor family, one of the pillars of the empire and one of the three major dukes, she was a student called a true nobleman within the academy.

A gentle personality, behavior that does not discriminate against those of lower status, and even a beautiful appearance.

He was a man who never missed anything.

That’s why she couldn’t concentrate during the lecture.

She doesn’t get along with her, who is always a model student who always competes for the top spot in written exams.

All of her attention was directed toward a boy sitting in the distance.

Leiden Resit

A mutation of the Duke of Lisit.

Shame on the Lysit family.

The crazy eldest son of the duchy.

A pig aristocrat who reveals her female color.

The boy sitting there was such a person.

I’ve lost a lot of weight, so I’m no longer a pig…

Maharet had to cool her simmering rage at the sight of her ex-fiancé.

-okay. Since you’ll have to live with your bitch’s trashy face for the rest of your life, shouldn’t you collect bitches to enjoy at night?

My body still trembles when I think of these words.

So when he, who had run away after losing to a freshman, came back, I wanted to quarrel with him.

But…

-What does the princess have to do with it?

At the sight of him, I was at a loss for words.

raised lip corners.

If he didn’t see anything wrong, it was a smile.

A smile like the one he had before he changed.

It was a smile that looked just like the shy smile he used to give whenever he met her before he became an asshole.

Seeing that smile he hadn’t seen in a long time, Maharet’s cold heart skipped a beat.

His smile, which was originally cool, looked more radiant after losing a little weight.

In the end, Maharet, unable to say anything at that smile, returned to her seat after warning her not to do anything stupid.

“ha…”

Maharet sighed.

She wasn’t the kind of person whose emotions could come and go with just a smile.

Raiden Lisit was still an object of hatred for her.

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Just…

……Just that smile.

Raiden’s appearance… I mean, it reminded me of Raiden’s appearance before he changed.

I felt like I was missing something.

However…

‘It can’t be.’

Maharet shook his head excitedly.

he has already changed

Revealing the female color, ignoring people.

In the form of the person she hates the most.

And in her experience, those people don’t change easily.

“……”

……That’s why it was impossible to find the boy she liked in the past with just one smile.

“ha…”

Maharet let out a meaningless sigh and turned his gaze to the blackboard.

Yeah, that has nothing to do with me now.

-If you don’t mind, you can go now. Classes are starting soon.

Because he said so…

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In the past, before Raiden changed.

Maharet was in a very severe first love.

The target is his fiancé, Leiden Lisit.

A mutation of the Duke of Lysit, born without any talent.

People called him that, but Maharet didn’t care.

It was a story that only people who had never met Raiden could tell.

It was a story only talked about by people who had never experienced his caringness and warmth.

Maharet liked Raiden.

I liked Raiden, who always took care of himself.

I liked him for approaching me slightly when I was depressed and making myself laugh with witty gestures.

I liked the way he smiled and slightly blushed when he saw himself.

Even his slightly chubby figure was liked by Maharet.

Originally, I had a crush on him, but around the age of 14.

When she was suffering from a terrible flu, I fell in love with the way she visited the Pilar family every day.

so that.

“Even if it’s an engagement arranged by the family… I think I’m fine…”

– I used to say something embarrassing like that.

Maharet knew that Raiden would remain unchanged.

always kind,

always fun,

always warm

I thought he would be that kind of person.

But… as if to ridicule her thoughts, Raiden changed.

A smile was erased from his lips,

His pleasant expression was gone.

Actions that were altruistic turned selfish,

He, who was so decent, began to covet female s*x.

Maharet waited for him.

There must be a reason for the change, that if she waited a little longer, she would return to the form of Raiden she loved.

But… the wait didn’t last long.

When she heard that Raiden was collecting s*x slaves, she couldn’t hold back her anger and went to see him.

and…

-okay. Since you’ll have to live with your bitch’s trashy face for the rest of your life, shouldn’t you collect bitches to enjoy at night?

Of all the words I heard in my life, I heard the worst words.

Afterwards, Maharet returned to the dormitory crying.

It was a terrible word for a 17-year-old girl to hear from someone she liked.

She cried all night long.

The maid who saw him reported it to Duke Pilar, and the next day the marriage application was blown away.

Thus, Maharet’s first love of about five years came to an end.